I've Got A Migraine

kyle matthews sat cross legged by the phone it's 2am the candles are all burned out. and i could pretend that it's okay i understand, but i don't

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barbiehmu:

Barbie turned bright red as the conversation continued. She had no idea why she said anything, but being around Kyle jut caused her to word vomit without thinking. “I’m sorry…” she said looking down at the ground not being able to meet his eyes. Sorry was just a word she was so used to saying to him. “I’m glad you’re good…uh…yeah. You know you deserve that…happiness and stuff.”

kyle’s eyebrows furrowed lightly. “you’ve, uhm, apologized enough.” he nodded lightly. the apologies always seemed useless at this point. they didn’t mean anything, at least not to him. he could recall seeing those cheesy facebook posts about cheating and thinking these are stupid, i don’t think anyone relates. and now he knew what they were talking about. “yeah...” he trailed off. but did he? “you do too --- and i hope you get it. i really, uhm, do.”

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barbiehmu:

Barbie couldn’t tell who was more awkward right now, her or him. She knew the biggest mistake she had made in high school was drunkenly cheating on one of the best people she had ever met, but she could hardly bring herself to talk to him at times like these. Her train of thought stopped when she heard Kyle ask her how she had been. “Good…you know…doing…things…uh not people…I mean homework…” she said, trying to find something else to say. She had no idea what to say in situations like this. She realized how stupid her sentence sounded and wanted to kick herself. “How about you? You…uh…you look good and you know happy…” she said, realizing how much dumber she sounded with each word.

kyle was going to try his best to keep the conversation to a bare minimum, only the basics being said --- but when he heard her statement, his jaw dropped. how did that get brought up? uh not people. it was echoing in the back of his head. realizing that his jaw was basically laying on the ground, he closed his mouth and tried to muster up words. “that’s good?” the blond rushed through the questioning statement. was it a question or a statement? he was so dumbfounded by her words. uh not people. “i’m also not doing people? so that’s, uhm --- yeah, good. i’m good.”

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darcyarchxr:

Darcy for once actually had a bit of time to herself, not needing to do any practice over lunch time. After grabbing her pasta, the brunette headed outside, wanting to make the most of the weather before she was stuck in the smelly lunch hall. She looked at Kyle, sighing. “Whatever, it doesn’t matter. I’ll just sit down near..”

“are you sure you ---- “ the male began, but was quick to retract his question before it was even complete. “okay.” he muttered, sitting back down. kyle kept his gaze on the girl, observing her. “i’m sorry....”

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everett-geller:

Everett wasn’t ready to go home yet and deal with his parents. He had considered driving around for a while, maybe going to the skate park or the coffee shop, but he didn’t really feel up to any of those. Standing as he thought, he hadn’t even realized he was practically hovering over the blonde boy. “Pretty sure this bench is public property… or private, maybe, since it’s the schools” He pointed out.

kyle remained silent for a moment. the other did have a point, but it was beyond him how to even respond. “i, uhm, guess so.” he agreed with a hesitation. “i still don’t want to intrude on other’s typical settings?”

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barbiehmu:

Barbie had been having a weird day, between the weird texts she received and actually being done with homework for once, she had no idea what to do. None of her “friends” seemed to be around, so she figured she would just go home and watch television until something came up. As she began to leave the school she noticed a boy on a bench, and by the time she realize it was Kyle it was too late and she had already made eye contact. “I…uh…” she said, trying to find the words to say to him. “Sorry…” she said, even though she had said sorry to him for different thing in the past. “I mean…sorry for making you think you had to move. You don’t…I…uh…I was just leaving. But uh…good spot…”

when your days were well, something always had to step in. kyle had always known he was sometimes an awkward person, but realizing it was barbie made him even more awkward. he could never figure out why he would always have sudden bursts of this when she was around. i mean it was over --- it had been over. “it’s fine.” his eyes drifted to the ground quickly. “i was actually on my way out, anyways, and uhm ---- yeah. so ... “ he trailed off his eyes lifting back up to the ground. “thanks? i , uhm, guess. so yeah.” words were escaping him. god, why are you like this? fighting back ever piece of awkward that had yet to come through. “so, uh, how have you been?” he said, questioning more if it was the right thing to say rather than as a question itself. 

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any typical day was filled with school and kyle avoiding all contact as much as possible. his dad thought that maybe he was going through some really terrible, awkward phase --- but let’s be real, who wants to talk to people at your high school? with his feet perched on the seating of the bench and his phone in hand, he sat on the back of the bench --- that was until he felt a lingering presence. “oh, uhm, i’m sorry if i’m in your spot.” he muttered, grabbing his backpack from beside him. “i’ll, uhm, move.” the blond assured as he stood up.

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hi, guys! i’m katie ( she/her ; cst ; 18 ) & this is my precious little bean kyle ---- if you want to plot with him, let me know or like this and i’ll come at you! below this cut, you’ll see an intro for both me & kyle as we’re cool cats. 

THE MUN ;;;

hi, there ---- katie is the name and cst is the game/timezone. 

i’m 18 and just graduated high school yeeeeeeet

my interests include anything yellow, true crime, serial killers, and cults. i’m none of those, but i enjoy them.

i also like cryptids???

i’m going into marine biology and german

i’m a polygot and run a langblr yeeet.

THE MUSE ;;;

kyle was born to two parents & has two younger siblings. his mom & siblings left when he was ten. 

he was raised by his father practically and that man is his best friend. his father never remarried and it has always just been the two.

he has always attended the school, only getting into by his father scraping the money from his grandparents who really wanted kyle to attend the school.

his interests include golf ( boy does he love golf ), reading, and puzzles. 

he’s not very popular and chances are you rarely notice him in the hallways. he kind of keeps to himself. 

he’s an AP kid, very very smart.

was high key bullied by dante and kyle eventually snapped and stood up for himself, but that just made the verbal bullying worse

he's fragile, please don't hurt him

that’s all i have at the moment.