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What if… its too late

Yesterday I was just taking a walk on my terrace, after long and extremely hot past few days have been, the breeze was cool and refreshing.

A song popped up on playlist, that left a question inside me.. and here I am discussing it.

Arijit Singh sung some of the beautiful lines in his entire career, kehte hai khuda ne iss jahan me sabhi ke liye kisi na kisi ko hai banaya hai har kisi ke liye…  this is the philosophy that I personally believe in, but it raises certain question. What if, the person, love of your life, has already arrived and left and we are hoping that someday that one person will arrive in our life.

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HOLLOW…

Feeling is what we are looking for when we are doing something. If something feels odd or not right we ultimately, at some point of time quit it.

When I look at this word “HOLLOW” I get a negative vibe and maybe you all feel somewhat same. Lets talk about someone who have accepted it and have dived deep into this hollowness..

The WILLOW, it is type of a tree, the willow tree grows healthy and with time becomes hollow, somewhat resembling our journey. But the willow seems to complain or fight against this hollowness like it has accepted it. It has seen something that we have failed to see.

Life is like a puzzle with different pieces representing parts of our life – parents, friends,  career, money, partner and other things the difference is how much each piece contributes to our life, if any piece is missing from our life it doesn’t stop our life but there is this loneliness and incompleteness that we feel all the time. There is one special quality willow that its flexibility, its ability to accept its hollowness and embrace it has allowed it become flexible towards its surrounding.

Sometimes we hold on and become so rigid just to fill that emptiness and darkness that we start breaking the things that we have fulfil the loneliness. We have thought of enjoying it, to celebrate and accept it to its fullest, that’s where I, you and we all lack.

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My lost home

“chlo..saari kaam khtm aur ab ghar jaake aaraam karuga..”that’s what I thought when I finished all my classes and assignment that was pending.

Dheere..dheere aone PG ka room kab ghar ban jaata hai pata hi nhi chla, its been a year since I moved out of my city to study and pursue what everyone used to say- MY DREAM .

Iss topic par bhi kabhi baat krege par abhi ghar par aate hai, kys hota hai ghar ? kaun si jaagah ko ghar kehna sahi hoga.. the place where we live or the one jaha hum bachpan se bade hue ya kahi aur hai apna ghar….

Deewaare bhi kuch kehti hai..par kya aap sunn sakte hai??

When I return to my hometown in my vacations tab akele baithe hue dekhta hu uss deewar ki tara fuss chatt ki taraf jisne dekha who sab kuch hai jo shayad humme yaad nhi. Kya dhoodhi jaa sakti hai wo saari yaadein …

Kahani hai ye uss mehnat ki, uss ummeed ki,uss sapne ki jo shayad humne na dekha ho par shayad hamare liye dekha gya ho

Jaana mujhe kahi aur hai jaanta hu mai, banana ek bada aur sundar ghar, pata hai inhe chod jauga main inhe… mehsoos hoti bus ek khamoshi.  Tujhe rok thodi na paugi par dikhti mujhe wo bediyaa..

Toda jinko maine hai, toda jinko tumne hai, aakhir kis liye

Bhul na jaoo main, bhul na jana tum…..

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The entropy of HUMAN

There is this concept in physics.. entropy..

It tells us that every system will approach to a disordered state.

Have you ever wondered why or how a species like humans ever evolved??

We have such a specialised form of tissues and organ system and most importantly a brain all this should work in a correct order and a specific way to keep us alive. It just seems to disobey this concept of physics

But there is one side that we seem to overlook.. the human nature.

Distortion and to destroy comes with us. Wherever we go, the greed comes with us, this has already destroyed our planet and no matter on what Mars we go, we will ultimately destroy and then again start hopping from one planet to other.

The HUMAN species can survive but it can’t coexist..

I don’t know where this trait come maybe instilled in us by the universe to maintain its disorder.

The chaos.. disorder and destruction is the sole purpose the human is build for

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The one question

How do you know that you need someone in your life??

How do you know that is the right person?? Am I not enough for myself? Will I EVER  be able to find someone or I will meet someone who celebrates who I AM

This question is the fear that I face while sitting alone in the middle of night in my room looking at the ceiling. Seeing the couples around me, I get this FOMO may I should look for a partner but I don’t want to make a choice that is driven by desperation. How to tackle this I don’t know, what to do when you are thinking this, I don’t know…

Hiding this feeling by constantly working towards my career learning to code, doing good in my academics, maybe I should just focus on my career and left these thing on GOD. Pata nhi yaar kya hoga..  career wise kuch kr pauga ya nhi jo kr rha hu wo enough hai ki nhi aur kya kr skta hu.. AM I ready for a partner or not ??

But I know one thing for sure.. whatever happens I will deal with that. Kuch bhi krke that thing or situation will break me, I will surely figure out how to deal with that

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The Dare of Artemis II

There is this one very unnoticeable but interesting fact that the moon is tidally locked with the earth which means that one by the time earth completes its one rotation, the moon complete its one full revolution and that is the reason why we only see one side of the moon, only one side….

We haven’t thought about how is it like on the other side? Most of us haven’t been that curious to know to go and actually find out. But there was one group of people that dared to do this, the crew of Artemis II.

We never dared to know or tried to explore what’s hidden,

Judging… that is somehow embedded in our blood,

“looks or what we see from outside are not always the entire personality”, this has just become a quote for us.  But we judge people no matter what, have we been really curious enough to know what is on the other side

Have you ever met someone in your life who truly celebrates the other side of you ?? What are you looking for..

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Kya Kabhi pucha hai kisine Chaand se..

Kya kabhi pucha hai kisine chaand se ki kaisa lagta hoga usse iss pure aasmaan ki chamak ko smete hue, saare taaro ko pheeka kar akela chamkata iss saare sansaar me. Lekin pucho kya usse koi bataye sab kuch toh haasil kr liya hai ussne saari ummedo ko pura kar haasil kr li wo uchayi jaha koi nhi aa skta kaisa nazara dikhta hoga waha se? kya kabhi pucha hai kisine chaand se

Akele ghoomta bechara kisse apni Khushi baate..

Tab ek taara aata hai, jo usse batata hai ki you are not alone suddenly a feeling of loneliness fades away..taaro se bhaare iss aasmaan me kya koi akela mehsos kr skta hai Puchta hu main??

Uss tare ko dhundhata har ek insaan hai

Zindagi bitata apni puri bus bus ussi ki talash me..

Paa liya ho sab kuch jisne kya khtm hoti talash uski, Puchta hu main

Puchta hu main khudse ki kaisa lgta hoga chaand ko logo ki aashaao ko pura kr kaisa lgta hai tumhe..

Jawaab?? Kya karuga jaankar, kya main darta hu ? shyd haa ya pata nhi ek ajeeb hi uljhan hai seene me talash aakhir hai kiski chamak ki ya taare ki ..