GHOST

guro//venting side blog | bpd | gentle reminder if you are struggling; help is always there, please talk to someone!!!💕

[d0ll-flesh]

[sleiin]

the thought of clean decapitation sometimes soothes me.

[valtsv]

me when i'm with other people: i am loved 😌

as soon as i'm alone: but am i 😰

[puukkolesbo]

no emotional object permanence

[toofemmetofunction]

[jugurtti-deactivated20210925]

i. it still haunts me

[palistani]

yeah physically i’m weak but emotionally i’m weaker

[sickteeth-archive]

DONT LET ME DIE HERE

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[candide-kun]

Reflection | Sympathy

[ojibwa]

[babyangelmoons]

just hi

[asterein]

I’ve fallen far off this path.

[hellishbpd]

me: I’m bored

what people think I mean: I’m too lazy and I don’t feel like doing anything or there’s nothing to do

what I actually mean: my disorder is causing me to go into a numb, emotionless void where I’m not just lazy, I literally don’t feel like doing anything. even if there’s something to do or even if I’m doing something I’ll still feel bored because it’s not your Typical Boredom, it’s an empty and terrible kind where I dissociate and not have the energy to do anything at all, nothing I do will cure the boredom

[awfulnerd]

it’s me I’m the problem

[pariaaaaah]

[pariaaaaah]

[kasketking]

some of you never developed a personality disorder that made it incredibly difficult to connect with people and build regular relationships and do everyday things and it shows

[spyderbones]

Aaah, being borderline is great…. going through all five stages of grief in a fifteen minute span and then walking backwards into hell