if you dare to find me, look to the western sky

The End.

[kyndredfire-blog]

August has been full of tears, and I'm happy to say that I'm ending it with tears of joy. It's been a wonderful birthday. Could you believe I cried because my friend gave me his Uno pack? We have so many memories with it. It's a very sentimental pack to us.

My heart is honestly so full. It's just... beyond me. I can't find the words to describe how happy I am. I've really realized how much love I get from them, and how they chose me as much as I chose them. I could never show the amount of gratitude I have for them.

None of them have tumblr, so I'm really posting this for archive purposes. Just to have it somewhere.

And... I also realized something else.

My life doesn't belong online. At least, not anymore. I'm not me when I'm online. I hide behind names, behind personas, behind the fact that I could just... be whoever. I could alter and filter what I say and do to please whoever I wanted to please at the other end of the screen. But that's not me. I can't keep wearing a mask anymore. I'm happier when I don't have anything to do with my online presence other than to keep contact with friends. I want to be me. To enjoy who I am, who I will be, instead of trying to build myself up to something I'm not.

My birthday gift for myself this year is to step away from this. From this cycle that I keep finding myself in. Well, I was already doing that before. The 5 and a half month summer has been harsh on boredom, and being "active" was supposed to be for passing the time.

Summer's ending.

I won't delete this blog; it might be nice to check in on it again in the future when I'm older, like a fun little trip down memory lane. But I'm going to stop using tumblr for a while again. Hopefully, a long while. My friends here know where to contact me, and, well, anyone else doesn't really need to contact me, I guess.

So... yeah. You can unfollow this blog if you'd like. I don't really care.

This is Kyuudii Krypticbastard Juniper Kyndredfire Nina, signing out.

[kyndredfire-blog]

August has been full of tears, and I'm happy to say that I'm ending it with tears of joy. It's been a wonderful birthday. Could you believe I cried because my friend gave me his Uno pack? We have so many memories with it. It's a very sentimental pack to us.

My heart is honestly so full. It's just... beyond me. I can't find the words to describe how happy I am. I've really realized how much love I get from them, and how they chose me as much as I chose them. I could never show the amount of gratitude I have for them.

None of them have tumblr, so I'm really posting this for archive purposes. Just to have it somewhere.

And... I also realized something else.

My life doesn't belong online. At least, not anymore. I'm not me when I'm online. I hide behind names, behind personas, behind the fact that I could just... be whoever. I could alter and filter what I say and do to please whoever I wanted to please at the other end of the screen. But that's not me. I can't keep wearing a mask anymore. I'm happier when I don't have anything to do with my online presence other than to keep contact with friends. I want to be me. To enjoy who I am, who I will be, instead of trying to build myself up to something I'm not.

My birthday gift for myself this year is to step away from this. From this cycle that I keep finding myself in. Well, I was already doing that before. The 5 and a half month summer has been harsh on boredom, and being "active" was supposed to be for passing the time.

Summer's ending.

I won't delete this blog; it might be nice to check in on it again in the future when I'm older, like a fun little trip down memory lane. But I'm going to stop using tumblr for a while again. Hopefully, a long while. My friends here know where to contact me, and, well, anyone else doesn't really need to contact me, I guess.

So... yeah. You can unfollow this blog if you'd like. I don't really care.

This is Kyuudii Krypticbastard Juniper Kyndredfire Nina, signing out.

[kyndredfire-blog]

August has been full of tears, and I'm happy to say that I'm ending it with tears of joy. It's been a wonderful birthday. Could you believe I cried because my friend gave me his Uno pack? We have so many memories with it. It's a very sentimental pack to us.

My heart is honestly so full. It's just... beyond me. I can't find the words to describe how happy I am. I've really realized how much love I get from them, and how they chose me as much as I chose them. I could never show the amount of gratitude I have for them.

None of them have tumblr, so I'm really posting this for archive purposes. Just to have it somewhere.

And... I also realized something else.

My life doesn't belong online. At least, not anymore. I'm not me when I'm online. I hide behind names, behind personas, behind the fact that I could just... be whoever. I could alter and filter what I say and do to please whoever I wanted to please at the other end of the screen. But that's not me. I can't keep wearing a mask anymore. I'm happier when I don't have anything to do with my online presence other than to keep contact with friends. I want to be me. To enjoy who I am, who I will be, instead of trying to build myself up to something I'm not.

