sunnie

inspiration unlocks the future

[kyuflix]

➤ 𝐍𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

hi! thank you for stopping by! ♡

𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐑: kyuflix, but please call me sunnie :)

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒: she/ her

𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎: hi i'm sunnie (21+) and i love to simp over fictional men.

𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑: if no one told you this today just remember that you are loved <3

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓.

[kyuflix]

ayo you look so cute:(((

wait thank you sm :(( i'm sure you're cute too 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

[thrillridesz]

fanfic writer’s tag game!

thank you belle @sankyeom for the tag! ^^

01. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)?

tbz and nct are the only fandoms I have ever written for haha

02. what fandoms are you currently writing for?

the boyz and nct

03. how long have you been writing?

I had been writing on and off on wattpad with OCs when I was like 14 but I got into writing fanfiction in September 2019, stopped but started again last year.

04. on which platforms do you post your stories?

tumblr

05. what is your favorite genre to write?

horror/thriller. i’ve wrote a lot of fluff in the past but i’m starting to think that I want to branch out to other genres. angst is pretty fun to write but it takes up a lot of energy.

06. are you a pantser or a planner?

a bit of both? i used to be more of a pantser but now i like to plan my stories more for cohesiveness’s sake

07. one-shot or multiple-chapter?

one-shot lol i don’t have the patience and motivation to write series though I’m attempting one right now (check out obsessed pls)

08. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion?

1.5k to 2.5k

09. what is your longest published story?

33.8k words i think?

10. what story did you enjoy working on the most?

it’s a completed younghoon serial killer!au story that is still sitting in my drafts just waiting to be published

11. favorite request you’ve written and why?

my kissing booth jacob oneshot!

12. are there reoccurring themes in your stories?

supportive best friends and using weather as a mood setter

13. current number of wips?

too many to count

14. three things you’ve noticed about your writing?

I like to go in depth in describing emotions and regularly use metaphors and imagery to illustrate it properly

I’m big on dialogue

I like plot twists

15. a quote you like from a published story?

maybe i just like breaking my own heart with angst lol

As you muttered the words ‘I do’, Kevin felt his heart shatter once and for all into a million little pieces, irreparable and unsalvageable.

16. a quote from an unpublished story?

from ‘the secrets we share’ (younghoon fic)

His features are pristine, sharp. Lips split and bloodied, there is an angry, red bloody slash across his right cheekbone but he doesn’t seem to be in pain. If anything, there is a sadistic glint in those dark eyes of his and those very same lips are twisted into a deranged and mocking smile. His white teeth shine under the light and before you can even do anything, he bolts at the turn of the alley.

17. space for you to say something to your readers

hey there, thank you so much for reading my works and supporting me in what i do! i know i don’t say this nearly enough but i appreciate every like, reblog and feedback that i can get very dearly and it always makes my day to know that my writing has brought a smile to your face :) you are the people that have made me fall deeper in love with writing and grown to become attached to my blog and this community in general, giving me sort of a safe space to come to when i wish to escape from reality. idk if you guys realise how much you all have helped me inadvertently make my life so much more fulfilled and meaningful. i love you all sincerely with all my heart.

tagging some new (and old) moots: @kyuflix @changminurheart @starrytxt @nyuwings @trashlord-007 @ateez-elena

[kyuflix]

i’m so sorry that i’m only answering this now !

1. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)

i have written for skz and i’m also planning on writing for tbz !

2. what fandoms are you currently writing for

skz and tbz

3. how long have you been writing

i don’t really remember since i’ve been writing for a looong time but i think i’ve only started posting my stuff back in 2017/ 2018

4. on which platforms do you post your stories

i used to post on wattpad when i’ve started posting my writings but now i only post on tumblr once in a blue moon 

5. what is your favorite genre to write

definitely angst, it’s the genre i have experience in the most and it’s just so much fun to put in all the plot twists, plus it’s easier for me to express myself with angst

6. are you a pantser or a planner

i’m a little bit of both, all of my fics on tumblr (up until now) were created through sheer spontanity and a sudden boost of inspiration, but nowadays i try to plan all my content

7. one-shot or multiple-chapter

definitely one-shots, i think it’s easier to read one-shots in one go and not have to search the whole web for the next part of a story so one-shots it is 

8. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion

i think it varies based on the genre, how much detail you want to put in and of course what you’re writing in general, considering the writing aspect shorter fics around 1k to 2k words are easier as you don’t have to correct so many mistakes after, but just purely reading i say long fics that vary from 10k to 30k words as i really love reading long fics

9. what is your longest published story

more than 5k words

10. what story did you enjoy working on the most

probably my mafia!minho or mafia!hyunjin fics as they were just so fun to write

11. favorite request you’ve written and why

i haven’t gotten any request so far so nothing at the moment !

12. are there reoccurring themes in your stories

supportive friends but other than that i can’t think of anything

13. current number of wips

far too many to count

14. three things you’ve noticed about your writing

1. i love writing fighting scenes 

2. i always think that my fics are going to be longer when i start writing them, but then through the journey of writing the fic i forget stuff i wanted to add, i get new ideas and put them into the fic and it ends up going in a completely different direction than i actually wanted it to, and in the end the fics always end up shorter than i think they were going to be

3. i always start a series because of many ideas (like my mafia!skz series) but then the more members i’ve written for in the series, the less inspiration i have and i stop updating it because of it

15. a quote you like from a published story

since i already mentioned that one of my fav fics i’ve written is the mafia!hyunjin one, here’s a little teaser

Rule number 1, don't ever let your emotions take over you. You choked back a sob at the memory of her smile and pulled the trigger.

16. a quote from an unpublished story

"Hi Berry." Sunwoo turns around at the familiar voice with tears glistening in his eyes. The crystal clear drops make their way down his cheeks and sunwoo manages a gentle smile on his face.

"Hi Love."

