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Hi, I'm Rose, an illustrator in the PNW. I am a story artist for animation. I make liminal dark esoterica illustrations about conciseness, God, and eternity.

[krmayerillustration]

After several years of dormancy, I have put over 10 years of my illustrations back on Etsy. There's a sweeping range of fanart, original art, landscape, animal art, and more. I print & ship everything myself as I demand the highest quality product possible. Go look & favorite stuff! Follow me, and watch my shop as I continue to stock never-before sold works!

starbottlebits - Etsy

Shop K. R. Mayer Illustration by starbottlebits located in Portland, Oregon.

[antoniabishop]

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[krmayerillustration]

I'm going through a season of recovering from burn out.

It's a state we'll all have to face at various points in life. Artistically, it can feel like not wanting to draw, or even feeling repulsed by drawing. I did. And then i remembered i can draw that sense of repulsion, that essence of being drained.

And I've been back at my sketchbook making some wonderfully unhinged work. And i always seem to forget that exactly what I'm feeling, as i am, deserves to be on the page.

In case you need to hear some permission, you too can put yourself and your experience exactly as it is on the page. It doesn't have to be coherent with your previous work. It doesn't have to be beautiful or impressive. It simply deserves to be. As you, too, deserve to be. Exactly in the wholeness as you are.

[krmayerillustration]

What am I doing here? Could I hear if you answered?

[jjjjjjjjoey]

When ur mutuals w/ some cool ass people rb if u agree

[sanctus-ingenium]

Urtica

[krmayerillustration]

Weeping Mercy- Past, Present, and Future stand in a gesture of compassionate offering. Grace rains on them, and flows ever generous through their hands. All who pass through their realms are offered eternal nourishment from their forgiving tears. Every dream, regret, and breath are soaked with their blessing.

[krmayerillustration]

If you ever have art questions, i have a well of knowledge that yearns to be drawn from. Whether it's technique, mindset, or social. Anything at all.

Teaching art is one of my greatest passions, and i don't often mention it, but I also art mentor professionally. But I'd spill everything i know anyway.

[krmayerillustration]

There Our Magesty runs.

The wake of its gallop reverberates eternally as the ground it treks.

[krmayerillustration]

Happy year of the fire horse!

[krmayerillustration]

The Attendant- the one who effortlessly shepherds the stars into their rich pastures night after night. Their place and destiny are known to him. As our destiny is known to the stars. A light in heaven for every purpose. And the Attendant to raise and ripen them all.

[yellow-cat]

FUCK. i think i have to learn blender

[hamblimp]

the humble manual smoothie maker after they break their hands:

[yellow-cat]

every day i log in here and get beat up by genies

[the-maddened-hatter]

Is that how your hands got broken?

[yellow-cat]

stoppp im already dead

[krmayerillustration]

I made a free 'breaking into blender' tutorial a free years ago. It's a level-0 breakdown of the interface that's designed to help you open the program and not be so intimidated!

https://www.tumblr.com/krmayerillustration/710734454224715776/im-learning-blender-and-its-the-nicest-program?source=share

Go forth and blend!

[bethfuller]

antlers.

insta / prints / upcoming graphic novel

[krmayerillustration]

Ananda- The ever giving heart of Awareness. Blooming with the past, present, and future in perpetuity. The fount of wisdom, creativity, and discernment itself. Robed in the majesty of infinite stars.

[celestial-fang]

Wips, mainly art trades with friends

[krmayerillustration]

A Star is Born

Long ago, The conscious void seeded a million stars into existence. Today, one of them awakes into the loving arms of unknowable nothingness. He's waited an age to hold her, adoring.

But looking outward, into his mirrored visage, she can only see herself. And she wonders if she's awakened alone.

[astudyingreer]

hey so like

hi, you. yeah im talking to you. You like my stuff from time to time and reblog once and a while, and I always recognize you in my notes. we’ve never talked, maybe you dont like to say much or you’re nervous or something. it’s okay, whatever it is. 

I see you. you mean a lot to me. sometimes when I’m having a hard day, I’ll notice your name once again in my notifs and it makes me smile. im not kidding.

I don’t care if you’re a “ghost” follower or you send me asks all the time. i see you and I love you so much, genuinely and truly. you are really important to me. 

thank you. thank you for being there. <3

[lunaotic]

Old habits will haunt you - Lunaotic