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Misunderstanding of truth

written by l0r.star

Short story about a girl who is belittled by her step mother while she goes to find her biological mother just to find out shes not a good person.

Once upon a time, in a quaint town nestled between rolling hills, lived a young girl named Lily. Raised by her stepmother, Victoria, Lily faced daily struggles as Victoria's disapproving eyes and sharp words sought to belittle her at every turn. Lily's longing for acceptance and a sense of belonging led her on a journey to discover the truth about her past.

Haunted by the whispers of a mysterious mother she barely remembered, Lily decided to embark on a quest to find her real mother. Armed with a faded photograph and the hope that her biological mother would provide the love she yearned for, Lily set out on a path filled with anticipation and uncertainty.

Her journey took her to distant places, tracing the footsteps of her past. Along the way, she encountered kind souls who offered guidance and support. Yet, the shadows of Victoria's belittlement lingered in her mind, propelling her forward in search of a motherly embrace that would erase the scars of her upbringing.

After months of tireless searching, Lily finally found her mother, Eleanor. However, what she discovered was not the idyllic reunion she had envisioned. Eleanor, it seemed, was not the nurturing figure she had longed for. Instead, Lily was confronted with a woman who was manipulative and self-centered.

Eleanor revealed a past shrouded in questionable choices and decisions that had led her to distance herself from Lily. The truth, though painful, unveiled a reality that forced Lily to reevaluate her expectations. It became evident that Eleanor's presence in Lily's life might not be the remedy to the wounds inflicted by Victoria.

As Lily grappled with the revelation, she realized that true family isn't solely determined by blood. It's forged through genuine love and support. Returning home, Lily faced Victoria with newfound strength. She confronted the belittling words and stood tall against the constant judgment.

In the end, Lily's journey of self-discovery brought her a profound understanding. While her biological mother may not have been the savior she sought, Lily found strength within herself to break free from the chains of negativity. In the face of adversity, she built a new narrative, surrounded by friends and chosen family who cherished her for who she was.

And so, Lily emerged from the shadows of her past, resilient and empowered, creating a brighter future where love, acceptance, and self-worth became the foundation of her own happily ever after.

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Goes unnoticed

written by l0r.star

A poem about a girl who likes a guy but he doesn't know she exists.

In shadows cast by hopeful dreams, A heart entwined in silent schemes. Through fleeting glances, a tale untold, A crush unfolds, a story to be strolled.

In crowded halls where whispers weave, A secret dance, a heart's reprieve. A gentle gaze, a stolen chance, Yet, in his world, you're just a glance.

His laughter, a melody you long to hear, Yet in his presence, you disappear. A silent muse, a distant star, He wanders close, yet feels so far.

A subtle ache, an echo's song, A heart that yearns, though silent, strong. In realms where words remain unsaid, A love confined, a thread unthread.

The unnoticed poet of unspoken prose, In the garden of affection, where desire grows. He walks, unaware, through petals of your rhyme, A symphony unheard, a dance in borrowed time.

Enchanted by the hues of unrequited art, You paint your emotions, a masterpiece apart. In the gallery of unspoken adoration, A canvas of emotions, a secret dedication.

Yet, through the ache, a resilient grace, A butterfly emerges in this silent chase. For love may bloom in unexpected views, In the quiet heart, where dreams accrue.

So, dance with shadows, though he may not see, For in the realm of possibility, a serendipity. In the poetry of the unnoticed, you find, A heart that beats with love, beautifully enshrined.

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Oily to dry skincare tips

Properly washing your face is crucial for maintaining healthy skin, and it's important to adjust your routine based on your skin type. Here's a guide on how to wash your face if you have combination skin that tends to be oily in some areas and dry in others:

Morning Routine:

Use a Gentle Cleanser:

Start your day with a mild, hydrating cleanser. Look for a cleanser that is specifically formulated for combination skin. Avoid harsh or overly drying cleansers.