17. space for you to say something to your readers

hi <3, thank you all so much for reading my works and (hopefully) enjoying them, i’m very sorry for not posting in so long but i am always busy with school and since it’s now my final year of it i won’t be getting to post at all, at most maybe some really short stories if i ever have the time, but fear not my lovelies i will still post things here and there, i appreciate every single on of you and thank you so so much for every reblog like and comment you’ve guys given me ! i hope i could get your minds off of things with my posts with the world being in such a state right now,

much much love to all of you sunnie <3

[kyuflix]

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘 𝐊𝐈𝐃𝐒. ‘’ though I reach out my hand, there’s nobody to hold it. ‘’

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐙.  ‘’ i want to run back, to the time when we were together. ‘’

[hollytok]

hii everyone ,,

so i’m pretty sure you’ve all noticed that i’m very inactive, and i’m terribly sorry about it.

ever since lockdown started here in the UK back in march, my motivation to do anything has gone down the swanny and is basically none existent to do anything apart from watching youtube.

even before then, my activeness had gone down due to school and now it’s really hit rock bottom. so i decided i’m going to stop reblogging kpop stuff, updating etc. i’ll stay on here just to interact with my mutuals’ posts and talk to friends on here, or just in case any one of you need me. but other than that, i’ll be gone.

thank you all for everything ❤️

[kyuflix]

my babe 🥺💗 my sure that we're all gonna accept your decision

[hollytok]

thank you my love ❤️

[kyuflix]

of course 🥺

[hollytok]

hii everyone ,,

so i’m pretty sure you’ve all noticed that i’m very inactive, and i’m terribly sorry about it.

ever since lockdown started here in the UK back in march, my motivation to do anything has gone down the swanny and is basically none existent to do anything apart from watching youtube.

even before then, my activeness had gone down due to school and now it’s really hit rock bottom. so i decided i’m going to stop reblogging kpop stuff, updating etc. i’ll stay on here just to interact with my mutuals’ posts and talk to friends on here, or just in case any one of you need me. but other than that, i’ll be gone.

thank you all for everything ❤️

[kyuflix]

my babe 🥺💗 my sure that we're all gonna accept your decision

[hina-wit-da-glock]

**In honor of the Haikyuu manga ending, I thought I’d make an incredibly sappy post lol. This series meant a lot to so many people, so I hope this gives all of you a sweet moment to say goodbye to your favorite character. If your boy/gal isnt on here feel free to message me and I’ll write em up for you. Its been a wild ride yall, lets get this tears train started.**

Karasuno:

-Hinata gives you the tightest hug, swaying the both of you from side to side as he hums in your ear. He knows you’ll continue to see the best in people.

-Kageyama gently presses your foreheads together with his eyes closed. He believes that you’ll continue to let people into your life.

-Daichi gives your hand a squeeze and pulls you to his side for a side hug. He thinks that leading people by example will stay a part of who you are.

-Suga rubs his thumb over the back of your hand and gives you a sideways glance with a smile. He knows he taught you the strength in being kind

-Noya gives you a fist bump and a big shout! He wont stop yelling about taking pride in who you are.

-Tanaka delivers the best high-five of your life, laughing when you look at your red palms. Hes so sure that you will stay passionate about things you love.

Nekoma:

-Kuroo turns to face you fully and gives you a light hug, resting his chin on your head. Hes a smart guy, he knows that you’ll continue to help those around you.

-Kenma quietly presses his shoulder against yours for a few moments. Hes sure that you wont ever apologize for who you are, no matter how different you are from others.

-Yaku squeezes your hand so hard it almost hurts, giving you a determined smile. You’ve always been a person committed to bettering yourself, and he doesn’t see that changing any time soon.

-Lev throws his arm around your shoulders and shakes you a little. Hes pretty sure you will keep trying new things not because you have to, but because they make you happy.

Aoba Johsai:

-Iwaizumi presses you to his side and plants a kiss into your hair. Hes sure that you wont stop taking care of the people you care about.

-Kunimi gives you a shit eating grin and bumps his shoulder into yours. He knows you wont sweat the small stuff.

-Oikawa ruffles your hair and rests his arm around your shoulder. No doubt in his mind that you’ll stay focused on being the best you can be.

Fukurodani:

-Bokuto picks you up into a bone crushing hug and swings you around! He never questions if you will ever stop taking joy in the little things in life.

-Akaashi presses his hand to your lower back, a reminder that hes always there to support you. He reads people pretty well, and he feels like you’ll stay calm and focused when things get tough.

-Konoha bumps his hip with yours. He gets the feeling that you know at its cool to be ok at multiple things and not a genius at just one, both types have value in this world.

Shiratorizawa:

-Ushijima raises a hand in farewell, his gaze holding yours. Hes never been good with words, but he wants you to know that you have always been strong.

-Tendou presses your palms together before lacing his fingers with yours, swinging your connected hands up and around the two of you. He knows you understand that standing out isnt a bad thing, it just means you’re special.

-Semi leans against you, laying the side of his head on top of yours briefly. He knows you’ll remember to stay passionate about things you love, even if you arent the best at them.

-Goshiki has his fingers laced with yours as he grips your hand tightly, he really hates goobyes. He doesnt think he could beat it into your head any more how far big dreams can really carry you. He hopes you follow yours.

Others:

-Terushima daps you up, pulling you into a one armed hug complete with a hard pat on the back. The thought of you forgetting to be enthusiastic even in times of challenge never crosses his mind.

-Osamu gives you a side hug with his arm wrapped around your waist. He hopes you understand that living a proud life doesnt require fame, it just needs whatever makes you happy.

-Atsumu squeezes the back of your neck and gives you a sideways glance. Hes pretty sure you know that your success wasnt due to the people around you, it was thanks to something inside you.

-Kita grips your shoulder tightly before running his hand down your arm to give your hand a light squeeze. He hopes you follow your passion wherever it goes, no matter how far it may take you from what others expect of you.

