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Pokémon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky ✧ (2009)

an misunderstanding

Alone. A five letter word. Alone. The feeling of being alone is described as having no one else present. I do not agree, alone is to big of a feeling to be described. Alone is a feeling, one that I have to much. I am alone now as I write this and I'm unsure how to go about not being alone. Yes, I am surrounded by people so I shouldn't feel lonely, but here I am, trying to type out and find out if there are better ways to cope. Cope with the understanding that no-one will understand what truly means to be alone. I try to describe and explain to my signifigant other but alas, it falls on deaf ears. We've been doing this dance for six year, you would think he may of understood by now, but this is the problem. Everyone experiences loneliness differently, so you have to find what works for you, yet i'm a 20 year old individual whom doesn't understand how we can communicate these feelings and get a progressive response. I'm tired of it all. I never thought I'd make it to 20 and I have no clue how to deal with my day to day seeing as I do not have any big dreams beside the usual, "I want to be rich," or, "I want to be famous." Atleast then I'd be alone and comfortable, not alone and trying to live day to day. This is just something you'll pass in your dashboard but, if it reaches anyone whom cares, thanks for reading.