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Blessing of the Nephilim

Artist: Greg Hildebrandt Set: Dissension

"Before the first stone was laid or the first elf-child born, the power of the nephilim was gathering. Let that power be spread by my hands."

kvtie-pie

i've been told by multiple people at work that they admire my tranquil demeanor and positive attitude. i appreciate the complement but i legitimately don't understand. i have an anxiety disorder. my thoughts are a chaotic mess the vast majority of the time. i also harbor a lot of resentment about many different things which i sometimes voice, but not very often.

i just feel like there's a huge rift between how i view myself and how others see me, and i have difficulty wrapping my head around who i really am as a person, especially in light of my abysmal self-esteem and the constant feeling that i disappoint everyone around me in some way

kvtie-pie

the constant juggling of full-time work, household chores, chronic illness, trying to heal from trauma, and keeping up with my hobbies is too much for me to handle and i don’t know what to do about it

#;-;

on the bright side i made rigatoni with alfredo sauce, roasted butternut squash, caramelized red onions, crispy bacon, and sage and it turned out really good

#personal

swiftthefox

Hawk playing with a lizard

farewell-persephone

seraphrain

do u wanna kiss in the blade (1998) blood rave

inlandwest

New Mexico

#nm

soap-stones

some of my favorite animal miniatures from nypl spencer coll. pers. ms. 49, a 16th century copy of zakariya al-qazwini's 13th century the wonders of creatures and the marvels of creation.

bobbole

Max Ernst, Sea and Moon

darkspaceboytoy

“But North Korea has a cult of personality” and we depict our founding fathers as angel-like beings blessed with the divine vision of a great nation built on earth that will spread its light to all corners. Like literally. We painted that on the ceiling of our capital building.