-Hoshiumi holds your face in his hands, laughing as he presses his forehead against your squished face. Hes never doubted that you’d remember that life may give you roadblocks, but never impossibilities.

“Knowing that an end must come is all the more reason to begin anew. Lets keep giving it our very best.”

[kyuflix]

it is almost 1 am over here and I am bawling my eyes out

[hollytok]

i’m so inactive and i feel kinda bad, i just forget to come on here and reblog etc. i promise i am alive.

[kyuflix]

okay but the way that I relate to this oof

[kyuflix]

Am I a whole ass simp for my haikyuu boys?

YES

[letshaikyuu]

𝐇𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭

𝐒𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: ‘What would you do if after you pass, you get the chance to watch a video tape of your entire life with your guardian angel?’

𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: When the world has suddenly lost its sunshine.

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: angst with no happy ending (can be considered happy if you squint real hard), mentions of death and suicide

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: mentions of past!Kageyama Tobio x Hinata Shouyou

Weiterlesen

[kyuflix]

DO YOU HEAR ME SOBBING

[kyuflix]

➤ 𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄 𝐍𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝟏| 𝐇𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄: angst (you should know by now), a little bit of fluff

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: weapons, violence, blood, death, a lot of swearing

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: the special mission goes in an interesting direction

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒: +5k

𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊: iI’m so sorry that this took so long! i had already written the majority of this but because of school i couldn’t continue. now that we are all to stay at home i thought that i would finish this and maybe take your mind off things for a little while. i hope that you enjoy this and took your mind off of things, stay safe everyone!

''Alright, that would be all. Meeting dismissed. Y/N could you stay behind for a couple of minutes?'' You turned around at the call of your name and sat back down in your chair.

''What is it, sir?'' Your boss shook his head and folded his arms.

''Y/N you know that you don't have to call me sir. We founded this together and you're my second in command.'' You nodded.

''I know, Seong.'' He nodded and slid a file over the table towards you. ''I have a special little mission for you.'' You raised your eyebrow and opened the file, the picture of a young man coming into view.

''That's our target. Do you remember the weapon trade not too long ago?'' You scoffed. ''How could I forget that those bastards killed my best friend.’’

Seong nodded and leaned back in his chair. He pointed to the picture and continued talking. ''That's the boss, Jong-Su Cho. I want you to take him out. He betrayed us at the trade and I figured since you're one of our best-skilled assassinators you're the perfect one for the job.'' You nodded and skimmed through the file.

''Alright, I'll do it. Anything specific I need to know?'' Seong licked his lips and leaned forward. ''According to Chae, he's in the underground club this weekend. Chae is gonna help you and if anything goes wrong she'll be there to help. Avoid any unnecessary deaths. Other than that kill who you have to.''

You stood up and bowed to him before you left the room mumbling under your breath, on the way to the weapon room. ''That bastard's gonna pay.''

You slid your fingers over the keypad and pressed the code into it to get into the weapon room. With a 'click' the door slid open. Various weapons laid on tables and hung on the wall in front of you. You slid your fingers over the selection of knives and picked your favorite rainbow-chrome knife up. You took a gun from the wall and inspected it, counting the bullets left in it. After you were satisfied with the weapons you picked you left the room and walked out of the basement and in Chae's room.

Chae's room was full of all sorts of computer and hacking equipment. She was the one that provided everyone with all the information and supervised the missions. Chae spun around in her chair and gave you a grin.

''So I take it you already know what you have to do?'' You nodded and sat on her desk. ''I want more information about that bastard. Give me things that'll make him writhe in pain, beg for his life to be spared.'' Chae put her hand on your knee and squeezed it. 

''Y/N I know how much Min meant to you and that you want to take revenge on him. I want that too, but don't forget the rules.''

Rule number 1, don't ever let your emotions take over you.

You bit your lip and nodded. Chae smiled at you and turned to her computer. She pressed the keys a few times and the file of Jong-Su came flying on the screen. Chae read the article and swung her chair back in your direction.

''Well as far as this article knows, he's at the end of his 20's. Probably 28 or 27. He has a girlfriend. No children and no parents, his parents died on a mission a few years ago.'' You let the information sink into you and played with your rainbow-chrome knife. ''Tell me more about his girlfriend. Maybe she's his weak spot.'' Chae nodded and turned to her computer once again.

''Her name is Moon Kyungri. She's 25. No children her parents live in a different city and no siblings. She's been Jong-Su's girlfriend since the beginning of July 2018. So they've been together for approximately almost two years now. Doesn't know that Jong-Su is in the mafia.''

''Chae honestly, how do you even get all of that information?'' You grinned at her and she laughed. ''Who knows?'' She shrugged and folded her hands behind her head. With a pat on her head, you left Chae's room and walked back into the basement to train some more.

In the training room, you ignored the others and went straight to one of the puppets hanging from the ceiling and got your rainbow-chrome knife out of your belt. You played with the knife a little bit before throwing it at the puppet, bullseye. With a shrug of your shoulders, you got more knives and threw them at the puppet, each throw in a different style. Once with your back to the puppet, one with your non-dominant hand, one with turning around as quick as you could, and one out of walking and the other one you threw out of running. And all of them hit the bullseye.

You retrieved the knives and put them back to where they belonged, the rainbow-chrome knife secured on a strap on your belt. You turned around and observed your teammates. Most of them, you didn't know, not that you cared. When you came across a familiar face a smile formed on your lips and you walked to her. ''Jihyo!'' Jihyo turned around and smiled at you.

When you reached her you immediately hugged the girl and grinned. ''How are you? I haven't seen you in so long! Did the mission go well?'' Jihyo chuckled and took the hand of someone. She cleared her throat and blushed as you raised an eyebrow at the action. ''Oh? What's this?'' Jihyo covered her face with her free hand at your playful tone.