Avoid Hot Water:

Wash your face with lukewarm water instead of hot water. Hot water can strip away natural oils, leaving your skin more prone to dryness.

Pat Dry:

Gently pat your face dry with a clean, soft towel. Avoid rubbing, as this can irritate the skin.

Apply Toner (Optional):

If you like using toner, choose a gentle, alcohol-free toner. This can help balance your skin's pH levels.

Moisturize:

Apply a lightweight, oil-free moisturizer to keep your skin hydrated. Look for a moisturizer that addresses both oily and dry areas.

Sunscreen:

Finish your morning routine with a broad-spectrum sunscreen with at least SPF 30. This is essential to protect your skin from UV rays.

Evening Routine:

Remove Makeup:

If you wear makeup, start by using a gentle makeup remover or micellar water to remove any traces of makeup.

Cleansing:

Cleanse your face with the same mild cleanser you used in the morning. This helps to get rid of the day's impurities without over-drying.

Exfoliate (1-2 Times a Week):

Use a gentle exfoliator to remove dead skin cells. Exfoliating can help prevent clogged pores and improve the absorption of skincare products. However, don't overdo it, as excessive exfoliation can irritate the skin.

Apply a Hydrating Mask (Optional):

Consider using a hydrating mask once or twice a week to boost moisture levels. Look for masks with ingredients like hyaluronic acid or glycerin.

Toner (Optional):

If you use toner, apply it after cleansing to balance your skin.

Night Moisturizer:

Use a slightly richer or more hydrating night cream or moisturizer to address any dry areas.

Eye Cream (Optional):

If you use eye cream, apply it to address specific concerns around the eyes, such as dryness or fine lines.

Remember to pay attention to how your skin responds to different products, and adjust your routine accordingly. Consistency is key, and if you have specific skincare concerns, it's always a good idea to consult with a dermatologist for personalized advice.

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Smokey eye makeup look tutorial

Creating a smokey eye makeup look can be a glamorous and versatile choice for various occasions. Here's a step-by-step guide to achieving a classic smokey eye:

What You'll Need:

Eyeshadow primer

Matte eyeshadow in a neutral shade (optional)

Dark eyeshadow (charcoal, black, or dark brown)

Transition eyeshadow shade (a medium-toned eyeshadow)

Highlighter eyeshadow shade (light and shimmery)

Eyeliner (pencil, gel, or liquid)

Mascara

Eyelash curler (optional)

Brushes: blending brush, flat eyeshadow brush, precision brush

Steps:

Apply Eyeshadow Primer:

Start with a clean, moisturized eyelid.

Apply eyeshadow primer to create a smooth base and enhance the eyeshadow's longevity.

Set with Neutral Eyeshadow (Optional):

Set the primer with a matte neutral eyeshadow to prevent creasing.

Define the Crease:

Use a transition shade (a medium-toned eyeshadow) and apply it to the crease using a blending brush. This softens the edges of the smokey eye.

Apply Dark Eyeshadow:

Take a dark eyeshadow (charcoal, black, or dark brown) on a flat eyeshadow brush.

Pat the dark eyeshadow onto the eyelid, focusing on the outer corner and blending toward the center.

Blend the Crease:

Blend the edges of the dark eyeshadow with the transition shade using a blending brush. This creates a seamless gradient.

Highlight the Brow Bone and Inner Corner:

Apply a light, shimmery eyeshadow to the brow bone and inner corner of the eye to highlight and add dimension.

Apply Eyeliner:

Line the upper lash line with eyeliner. You can choose between pencil, gel, or liquid eyeliner based on your preference.

Smudge the Lower Lash Line:

Apply the dark eyeshadow or the eyeliner along the lower lash line. Use a precision brush to smudge and soften the line.

Curl Lashes (Optional) and Apply Mascara:

Curl your lashes with an eyelash curler if desired.

