my place of recovery/vent blog

sideblog. BPD and ED issues. Russian. Feel free to talk if you want

[kumeka-irusu]

im so sorry

[swforester]

Chandler Hill Cemetery

Colrain MA 12/20/18

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I wanna be pure

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I wanna quit this game. im exhausted

[kumeka-irusu]

When you run after your thoughts, you are like a dog chasing a stick: every time a stick is thrown, you run after it. Instead, be like a lion who, rather than chasing after the stick, turns to face the thrower. One only throws a stick at a lion once.

Milarepa

[lord-of-saudii-deactivated20171]

[asoftwrongness]

#73

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20.46

[cyberscape2001]

[dimensional-tourist]

When you inquire “Who am I?”, if you are honest, you’ll notice that it takes you right back to silence instantly. The brain doesn’t have an answer, so all of a sudden there is silence.

~ Adyashanti

[thequotejournals]

I am slowly learning that some people are not good for me, no matter how much I love them. I deserve someone who is gentle and kind, because my soul is getting tired. Realizing that I deserve something good is one of the first steps.

Michelle K., Why I Need to Say Goodbye to You (via wordsnquotes)

[odyssey420]

[florizels]

In a thousand torments—I am; writhing under torture—but I am. Locked up in a tower, but still I exist, I see the sun, and if I don’t see the sun, still I know it is. And the whole of life is there—in knowing that the sun is.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov (via florizels)

[kumeka-irusu]

this is hilarious thnx god im numb af

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rn im on my way home walking thru the crowd feelin benzos kickin in w jyl mechanic ballerina in my headphones fuck im happy rare awesome moments

[sgeoffa]

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i still want to believe the better days are yet to come and to learn how to be grateful for what i have now