''Some.. things happened while I was gone?'' The boy smiled at you and introduced himself. ''Hello, I'm Kand Daniel.'' With a smile, you introduced yourself to him and turned back to Jihyo.

''Well come on. I want to know everything!'' You wrapped your arm around her shoulder. You turned back to Daniel. ''You wouldn't mind if I steal your girlfriend for a little talk over some good old fighting do you?'' Daniel's mouth hung open.

''Actually, Daniel and I were just about to practice a little bit ourselves. Why don't you join?'' She looked back at her boyfriend and he nodded with a warm smile. ''Sure, I don't see the problem, the more people the better the practice.'' You beamed at Jihyo and walked to your locker room. ''You two start already. I'll just go change into more flexible clothing!''

When you came back in a pair of black leggings and a grey hoodie thrown over your white shirt Jihyo and Daniel were circling each other in the ring. You rolled your eyes.

''Hey! You two lovebirds! Less circling more fighting!'' Jihyo and Daniel flushed a deep shade of red and you laughed at them when you entered the ring.

With your left foot in front of the right one, you bent your knees slightly and put your hands to sides of your face. ''Let's see if you improved on your fighting skill, shall we?'' Jihyo smirked and nodded before she got in the same stance as you. You turned to Daniel and went closer to the two of them. ''Daniel. Surprise me!'' He smiled and nodded.

Jihyo lunged forward and tried to punch your arm to get it to fall to your side and obtain the opportunity to hit your temple. You stopped her hand in mid-air and crouched down, sliding between her legs. With a jump-kick, you sent her flying to the end of the ring and she hit the ropes, the ropes sending her to the ground.

You smirked but didn't notice Daniel creeping up to you. He took both of your hands and forced you into a position that had you sitting on the back of your legs, your hands twisted in a painfully way behind you.

Daniel pressed his knee between your shoulder blades and forced your back forward and continued tugging at your arms. A hiss left your lips at the pain and you tried standing up and overpower Daniel, but he was taller than you and stronger. Daniel smirked at your attempt to free yourself and looked to the spot where Jihyo laid. But she was gone.

Jihyo stood a few meters behind him and took off running towards him. When she was close enough she jumped on his back and pressed her knees into his back, her hands holding his neck from behind. Out of shock, Daniel let go of your hands and flew over Jihyo and landing on the mat, panting.

You shrugged your shoulders to loosen the burn in your arms and sides. When you took a look over your shoulder Daniel had his arms protecting the sides of his face and Jihyo kicked and punched them. She bounced on her feet a few times and did a roundhouse kick to Daniel's face. With the element of surprise on her side, Daniel tried to block his face, she hit his temple and once again he fell on the mat.  ''Not bad.'' Jihyo turned around, breathing heavily as you clapped and did a little bow.

''Why thank you.'' The two of you grinned and ran towards each other. Again, you slid under her and wrapped your arms around her middle. You lifted her from the ground and put your strength into your arms to throw her over your figure. But Jihyo rammed her elbow into your face. The jab hit your nose and you stammered backward, holding your nose and letting her go.

Daniel was still laying on the ground, holding his head.

You shook your head and wiped your nose. Slowly, Daniel got up and closed his eyes as he stood to his full height, still holding the side of his head. ''Shit. You got me real good there.'' Jihyo grinned and turned to you. ''Well, what do you say? Did I get better?''

You put a thumbs up and let your eyes wander around the ring trying to plan your next moves. ''That's true. You got better and you were only for like 6 weeks gone, right?'' When Jihyo nodded you smiled and pushed your left foot in front of you, making it look as if you were just shifting your weight onto it.

''But, my dear Jihyo. This isn't over yet.'' You ran towards her at full speed. When you reached her you wrapped your arms around her middle once again and pushed all your weight onto her and with a 'thud' she was on the floor.

Daniel just watched with an open mouth at the scene in front of him. You quickly pushed Jihyo in a sitting position and went behind her wrapped your hands around her neck. You put pressure on her neck, cutting off her oxygen and tugged her head back. Jihyo closed her eyes at the pain and tapped your arm so you would let her go.

She flopped against the mat and closed her eyes, her breath heavy. Grinning at your victory you took Jihyo's hands and pulled her up. She wrapped her arms around you and you did the same, hugging each other as you regained your breath.

Daniel clapped and walked closer to you two, stopping when he reached Jihyo's side. He wrapped an arm around her shoulder and she sighed as she leaned back against him. ''Well, I guess I'll leave you two lovebirds alone. That was a very good practice you two! I'll just go get my stuff again and then I'm out of here.'' You smiled at each of them and left the practice room.

''And use protection!'' You screamed with a grin when you left a room. You could still hear Jihyo's scream of your name when you closed the door and just saw her flushed cheeks in your mind

Back in your room, you flopped on your bed and put your belt with your gun and rainbow-chrome knife on your nightstand.

16:27.

You put your phone back down and closed your eyes. There was honestly not much you could do when you had free time. Practice, take a walk, look for another mission, watch a movie in the living room or just talk to the others.

You decided to go to the living room and maybe watch a movie or talk with some of the others.

The living room was a big room that was mostly empty with just a few couched in the middle of it and plants, flowers and paintings here and there. On the wall in front of the couches was a TV that was nearly as long as the wall. The left side of the living room didn't have a wall and you could see right in the kitchen. The only thing that separated the two rooms was glass. The glass divided the two rooms but still allowed it to look into the other room.

''Y/N!'' Your head spun around in the direction of the voice and you were greeted with Eunwoo, Seongwu, and Youngyun. You smiled at them and gave each of them a hug.

''How are you guys?'' The three of them were most of the time gone because they always spend their time on missions. Sometimes together as a trio, if one couldn't go they went as a duo but most of the time they just went alone. ''Well as you can see we're still alive. So I would say we're doing good.'' Youngyun, the oldest of the three said and the other two smiled and nodded.