Apply mascara generously to both the upper and lower lashes.

Clean Up Edges:

Use a clean cotton swab or makeup wipe to clean up any fallout or sharp edges.

Final Touches:

Check for symmetry and make any necessary adjustments.

You can add false lashes for extra drama if desired.

Voila! You've now achieved a classic smokey eye makeup look. Feel free to customize the shades based on your style and the occasion. Practice makes perfect, so don't hesitate to experiment and find the smokey eye that suits you best!

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Ravens Tell

Written by l0r.star

A short story about a emo/goth girl whose in a good relationship but missing her love from high school as shes belittled by her step mother while shes on the way to going to college.

Once upon a time, in a small town draped in melancholy, lived a young emo/goth girl named Raven. She had an affinity for dark clothing, heavy eyeliner, and a heart that resonated with the melancholic tunes of her favorite bands. Despite her outward appearance, Raven was in a surprisingly happy and fulfilling relationship with a guy named Alex.

Raven and Alex had a unique connection, filled with pointless arguments that seemed to bring them closer. Their love was deep, and the quirks in their relationship made it all the more special. However, Raven couldn't shake the haunting memories of her first love from high school, a boy named Damien, who had left a lasting impression on her heart.

As Raven prepared to embark on her journey to college, she found solace in the company of her two cats, Midnight and Shadow. These feline companions were her confidants, offering silent understanding and comfort in the midst of her emotional turmoil.

Despite the joyous anticipation of starting a new chapter in her life, Raven had to contend with her stepmother, a woman who seemed to revel in making her feel useless and worthless. The stepmother's constant belittlement cast a shadow over Raven's excitement for college. Still, Raven persevered, fueled by the desire to prove her worth and escape the toxic environment she called home.

As the day to leave for college approached, Raven found herself torn between the love she had in the present and the nostalgic yearning for a past that seemed forever etched in her soul. The bittersweet mix of emotions intensified as she packed her bags, leaving behind the comfort of her room and the memories that whispered from every corner.

In the midst of this emotional turmoil, Alex stood by Raven, offering support and understanding. Their love became a source of strength as she faced the challenges that awaited her in the uncertain world of college. With Midnight and Shadow in tow, Raven set off on a journey of self-discovery, hoping to find her place in a world that often misunderstood her.

As Raven stepped into the next chapter of her life, the echoes of her high school love lingered, serving as a reminder of the profound impact those early experiences had on her. The road ahead was uncertain, but Raven carried the resilience of a girl who had weathered storms, both within herself and in the relationships that shaped her.

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Balanced Between Herself

Written by l0r.star

A short story about a reserved girl yearning for a more exciting life, with her supportive boyfriend along for the journey.

In the small town of Ravenshade, lived a quiet and reserved young woman named Mia. With her raven-black hair, dark attire, and a heart adorned with emotions expressed through poetry, Mia was known as the town's enigmatic emo girl. She had found solace in the shadows, immersing herself in the lyrics of melancholic songs that resonated with the depth of her soul.

Mia had built a life that suited her introspective nature, and she had a supportive and caring boyfriend named Alex who embraced her for who she was. Their relationship was built on understanding and a shared appreciation for the beauty found in quiet moments.

However, as Mia observed the vibrant energy of the world around her, she couldn't help but feel a yearning to be more outgoing and likeable. The extroverted laughter of her classmates echoed in the hallways, and Mia found herself wondering what it would be like to dance under the sunlight rather than linger in the shadows.

One day, after a particularly introspective session of writing in her journal, Mia decided to step out of her comfort zone. She joined a local art class where she met a diverse group of people who shared their stories through vibrant paintings and lively conversations. The atmosphere was different from what Mia was accustomed to, but she felt a sense of liberation as she dipped her brush into a palette of colors.

Through the art class, Mia discovered a newfound passion for expressing herself in ways beyond her poetry. The people she met appreciated her unique perspective, and she started to feel a connection with those who, like her, had discovered the power of self-expression.

