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My ED taught me to plan the ending before I begin.

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I’ve got an appointment with access office for my anxiety issues today that ive been dealing with for a while. I was quite anxious last night because my brother had texted me that grandma saw me take some candy for my lunch(theres literally NO other snacks and they need to be eaten anyways) and I was afraid that grandma was going to be all pissy on me because of it but shes pretty damn good about hiding her true feelings from me. Im sure shes told everyone including “police friend” about it and I bet they’re planning even more for me along with that Ultimatum that police friend mentioned in one text to grandma(which I found out yesterday).

I had gone to the counselor yesterday after telling a teacher that I trust about how I was feeling suicidal and told them of all the shit that’s going on at home and they said that they’re going to help me find a solution which I doubt will work but id like to see them try anyways.