krystalmethh;

krystal / twenty-one / single / wisconsin / full time mommy.

[junkimind]

[ritz--rubble]

[hackedalien-deactivated20150201]

[weekend-whispers]

[lunacrystals]

Everything is temporary.

3 words that completely changed my life once I fully accepted them (via bl-ossomed)

[illmoveonbabyjustlikeyou]

“I hope you never have to know addiction, I hope you never have to feel this pain. I hope you never know what its like to slowly go insane. And what its like to be an addict on the verge of pure catastrophe, losing all of lifes direction hoping for a tragedy. I hope you never have to know addiction, and all its evil wicked ways, waging wars inside yourself each and every day. You’d sell your life, you’d sell your soul, both so quick to go. Morals, standards, self worth, all out of the window. I hope you never have to love an addict and know how quickly bridges fall, I hope you never have to lie awake waiting on a call. The call that says if you’re alive or dead or in a jail cell. I hope you never know addiction, or the evil things it wills. An illness that began a choice, this I swear is true. Every day struggles led to wishing I was dead. When I was sick and going through it all the wars are in my head. A love and hate relationship I caught the heroin bug. Cant sleep, cant eat I need and want the drug. I hate myself and all my choices ever since i picked this poison. Do it, you need it, its pure insanity. Constant chaos in my head, pure calamity. I hope that you can see how sorry i am that you ever loved me. Im sorry you loved an addict.”

(via illmoveonbabyjustlikeyou)

[wordsnquotes]

I don’t trust anyone who hasn’t been self-destructive in some way. And who hasn’t gone through some sort of self-loathing. You’ve got to bang yourself around a bit to know yourself.

Johnny Depp (via rivieros)

[lie-smile-repeat]

[delusionalbestie]

It seemed like everyone had a life and did drugs on the side while I had drugs and did life on the side.

my late night thoughts on addiction (via alpine-anarchist)

[innoc3nttt]

[prettybruses]

[finding-kelsey]

It will sneak up on you. One day you will be content with every aspect of your life and the next day, you won’t be. You will want to spend every waking second talking to her. You will sacrifice sleep for her, staying up until your eyes are watering and you can barely keep them open. You will learn to get over your fears of phone calls just to hear her voice. Because hearing her voice will begin to make your day. You will smile and giggle like a 12 year old when you hear it. It will be your happiness. She will come into your life and completely flip it upside down, pulling you out of every routine you know. She will make you question things and her presence in your life will push you to be better. She will flip your life upside down and for once you will be okay with it. Her presence in your life will scare you. You will have never felt what you feel for her before. It will scare you because it will actually mean something to you and you won’t want to lose her. Just remember to hold on to her because that scared feeling will go away. Everything about her will enchant you. From the way she talks to the way her eyes light up. The way she smirks in every picture will drive you crazy. You will want to know everything about her. From her favorite book to how she takes her coffee. She will become your life even when she is 2358 miles away from you.

That’s when you will realize how hard you are falling for her. (via finding-kelsey)

[bruciamoilibri]

[wedsumsgirl]

[christopherbarnard]

[nixtendo]

[thelovejournals]

We’d read each other like books we were endlessly fascinated by.

Carlene Bauer, Frances and Bernard (via thelovejournals)