As Mia delved into this world of creativity, she found herself opening up to Alex about her desires for a more outgoing and likeable persona. To her surprise, Alex not only supported her exploration but also joined her on this journey of self-discovery.

Together, Mia and Alex attended social events, explored new hobbies, and even tried dancing under the moonlight. As they embraced the balance between their quiet, introspective moments and the lively, outgoing experiences, Mia realized that her true self was a beautiful blend of both.

The town of Ravenshade witnessed the transformation of the once enigmatic emo girl into a more vibrant and multifaceted version of herself. Mia learned that being likeable wasn't about conforming to societal expectations but about embracing the authenticity that made her unique. In the end, she found a harmony between the quiet depths of her soul and the lively spirit she had discovered along the way.

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Finding a Better Path

Written by l0r.star

A short story about a woman trapped in a marriage with a man she no longer recognizes while she longs for more from life and finding a better path that works for her.

In a quaint town nestled between rolling hills and blooming meadows, lived a woman named Lily. Once, she had been full of dreams and aspirations, but over the years, those dreams seemed to fade away like distant echoes. Lily found herself trapped in a marriage that had lost its vibrancy, tied to a man she no longer recognized.

Her husband, Robert, was a good man, but as the years passed, their connection had become more distant. Lily longed for more from life, for the excitement that had once coursed through her veins. The monotony of routine and the predictable patterns of their marriage left her yearning for something elusive.

One day, as Lily wandered through a local art gallery, she was captivated by a painting that seemed to mirror her own internal struggles. It depicted a woman breaking free from chains, reaching toward the unknown. Inspired by this imagery, Lily realized she couldn't continue living a life that felt stifling.

She began to explore new hobbies, reconnecting with the passions she had set aside. Painting, writing, and dancing became her outlets, allowing her to rediscover the vibrant spirit that had been buried beneath the weight of expectations. As Lily blossomed into her newfound self, she also started engaging in conversations with Robert about her desires and dreams.

Initially taken aback, Robert eventually recognized the pain in Lily's eyes and the yearning for a more fulfilling life. Instead of clinging to the past, they both decided to embark on a journey of rediscovery. They attended couples therapy, opened up about their feelings, and worked together to breathe life back into their relationship.

As Lily and Robert navigated this process, they discovered new facets of each other they had overlooked. The willingness to change, adapt, and grow together created a deeper bond that transcended the superficial aspects of their marriage. Through open communication and a shared commitment to rediscovering their connection, they found a way to bridge the gap that had grown between them.

In the end, Lily realized that the longing for more life wasn't about escaping her marriage but about rekindling the spark within herself and the relationship she had built over the years. Their renewed connection became a testament to the transformative power of self-discovery and the resilience of love when faced with the challenges of change.

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Untold truth

Written by l0r.star

A short story about a young brunette women who tries to find her brother after losing her parents, but finds more than she thought.

Once upon a time in a small town, lived a young brunette woman named Emma. Ever since she could remember, she had felt a void in her life, a missing piece of her identity that haunted her dreams. Her parents had passed away when she was a child, and her only connection to her past was a locket with a faded photograph of a man she vaguely remembered.

Determined to uncover the truth about her family, Emma embarked on a journey to find her long-lost brother. She spent countless hours searching through old records, tracing family trees, and following leads that took her across the country. Along the way, she encountered kind strangers who helped her in her quest, and each step brought her closer to the answers she sought.

Finally, after years of searching, Emma received a letter that seemed to hold the key to her past. It led her to a small, quiet town where she discovered a man named Richard who bore a striking resemblance to her childhood memories. The pieces of the puzzle started falling into place, but the truth she uncovered was far more complex than she could have ever imagined.