My birthday gift for myself this year is to step away from this. From this cycle that I keep finding myself in. Well, I was already doing that before. The 5 and a half month summer has been harsh on boredom, and being "active" was supposed to be for passing the time.

Summer's ending.

I won't delete this blog; it might be nice to check in on it again in the future when I'm older, like a fun little trip down memory lane. But I'm going to stop using tumblr for a while again. Hopefully, a long while. My friends here know where to contact me, and, well, anyone else doesn't really need to contact me, I guess.

So... yeah. You can unfollow this blog if you'd like. I don't really care.

This is Kyuudii Krypticbastard Juniper Kyndredfire Nina, signing out.

[kyndredfire-blog]

August has been full of tears, and I'm happy to say that I'm ending it with tears of joy. It's been a wonderful birthday. Could you believe I cried because my friend gave me his Uno pack? We have so many memories with it. It's a very sentimental pack to us.

My heart is honestly so full. It's just... beyond me. I can't find the words to describe how happy I am. I've really realized how much love I get from them, and how they chose me as much as I chose them. I could never show the amount of gratitude I have for them.

None of them have tumblr, so I'm really posting this for archive purposes. Just to have it somewhere.

And... I also realized something else.

My life doesn't belong online. At least, not anymore. I'm not me when I'm online. I hide behind names, behind personas, behind the fact that I could just... be whoever. I could alter and filter what I say and do to please whoever I wanted to please at the other end of the screen. But that's not me. I can't keep wearing a mask anymore. I'm happier when I don't have anything to do with my online presence other than to keep contact with friends. I want to be me. To enjoy who I am, who I will be, instead of trying to build myself up to something I'm not.

My birthday gift for myself this year is to step away from this. From this cycle that I keep finding myself in. Well, I was already doing that before. The 5 and a half month summer has been harsh on boredom, and being "active" was supposed to be for passing the time.

Summer's ending.

I won't delete this blog; it might be nice to check in on it again in the future when I'm older, like a fun little trip down memory lane. But I'm going to stop using tumblr for a while again. Hopefully, a long while. My friends here know where to contact me, and, well, anyone else doesn't really need to contact me, I guess.

So... yeah. You can unfollow this blog if you'd like. I don't really care.

This is Kyuudii Kreepincryptid Krypticbastard Juniper Kyndredfire Nina, signing out.

[heyred101]

Tips for fight scenes

If you get punched in the nose your eyes will water, a lot, even if it didn’t really hurt

Your body follows your head, your head gets pushed one way and your body will want to go that way

Getting hit in the stomach isn’t good, it hurts, getting hit in the diaphragm is worse. Causes your lungs to kinda spasm and make it hard to breathe (diaphragm is between stomach and chest)

When fighting a larger person they will have an easier time forcing you back

The jaw is the knockout button. Hit it hard enough and down for the count

Back of the head is very vulnerable, can cause serious damage if hit there

Kidney punches. They hurt. A lot.

People with experience will try to be where they are comfortable. A wrestler will try to get their opponent on the ground, a boxer will stay on their feet, etc.

Easiest counter to a kick is to get closer to whoever is throwing it, then they won’t have enough room for it to be effective

If you want realism, avoid fancy, flashy moves. They’re less practical and easier to counter.

[bethkerring]

I will definitely be using these tips in the future. I don’t write fight scenes very often, but given that I’ve never been in an actual fight of any sort … yeah, definitely need to know this stuff for those scenes. Very helpful!

[vampireapologist-archive-deacti]

But remember: if you’re too close to kick, you’re in perfect range to knee.

[catladychronicles]

Hello tumblr 🌎 world!!! It’s my 26th birthday today & these are my trusty, loyal steeds!!! ✨❤️❗️ 🍰 ♌️✨🦁

[marriagetalks]

We just overheard one vet tell another how handsome our cat is.

[marriagetalks]

Here he is..... The handsome boy.

[naamahdarling]

HANDSOME BOY CLUB!

