Sometimes i wish you would call me, you would actually care about me. I know you say we are best friends, but I can't exactly think about you as we are only friends. You will always be more, and I hope you feel that, I want you to know what you're doing instead of talking with me, playing? No problem, but we could do it together, anything else? Why don't you tell me about it more? I want to know everything about you, I want to be involved in your life until the very end. I am not able to let you go, I just can't pretend that we're only frineds. You hug me like I mean everything to you, you look at me like there is nothing better in this world. I honestly wish to know what is going through your mind whenever you look at me. Why can't you just invite me to be with you, why do you only care for the ones who are not me. Am I too selfish to ask you to be mine, and mine only? Am I the problem for loving you, or you, for not loving me back, even though you were the one who loved me first, and you made me fall in love with you? I will never get the answers for this, since I won't ever get a text from you, about anything, so I will only dream about your hugs, kisses, and the warm embrace I felt with you. You will be my only one, and it was always you, who made my heart go crazy, my love, I wish you a happy life, without me, if you feel that it's better for you.
Goodbye, I will always love you, forever yours...you know who I am, the girl, whose heart you broke into million pieces, in december.