''How did your last mission go?'' Your smile faltered at Eunwoo's question and you gulped. They weren't there when it happened so how could they know? You cleared your throat and clenched your hand into fists at the memory of the weapon trade, Min's death and how Jong-Su betrayed you. ''I think it would be better if we sit down for this. It's... a long story.''

Eunwoo, Seongwu, and Younghyun exchanged glances and sat on of the couched and you followed. 

''Y/N how long do you think they're gonna talk more? Why won't they just do the damn weapon trade?'' Min groaned as she looked to the back of the club and saw that Seong and Jong-Su were still talking. With a shrug of your shoulder, you got your favorite rainbow-chrome knife out of the hidden strap on your thigh and swirled it around your hand, playing with it. A choked cough erupted beside your ear. And you looked to your left. Min had blood splattered over her lips and she looked down. Your eyes widened in horror as you saw an arrow sticking out of her stomach.

''Min!'' You screamed as you saw your best friend collapse to the floor. You caught her in your arms and looked around desperately in search of Seong. Right in front of you on top of a flight of stairs stood a man with a bow in hand. Tears flowed down your face and you screamed once more and threw your knife towards the man. It hit him right between the eyes and he slumped to the ground.

Seong's head spun in your direction when he heard your scream and his eyes widened as he saw Min's body on the ground with an arrow sticking out of her stomach and you hunched over her body.

''I thought we had a deal!'' Seong screamed and got his gun out of its holster in aimed it at Jong-Su. Jong-Su's eyes followed the source of the screams and looked at the sight of Min's dead body. He smirked and shrugged. ''Where's the excitement without a little bit of fun, am I right?''

Seong narrowed his eyes at the fellow mafia leader at his craziness and spoke through gritted teeth. ''You will regret this. I swear.'' Jong-Su laughed and clapped. ''Oh, I'm sure I will.''

''Min! Open your eyes don't you fucking dare leave me!'' You shook her body and Min smiled weakly at you. ''You can't do this to me!'' You whispered as the tears continued flowing down your cheeks. Min opened her mouth to speak but just coughed more blood. ''Y-Y/N, I-I'm sorry.'' Min closed her eyes once again and you screamed again.

''No! Min! Don't you fucking close your eyes, do you hear me? You can't leave me alone in this cruel world! I need you here, do you understand? Min!'' A blood-curling scream left your lips as Min took her last breath and her hand in yours fell limp. Your body shook and you sobbed, tears falling onto Min's dead body. You wrapped your arms around her one last time and nuzzled your face in her neck.

''Min...'' You cried into her neck and pulled away. Anger overtook your senses and you put her dead boy gently back on the ground. Seong was surrounded by Jong-Su's men. Most of your teammates were dead. Your hand automatically took hold of your gun. You pulled it from your belt and aimed at the men surrounding Seong. Bullet after Bullet, man after man.

They fell on the ground and Seong was now no longer surrounded by any of Jong-Su's men. Your eyes shifted to his figure. Jong-Su still had a smirk on his face despite almost all of his men lying dead on the ground with a bullet in their body. Seong looked at you and screamed.

''Y/N get out of here!'' You shook your head as a single tear slid down your cheek.''No.'' You whispered. Seong wanted to shout at you again but you beat him to it.

''No! I won't go! They killed Min, I want revenge!'' Seong's eyes softened for a split second. ''Y/N I know! But remember what I told you!''

Rule number 1, don't ever let your emotions take over you. 

Your nostrils flared in frustration.

''Fuck this!'' You stormed towards the two mafia leaders and stopped in front of Jong-Su. ''You're so going to regret me. Believe me.'' You said through gritted teeth and stormed off waiting for Seong to follow you.

When you finished the story the three of them were angry and sad. Younghyun started screaming and explaining all of the things he would do to Jong-Su. Seongwu just sat there frozen and Eunwoo cried. Min was a good friend to every single one of you, but the two of you were the closest. She was your best friend. Chae walked into the room with furrowed eyebrows.

''What's all of this screaming about?'' Youngyun quieted down and sunk to the floor. Chae looked at with a confused expression and you just mouthed Min's name to her. Chae's eyes immediately glazed over in sadness and she nodded before walking to you and putting a comforting hand on your shoulder.

''You should get some rest. The mission's tomorrow.'' You nodded and stood up. Before you left the room, Chae, Younghyun, Eunwoo, and Seongwu hugged you. The trio wished you good luck after Chae told them about the mission.

Back in your room, you jumped into your bed and pulled the blanket over you. Tears rolled down your cheeks as you thought about the good and bad times with Min. Her death flashed before your eyes and you pressed your face into the pillows, hoping it would comfort you and dry your tears.

''I miss you Min. So much.''

''Y/N!'' You rolled around in your bed, your body heavy with sleep. Groggily, you opened your left eye and looked into the face of Chae. With a grunt, you opened your right eye now and stretched. ''What's wrong Chae?''

''I've been trying to wake you up for five minutes now. Geez, what were you dreaming of that you've been in such a deep sleep?'' A sad smile formed on your lips as you sat upright and looked at Chae.

 By the look on your face, Chae could tell that you have been having nightmares about Min's death again. She sat beside you and took you in her arms.

''We're going to avenge her, I promise you. She can rest easy after today.'' You nodded at Chae and stood up wiping a stray tear from your cheek. ''Come on Chae. Let's get ready. I want that bastard to pay.'' Chae stood up and took your hand with a convincing smile. ''Believe me, Y/N we will.'' You smiled at each other and left your room.

In the kitchen, you were met Seungwu sat with Daniel and Jihyo on the stools. Daniel was talking to Jihyo with a smile on his face with his arm wrapped around her waist. You smiled at the pair. Seungwu's head spun in your direction when you entered the kitchen. He smiled at you and patted the stool beside him.

