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[identitty-dickruption]

being abused or neglected really makes it clear how many things are skills that nobody really treats as. skills. exercising autonomy is a skill. listening to your body is a skill. resting is a skill. being liked and being loved are skills. nobody tells you how to do this shit because nobody even told me I was supposed to have learnt these things when I was a kid. I kind of just have to manually figure out what makes me freak out and work from there. unfair as shit

[catcrumb]

[bpdcat]

i'm still trying to understand why it happened..

[cannibalchicken]

[bubblysuggestion]

you’re someone’s dream person

[kosmogrl]

[bpdcat]

maybe i wasn’t supposed to be happy

[bpdcat]

you can’t hear it but my brain is constantly yelling at me telling me i’m a bad person

[themindofmine]

I feel sick. Sick of myself, my life and my feelings.

[lucidecay]

[themindofmine]

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence

[bpdcat]

fp: i’ll never leave you

fp: *leaves*

me:

[bpdcat]

[verafyx]

Turbo charged BPD

[fucklife101]

I’m no one’s favourite. I’m the back up. The one they go to when they have no other options. I sit and walk behind them and pretend that I am cared about but I’m not. And that really hurts.

[fucklife101]

I want all of my secrets back. I want all of my love back. I want to take it all back and sit in a deep hole with it.

[themindofmine]

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence