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The worst. Humor me.

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Not much time left

Boy do I have a thing for dramatics, especially with that title. But alas! *faints* lol jk dawg The days I have left of this bittersweet four month summer are dwindling down into the single digits. I'm proud to say that while I spent a decent number of these days whining that I haven't used this carefree season productively, in all actuality, this has by far been the most successful one yet. I attended a few different festivals, I've gotten lost, learned how to fully care for an infant (ages ranging from newborn to *currently 8 soon to be 9 months), through that I gained a shit ton of patience, I met a ton of new souls, I've mastered the art of turning seemingly boring days into some of the most entertaining I've had in a while, I've been to like 20 new beaches, I was forced to cook (if you know me, you know why this is deemed as productive), rode a seadoo, I chose my classes at UCLA, gained new family, finally been able to cross off everything on a seemingly endless summer bucket list, I've connected with my true soulmate and yes, he is so dope & most importantly to me, I've found something to be ever so genuinely passionate about. I'm grateful that I had my goPro during this time. Definitely a wise investment on my part. Being able to capture some of this summer on camera & being able to condense it down into like 5 minutes, which is like the max time anyone, including myself, will willingly sit through a video with genuine interest is something I truly will enjoy doing these last few days. I know I'm the person that will thank 21 year old me for putting this little something together for myself. I love the good times, good food, and good people of the summer too much to just let them live in my head.

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Slumpy, Grumpy, Frumpy me

I work better when I'm goal-oriented. I know ideally, being goal-oriented is more of an ongoing trait that certain people possess, but in all honesty, I've slipped. This time last year, I was satisfied physically, academically, organizationally, and probably in ten other ways. Today, I'm not where I'd like to be in many different aspects of being. Simply put, I'm going to set forth on obtaining and in some cases "re" obtaining these states of personal satisfaction. I suppose I've never necessarily been un-oriented with my own goals, I mean, I frickin think about them all the damn time. I suppose I just took an unnecessarily long hiatus, I got entirely too comfortable, and while I know there's an attainable level of contentment for myself, I am definitely nowhere near there at the moment. My mind and body are both in a non desirable state as of lately and I feel that being conscious of that only produces this negative fuel that's been running my life for quite some time. I live better when I'm goal-oriented.

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Better than any of the illegal fireworks I saw all night 🇺🇸

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While I’m accustomed to writing with more uncommon words & enigmatic diction, this particular concept is so simplistic. I am happy with David. Explainably happy, but I’ll explain it later.

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What I should be doing

Any time that I'm writing, it's more than likely fueled by the fact that I should be doing something else. "When I should be doing something else" times produce the most useful writing, aside from late, late, late at night. Luckily for me, not only should I be studying for my statistics final, but it's also pretty late. Or, I'm just very sleepy. 

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"Why I hate a majority of my Facebook friends 101"

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1 & 2. We got "invited" to this little nerdy kid's mansion party in Downey. Ran into some old faces & met a bunch of new ones. Sick ass crib, Steven. 3. Nanners 4. Mother's Day luncheon: Kardullen style 5. The 2014 Mother's Day selfie

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Happy hour for Sad Kryx

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1. David took us out to breakfast after the previous night's mission. 'Twas successful & wonderful. 2. Gus is one of the chillest dudes I've met out here. So glad that he was apart of out triple date. 3. After the hookah bar, we hit up Karla's for Stefan's little BP shindig & it was really chill. Reminded me of home. 4. Signs of a great night. 5. Brandon is really lame, but he's a sweetheart. The happiest of birthdays to him. 6. KIM! My new Kardashian friend. So glad that there's a new girl in the picture. 7. This one decided to match me tonight. Flannels and hightop Vans never looked so handsome. 8. Tonight's sky was picture worthy. But not IG worthy. 9. Mattyloks finally came back to my house after almost a year's hiatus. We're celebrating with pho, boba, & Freaks & Geeks. This weekend so far.

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The last time I was on this ferris wheel, I was 17. I'm 21 now. So foolish of me to deny myself the simplistic pleasure of this minute long ride because I chose to rid with unimportant ambiguities. This was a pleasant day & night with a very pleasant person. All good things, all good things.

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Let us pray.

The only person who should feel stupid is the one who feels the need to block me on their already private Instagram. I promise I don’t care to see what goes on in your life, hence the fact that you don’t matter when we happen to be in the same vicinity. But, we both know who creeps on who. Damn that double tap, huh? And damn iPhone & that screenshot feature. AND. The only person who should feel stupid is the person who’s concerned with who got a high five and who didn’t. I don’t need to prove anything, and I don’t care if there’s a front he may put up around you; we’re friends, we talk. If you got a good laugh out of what you “saw”, then you’re lame. Haha.

I’ll never deny that I had my fair share of being ridiculously stupid dramatic. Especially DURING all of that. Years ago though. Now, even at those terrible mutual friend parties, you can’t just go about your business. Have fun with the reason why you’re there. Unless that reason is me :-) of course we & all of our people see each other. But my god, congrats on that 20/20. Take another shot & have a good time. But don’t get too drunk & cry to my siblings that you keep trying to be my friend but “I hate you” or accidentally jump into our group picture & make a big deal about it.

Neither of those things are a big deal. I know you’re a decent person, act like it. Like you said yourself, we’ll probably never be friends or anything of the sort & that’s Gucci if that’s the deal. The saying “be an adult” doesn’t cut it anymore. Let it go, perhaps.

Oh, amen.

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"Before I die I want to free Boosie." - visiting the Before I Die wall in New Orleans with Hype.

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I imagine that if I had a child, this is what I'd look like. Distressed, fashioned in someone's cut up shirt, with massive designer bags under my eyes. Oh, and one very gorgeous human casually napping on top of me. Jais face @ almost three months & I. 

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I don't know if this is because I possess hoarder-like tendencies, but I cannot get myself to delete my Facebook. I hardly ever use it. Occasionally, my once popular profile will receive an Instagram picture linked to it that highlights an accomplishment that will be doted upon by my middle aged family and teachers, or I'll post a status trying to get rid of some tickets. But other than that, shit's depressing. Every time I log on, someone I sat next to in high school is pregnant (usually again), someone is married, a family member from god knows where is tagging me in hideous throwbacks, or I get invited to play Candy Crush. Apparently that's where the FB TU is: crushing candies. To think I used to update my statuses like 8 times a day.

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"Before I die I want to free Boosie." - visiting the Before I Die wall in New Orleans with Hype.

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Hey MTV, I'm the next supreme & welcome to my crib.