''How are you Y/N?'' You smiled at him and stretched again. ''Still a little bit tired and hungry.'' Seungwu nodded and handed you the other half of his sandwich. ''You can have the other half. I'm not that hungry.''

''Thank you Seungwu.'' He smiled at you and you took a bite of the sandwich. ''By the way.'' You looked up at Seungwu. ''The mission's today right?'' You nodded and took another bite of the sandwich. ''Let me go with you.'' You put your sandwich down at his request and smiled sadly. ''Seungwu...''

''I know, I know. Don't let your emotions take over you. But Y/N you know me. It's the least I could do for her.'' ''Even if she didn't reciprocate your feelings?'' Seungwu nodded.

''Even then Y/N. Even if she didn't like me back the way I wanted, we were still close friends.'' ''Seungwu, I know how close the two of you were. I don't have anything against the idea. Besides the mission is more likely to succeed if we have more people.''

''Thank you Y/N.'' Seungwu hugged you and stood up. ''I'm gonna go prepare. Tell me when you and Chae are ready to go.''

You screamed a 'yes' after him as he left the room and finished your sandwich. You smiled at Jihyo and Daniel as you left the room and went back up the stairs and into your room.

With a deep breath, you opened your closet and took your protective gear out of it. The dress you were going to wear already laid on your bed as Chae put it there as you were eating. The blue dress shined you picked it up and held it in front of you, the satin reflecting the light. The dress went to the mid of your thigh and wrapped around your neck in the style of a choker.

You took a band wrapped them around your waist and thigh so they were hidden underneath the dress. You strapped the rainbow-chrome knife on the band on your thigh. You took several smaller knives and strapped them on the band on your waist.

Once you put the dress on, the weapons immediately disappeared and you pulled it down. Chae walked into your room with Seungwu behind her and clapped her hands. ''Perfect!'' She exclaimed and pushed you down onto your chair in front of your mirror.

''Now, I'm gonna do your makeup and hair, okay?'' You nodded and let Chae do her work.

When Chae finally finished, your hair was styled in loose curls. She matched your makeup to the color of your dress and smiled as you stood up from the chair. ''Looking good Y/N! I'll get ready now and we can go.''

Seungwu stood up from your bed and took one of your knives from the wall. He played with it for a little while and hung it back up. ''No guns?'' You shook your head and sat on your bed.

''No. I'm more comfortable with knives.'' Seungwu sat beside you and put his hand on your shoulder and squeezed it. ''We can do this Y/N.'' You smiled.

'We will.'

The club was full of people. Most likely were the most of them Jong-Su's men. Chae disappeared to the back of the club where the dance floor was located. Seungwu walked to the left side of the room and leaned on the wall.

You took the right side of the club and wandered around, looking for Jong-Su. The music was so loud that people were screaming at each other to even understand the own words they were saying.

When you didn't see Jong-Su anywhere you walked to the bar and sat down on a stool. Chae walked to you and leaned on the counter. ''No sign of him?'' You shook your head. ''Not yet.'' She sighed and leaned her head on your shoulder. You nudged her side with your elbow and she raised an eyebrow at you. ''What?'' You snickered at Chae's tone and took her head off your shoulders.

''Go back, Chae. You know that this mission is important to me. So if we fail this I'm going to fucking snap.'' Chae nodded as she caught the pain inside your words and gave you a quick smile before she retreated back to her position. You sighed and rubbed your cheeks. 'Get yourself together Y/N!'

You looked at the bartender and your eyes widened. ''Eunwoo?'' You cocked your head to the side in confusion. Eunwoo smiled at you and offered you a glass filled with a red liquid. He shushed at you quietly and winked at you.

''We don't want people finding out now do we Y/N? So keep quit. I'm a simple bartender nothing more.'' You nodded and looked down with a smile on your face. You mumbled a quiet thank you to Eunwoo and sipped on your glass. A person sat on the stool next to you and Eunwoo leaned on the counter. ''What can I get you?''

''Just some Soju, please.'' Eunwoo nodded and you turned your head to look at the stranger next to you. You caught his eyes and smiled. The stranger smiled back and grabbed his bottle of Soju that Eunwoo handed him. He turned his body slightly to face yours and you raised an eyebrow at him.

'What the fuck is this dude doing?' He smiled at you in response and ruffled his fingers through his hair, messing the soft tufts of black up.

You sighed and put your glass on the counter. ''Can I help you?'' ''Well, actually you could.'' Your eyebrows rose in confusion and you stole a glance at Eunwoo who served another customer at the moment.

''Oh really? And how is that?'' You looked at Chae next and saw her playing with the knife that was strapped under her dress, not paying attention. You cursed under your breath and looked at Seungwu. He was still in the same spot and position you last saw him, leaned against the wall with his arms crossed but with a circle of girls surrounding him.

You turned your body towards him and a small smile graced your lips as you saw the knife seemingly hidden strapped to the outside of his thigh. But with the lights it reflected you caught it. It was very well hidden as it was the same color as his jeans, but with the lights of the club, it wasn't very smart. Anyone could have noticed it.

The stranger didn't notice that you caught his knife and leaned closer to you. As the boy was about to say anything you heard a gunshot throughout the club. You immediately shut up from your seat and got your rainbow-chrome knife from your thigh. You were about to run over to Seungwu since he was the one with the gun on the team but you were interrupted by a sudden heavy weight on you.

The boy had thrown himself at you when you were about to run away. You wiggled in his grip and turned your body around so you could face him. You raised your hand with the knife and he grabbed it and tried getting the knife out of your hand. ''Let go, god damn it!'' You struggled against his grip but dropped the knife and punched him in the face with your free hand. He stumbled off of you and held his nose as you rose to your feet.

He grinned at you and wiped the blood off of his face. ''Well, this is going to be fun Y/N.''