[imabandoningthisblog-deactivate]

The only thing more powerful than a hyper focus is

[janmen-portfolio]

Fall of Icarus/Hubris of Man

2019, colorised

(And reference)

[janmen-portfolio]

people have tagged this as life imitates art, and I need you to understand that no, I saw this picture of my friend falling off the got dang swing and thought it represented human hubris so well that i went into a made haze of acrylic paint and when I awoke I was holding this finished canvas.

[cottagecori]

stop putting stem and arts majors against each other!! they are partners and they are in love!!

[miqueerla]

We gotta team up to fight the true enemy:

[rednightmare18]

modding skyrim be like

[firstborn-of-akatosh-deactivate]

[grand-arbiter-dovin-baan]

[honkyycat]

sure would be nice to dance barefoot with my lover to tiny dancer by elton john in my kitchen at 12:30 am while we bake cookies..... haha jk......... unless..?

[thevastnessof]

aang: past avatars please give me your wisdom to solve this problem without violence

kyoshi: lmao loser doesnt want to kill anyone

aang:

aang: hey can i talk to someone else

[akumeoy]

[mushroomancy]

List of resources for dnd

roll20: Make an account to play the game

Orcpub: For hosting and editing your character sheet

DND Wiki: Homebrew things, races, classes, misc

Players Handbook: Rules how to play how to make a character, all basic information for playing a game

Discord: to talk during and about the game

[mushroomancy]

Mythweavers: another character sheet editor

[occams-lazer]

Homebrewery: homebrew creation tool. Uses basic coding language to great effect.

[mushroomancy]

If anyone wants to join just join the discord server and post your character

[jacebeleren]

http://autorolltables.github.io/#

can randomly generate just about ANYTHING. awesome for dms

[deweydecimalchickens]

Tabletop Audio: background music and sound effects for the ambience.

[corseque]

PCGen - a character creation program that handles all the tricky and tedious parts of building characters, including NPCs.

d20pfsrd.com - all the free information you would ever need to play Pathfinder, an alternative to D&D

[meonlyred]

DiceCloud: Interactive character sheet that can be edit and shared with yourself or others easily. Pulled up anywhere with internet connection on PC, Mac, or mobile device. Use it to also mark down health, death saving throws, spell slots, experience, and more on the fly. 

DnDMagic: List all spells currently available from Player’s Handbook and Elemental Evil. 

5th Edition Spellbook app: Make spellbooks for all your characters, manage spells, prepare spells. Keep track of Spell Save DC, and Spell Attack bonus on your mobile device. 

[hawkeabelas]

Squire - Another character creation and management app. Contains most of the basic info and spells already, with options to create spells, items, classes/subclasses, etc. This is the free version, but pro has more options for DMs, including initiative order control.

[dnd-maps-n-stuff]

RPG Generator - An app that randomly generates things from NPC appearances to criminal gangs. It’s free and a great on the fly DM tool.

[diceheist]

just adding on that orcpub is shutting down so be aware !

[deerling-beloved]

im screaming a perfect lil sunflower soaking up the sun!!

@mostlycatsmostly

[kyndredfire-blog]

Let me be sentimental for a moment...

I can't believe I'm turning 19 tomorrow. It's such a strange feeling after believing that you wouldn't make it past 16, and now it's been over 4 years since I've seriously considered committing. And you know what? I wouldn't trade anything for the experiences I've had, good and bad.

I'll be celebrating with my closest friends tomorrow. People that I know will always love and appreciate me. People that chose me to be their friend, that chose to stay by my side through everything and anything. Just the thought of how much love and support I get from them and how different my life has become because of them makes me so overwhelmingly happy. They ask me what I want for my birthday. I tell them that them being there is enough, and the love and support and care they show me is worth more than anything I could possibly recieve.

I'm proud and thankful of myself that I didn't give up. That I held out for better days. Sure, I still have shitty days and moments, but they're nothing compared to the joy I have in my life now.

I can't stop crying at how happy I am. I've lived this long. I've fought this long. I've found and lost and found even more love in my life. I can genuinely say that this is one of my greatest achievements.

Thank you too, at whoever is reading this. Whether you've followed me for years or days or minutes, thank you. I'm glad the things I post or reblog here are enough for you to want to see more. I hope something that I've posted has made you smile at some point.

Here's to more years of happiness and sadness, love and pain, being lost and found; here's to more new experiences.