As Emma confronted Richard, she learned that he was not her long-lost brother but her biological father. The revelation shook her to the core, and emotions of confusion and disbelief overwhelmed her. Richard explained that circumstances had forced him to keep their relationship a secret, and he had watched over her from afar throughout the years.

In the midst of this shocking revelation, Emma found herself torn between anger and a strange sense of understanding. She realized that her quest for family had led her to a deeper, more complicated truth. Despite the initial shock, a newfound connection began to blossom between Emma and Richard. They shared stories, memories, and slowly started to rebuild the father-daughter relationship that had been lost for so long.

While the journey brought unexpected twists and turns, Emma discovered that family is not always defined by blood alone. It's about the bonds forged through shared experiences and the love that grows from understanding and acceptance. The small town that once held the mystery of her past became the place where Emma found a new beginning, surrounded by the unexpected family she never knew she had.

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Sometimes you just gotta block them on everything and restart the process with someone new.

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"You could do so much better than him, you're so pretty"

My looks attract the better looking guys yet my personality scares them away

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Average interaction

Me "Im goth/emo"

n/a "lol no your not, your dressed normally" *NEXT DAY- dresses more goth/emo* Me "Is that better"

n/a "your such a poser"

Goth/Emo and many other aesthetics are music based sub cultures, and when people call us posers or that we arent cuz we dont dress like it 24/7 it starts getting annoying with how many times we get asked this. Or its jst me idk lol

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Me vibing to my music before my everything shower

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Song recommendation

The light behind your eyes

My Chemical Romance

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Me to my bf when hes eepy <3

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DAILY WORD #1

re·la·tion·ship

noun

The way in which two or more concepts, objects, or people are connected, or the state of being connected.

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Makeup tips

The Basics Always wash your face morning and night to help breakouts and oily skin. Then apply moisturize each time with a moisturizer that works best for you.

Skin Prep 1st Step: Moisturizer 2nd Step: Primer

Base Apply foundation with a beauty sponge, apply concealer to

Above & Below the Brow. Blend a thin line of concealer on top of and underneath the brows to make eyebrows pop and open up the eyes.

The Inner Corners and Under the Eyes.

Across the Bridge and Down the Center of the Nose.

Around the Mouth.

Center of the Chin.

Around Each Nostril.

Apply contour/bronzer to

Apply your sculpting shade to the hollows of your cheeks, the temples, the jaw line, sides and tip of your nose. Never forget to blend, blend, blend!

Apply the Highlighting shade on top of the cheekbones, down the centre of the nose, the lip's cupid bow and your brow bone for candle-lit skin!

Than take a brush or sponge to apply baking powder to under the eyes, jawline, above the lips and anywhere else you'd like

After apply blush to cheek bones and tip of nose,

Eye makeup Apply eye shadow primer to eyelids

With a smaller makeup brush apply a light shade of your choice of eye shadow, onto your eyelid. than with a darker shade than before apply to the crease of your eyelid. If you'd like you can extend the eye shadow further. Add highlighter or a shimmer eye shadow to your eyelid that matches the color of eye shadow for a glowier look.

With eyeliner its a different story, there are many different eye shapes which all of them are beautiful. If you want eyeliner you can look at videos/tutorials to find a good liner look that works best for you.

Personally I don't know much about brows but for mine I apply eyebrow gel then fill them in with brown eye shadows. For more information for brows theres youtube, tiktik, twitter, and many other resources.

Add highlighter to cheekbones and temples, down the bridge of your nose, under brows, the inner corners of eyes, and above the cupid's bow. Do keep your other makeup like foundation, blush and bronzer softly matte and shimmer free.

After you are done and happy with your look spray setting spray to keep your makeup looking good for longer.

I hope this helps any makeup beginners or anyone trying to find a different way to do their makeup.

This is my first post and ive never had a tumblr or anything similar to this. Hopefully you like this post and I will post more different types of posts and more makeup tips.

If you have any suggestions, feedback, or comments feel free to tell me.

Have a nice day