He charged at you and swung his leg but you jumped over it. You looked for your knife but couldn't find it. ''Fuck! Where is it?'' You shouted through all the screams of the people in the bar as they struggled to get out of it. All you could hear were screams and gunshots. You hoped that Chae, Seungwu, and Eunwoo were okay.

''You mean this?'' When you spun around to face the guy you caught a glimpse at Eunwoo who was fighting a man, but still at the bar. Your attacker spun your rainbow-chrome knife around and grinned.

A frustrated sigh escaped your lips and you grabbed a knife that was strapped around your waist. ''Don't you worry. I got more where that came from.''

‘‘You know...’‘ You started and walked closer to him, pushing yourself against his chest when you were close enough. A smirk formed on your lips as you saw him gulp. ‘‘You are actually quite the cutie, aren’t you?’‘ His cheeks burned at my words and I grinned. ‘‘But it’s a shame that we are on different Teams.’‘ A 'thud' came next from you and looked at the ground to see the man Eunwoo was fighting earlier with a bullet through his head.

You took a look at his neck and saw a tattoo, more specifically the tattoo that all of Jong-Su's men had. You looked back at the guy who still had your rainbow-chrome knife in his hand and an idea popped in your head.

You smirked, took a some steps backwards and looked back at Eunwoo who was now firing his gun and helping Chae out of some serious trouble. You screamed his name and threw one of your knives at the guy. ''Yeah?'' He screamed back at you and kept shooting Jong-Su's men. You ran toward the rather tall guy and swiped at him with your knife but he dodged it and threw a punch at you. ‘‘And it’s a shame I play dirty.’‘ You whispered under your breath and shouted.

''Give me the bomb!'' ''Coming right up!'' Eunwoo threw a small round object and a gas mask in your direction. You caught them and took a few steps back and threw the object to the guy's feet. He stumbled back.

''What the fuck is-'' at the impact the 'bomb' made with the floor it broke open and gas flew out of it. You put the gas mask over your face and walked over to the guy who was crumbling to the ground, struggling to breathe. He grabbed his neck and coughed. You crouched down to his level and looked at Eunwoo who was providing Seunwu and Chae with gas masks. With a smirk, you looked back at the guy who was laying at your feet, at the brink of passing out.

You grabbed his chin in between your fingers and smirked at him. ''Well, this was fun, wasn't it Hyunjin? Too bad it had to end so early.'' Hyunjin's eyes widened and he struggled to form his words. ''H-How did you-?'' You laughed at him and cupped his cheek with your hand.

''Oh please, you think I'm that dumb? I know who you were the second you sat next to me. You can't fool me.'' He coughed and cursed under his breath. ''Oh darling, don't worry! We're going to see each other again, I promise.'' You smiled at him and took your gas mask off for a quick moment.

 You leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to his lips. You smirked at his bewildered expression and licked your lips. ''Maybe this will help you remember me once you wake up. Don't you forget me, Hyunjin.'' With a tap on his lips, you stood up from your crouched position and watched as he fell into unconsiousness.

You spun on your heels and walked to your three companions who were seemingly waiting for you. You stood in between Chae and Eunwoo and looked at the person that was kneeling on the ground with his hands behind his head, several cuts that had blood pouring from them and tears running down his cheeks. Eunwoo handed you his gun and nodded.

The person on the ground looked up at you and your eyes widened a little. 'Jong-Su...' You raised your hand with the gun and aimed.

''Please, don't kill me.'' He whispered and you had to contain a snicker. ''Oh, believe me, you deserve to die after what you did to Min.''

''Who are you talking about?'' He screamed at you and several begs of you leaving him alive followed. You took a deep breath.

''Oh, she's going to kick your ass in the afterlife once she sees you, you piece of shit. I can promise you that!'' You screamed at him and got ready to fire your gun. ''What do you want from me? I can give you everything you want!'' He screamed back at you and the tears kept flowing down his cheeks. You hesitated for a second, collecting your thoughts.

''Bullshit! You can't give me my best friend back!'' A memory of Min smiling at you crossed your minds and a tear rolled down your cheek. 

Rule number 1, don't ever let your emotions take over you. You choked back a sob at the memory of her smile and pulled the trigger.

[hollytok]

𝘀𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲 | 𝗵𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗷𝗶𝗻

genre : fluff

warning : its so fluffy you may be sick.

a/n: This is for my soulmate and best friend @frelix. Happy birthday my love! I hope you have a wonderful birthday, even though we’re in lockdown, and that you get to celebrate it once all of this is over properly. I want to thank you for being one of the best friends anyone could ask for and for being born basically, because you make my life 10x better. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MWAH.

“Yes mum I know, we’ll celebrate when I come visit” The girl tried to hide the sigh that escaped her lips at her mum’s fourth demand. “Listen I’ve got to go mum, I love you”. After saying several goodbyes and hanging up, she threw her phone on the chair across the bedroom and jumped on to her bed, lying in a starfish position.

Spending your birthday alone is something that hardly anyone wants to do, but when dating a boy group member, it was to be expected. The girl sighed hard, before rolling over and taking a glance at the clock. 7:16pm. “Better make some food” she mumbled, before climbing off the bed, slipping her slippers on and grabbing her favourite blanket to sit on the couch with.

The girl was only half way out of her bedroom door when she heard a commotion outside of her door. Hurrying into the living room, she threw the blanket on to the couch before walking to the door and throwing it open, only to show her boyfriend standing there, bags in his hands. “For gods sake Hyun— hey babe!”. Her mouth fell open, standing to the side as Hyunjin bustled his way through the door and into kitchen.

Placing the bags on to the kitchen table, he turned round and slid across the floor, engulfing the girl into a hug. “Happy birthday sunshine” Hyunjin mumbled into her hair. “I’m sorry I’m late”. Pulling away, the girl chuckled at him, squeezing his cheek playfully. “Don’t be silly Jin, I’m happy you’re here now”. Hyunjin chuckled before pulling away and smiling brightly. “I’ve got pizza!”

About an hour, the pair had both demolished two pizzas and had resorted to cuddling on the couch, curled up under the blanket. Hyunjin shifted slightly, bending down and pulling out two bags of popcorn. “Sweet or salted?” He asked. Laughing, the girl reached forward and grabbed the sweet bag out of his hand. “Sweet like you” she giggled at Hyunjin’s cringed face before grabbing a handful of the popcorn and shoving them into her mouth. “Yah, try throwing one into my mouth”, the boy demanded, hysterically laughing at her failed attempt. “Hey! You try then”.

Nine o’ clock soon came round and the couple had decided on watching a movie. Hyunjin had left the couch about fifteen minutes earlier, running around the house trying to find the best possible movie to find. “I got one! I got one!” The girl looked up from her phone to see him standing there, the movie ‘Mulan’ in his hand. She laughed, moving the blanket so Hyunjin could get back on to the couch. After putting the film into the DVD player, he sat back down and put his arm around the girl, pulling her closer so she could rest her head on to his shoulder.

“Thank you for this Jin, it means a lot to me that you came tonight. You really could’ve stayed in practice though”

“Nonsense, nobody deserves to spend the birthday alone, especially not my girlfriend”

The pair laughed at that, and she snuggled in closer to the boy, his arm growing tighter around her.

“I love you Hyunjin”

“I love you too. Happy birthday Emilie”

[kyuflix]

IN LOVE JFJDKSKS THANK YOU SO MUCH GALAXY

[hollytok]

𝘀𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲 | 𝗵𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗷𝗶𝗻

genre : fluff

warning : its so fluffy you may be sick.

a/n: This is for my soulmate and best friend @frelix. Happy birthday my love! I hope you have a wonderful birthday, even though we’re in lockdown, and that you get to celebrate it once all of this is over properly. I want to thank you for being one of the best friends anyone could ask for and for being born basically, because you make my life 10x better. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MWAH.

“Yes mum I know, we’ll celebrate when I come visit” The girl tried to hide the sigh that escaped her lips at her mum’s fourth demand. “Listen I’ve got to go mum, I love you”. After saying several goodbyes and hanging up, she threw her phone on the chair across the bedroom and jumped on to her bed, lying in a starfish position.

Spending your birthday alone is something that hardly anyone wants to do, but when dating a boy group member, it was to be expected. The girl sighed hard, before rolling over and taking a glance at the clock. 7:16pm. “Better make some food” she mumbled, before climbing off the bed, slipping her slippers on and grabbing her favourite blanket to sit on the couch with.

The girl was only half way out of her bedroom door when she heard a commotion outside of her door. Hurrying into the living room, she threw the blanket on to the couch before walking to the door and throwing it open, only to show her boyfriend standing there, bags in his hands. “For gods sake Hyun— hey babe!”. Her mouth fell open, standing to the side as Hyunjin bustled his way through the door and into kitchen.

Placing the bags on to the kitchen table, he turned round and slid across the floor, engulfing the girl into a hug. “Happy birthday sunshine” Hyunjin mumbled into her hair. “I’m sorry I’m late”. Pulling away, the girl chuckled at him, squeezing his cheek playfully. “Don’t be silly Jin, I’m happy you’re here now”. Hyunjin chuckled before pulling away and smiling brightly. “I’ve got pizza!”

About an hour, the pair had both demolished two pizzas and had resorted to cuddling on the couch, curled up under the blanket. Hyunjin shifted slightly, bending down and pulling out two bags of popcorn. “Sweet or salted?” He asked. Laughing, the girl reached forward and grabbed the sweet bag out of his hand. “Sweet like you” she giggled at Hyunjin’s cringed face before grabbing a handful of the popcorn and shoving them into her mouth. “Yah, try throwing one into my mouth”, the boy demanded, hysterically laughing at her failed attempt. “Hey! You try then”.

Nine o’ clock soon came round and the couple had decided on watching a movie. Hyunjin had left the couch about fifteen minutes earlier, running around the house trying to find the best possible movie to find. “I got one! I got one!” The girl looked up from her phone to see him standing there, the movie ‘Mulan’ in his hand. She laughed, moving the blanket so Hyunjin could get back on to the couch. After putting the film into the DVD player, he sat back down and put his arm around the girl, pulling her closer so she could rest her head on to his shoulder.

“Thank you for this Jin, it means a lot to me that you came tonight. You really could’ve stayed in practice though”

“Nonsense, nobody deserves to spend the birthday alone, especially not my girlfriend”

The pair laughed at that, and she snuggled in closer to the boy, his arm growing tighter around her.

“I love you Hyunjin”

“I love you too. Happy birthday Emilie”

[seungminhos]

happy second anniversary stray kids !

thank you for making me happy ♡ i’m so proud of what you guys have become and what you have achieved this past two years. today, tomorrow, forever i hope you always gain strength in what you do. stay healthy and take care of yourself. here’s to more happiness, love and achievements to come! #StrayKids2ndAnniversary (insp)

[hollytok]

I’M BACK

Hello! After the whole coronavirus outbreak, my school has been closed for who knows how long, which mean that I am now back :)

I don’t know whether I will be writing again, but I definitely will be posting again.

- Holly x

[kyuflix]

AYYYY

[hansjisung-nolonger]

happy birthday to stray kid’s adorable dance machine, hwang hyunjin! thank you for sharing your talent and passion with the rest of the world and everyone is so proud of how far you’ve come! your bright personality shines both on the stage, powerfully, and off stage, in a way that melts stays’ hearts. #HAPPYHYUNJINDAY

(part one.)

[huiracha]

happy birthday hyunjin!

884 days and counting with you. you’re such a big inspiration to everyone around the world. thank you for being the sweetest, most talented and caring person ever. i wish you nothing but happiness. let’s always be happy.