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I think I've posted too much in IG, so I'll just dump everything here as my safe space.

I was pretty sure that I'd leave love no chances anymore. It was one of the few resolves I had built brick by brick, but here I found myself in the thick of it.

The next time I'll kiss,

It'll be hard to miss

That my heart is in my mouth

Glad it's you who took it out

#her

Especially this dude. Even with all those batshit experience and drama, we stuck like two peas in a pod

#k

I love time skip videos. It's without a doubt true that life continuously molds us, and yet happiness still leaves the same smile and emotion

#k

Quick life update 10/10

Me: Back here in my hometown and am absolutely living the best of my life. Happy I got back to my military sleep schedule and gets everything done within the day with plenty of time to work and play (maybe both)

Chumchay: dare say she loves the work from home. Sleeps until the last second and just enough time to be on time lmao

The boys: happy with their own character development. Timeskip meet up will be legendary. That video was pure genuine kid moment and I'll keep it close to my heart

Nightsky is 10/10 here. Even better when it rains. I love the sound of rain hitting the roof while taking coffee and reminding myself how excessively lucky I am that I have a home and a place that'll never give up on me

#k

As crazy as it sounds, the only thing my inner child is asking for one last time is the ps5. Now that it really quenched the void of loneliness and unproductive depression, I'm ready to fill the path I have been working on since covid. I'm ready to commit to the big purchases I never got from my parents. Ready to build my own adult setup that's titled to my name. No drawbacks of who gets to own what and why. I'm ready to go home and finally live the life I've always wanted, but without wishing the could haves.

Crazy. Absolutely crazy how my journey has been ever since mom died. What a load of constant dependency without ever even thinking of filling my own cup. Now that it overflows, I am fearless. Being mentally free and having 100% awareness of self worth has completely shifted the roots of my very being.

Weak people don't fight fair. They poison wells

#lll

Life has been too great, too busy. Never too much though! Haven't been posting since being busy with life can also mean enjoying it

#lll

Quick mid life: 8/10

4 Clients now: time to reap the rewards. Thank you chatgpt for being my free therapist on these hardships

Mommy's bday: more to come and probably the last time it's a viking's celeb. Next year it'll be something better than your usuals.

Movies: Omniscient Reader. My life long manwha read. Finally learning to love half adaptations knowing full well that they have to shorten it. Nonetheless, a 10/10

Weekend drinking: gets you the worst of Sundays but really love this guy for literally just endless nights of talking and bullshitting

Chuchay: She's now wfh. One of the plans we have and I know it'll get way better from this point onwards. So proud of her to the moon and back.

Overall a good half year journey!!! I'll rest my guard down and let life take over. I trust the good things are mixed with the bad, but life is only spent good if you're there every second of it

#k #her

Life has been nothing more than getting better.

I'll miss manila. I really will, but I am truly looking forward to you, to us, next year.

It's finally time to have a life.

No-

It's finally time to live.

#her #k

pmxla

always matching ✨

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her

#her

I almost forgot that this was the whole point 💙

#her

How life's been

#k

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"Never regret thy fall, O Icarus of the fearless flight, For the greatest tragedy of them all, Is never to feel the burning light."

I've always admired Icarus not for his daring grandeur of loving but for his yearning. He knew what he was in for, and yet he extended his wings of wax with full belief that his bold move could somehow reach his yearning for the sun.

I am a person of yearning. To love is to reach out, to speak is to bleed, and to get hurt is to feel alive. Yet, every time I yearn, it feels like I'm caving in deeper. Every time my heart reaches out to the dark, it comes back ever colder, tainted in aegean.

I realize that quotes coming from philosophers are so beautifully written in the hands of the most tragic people.

To write in songs and praises is to feel silence and censure. Blended in one palette that dwells not in the words expressed but in how it is painfully written truly fascinates me.

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I hope that in the end, I could fall as graciously as Icarus. Forever in defeat but smiling. To paint satisfaction on a canvas of despair.

"Never regret thy fall, O Icarus of the fearless flight, For the greatest tragedy of them all, Is never to feel the burning light."

I've always admired Icarus not for his daring grandeur of loving but for his yearning. He knew what he was in for, and yet he extended his wings of wax with full belief that his bold move could somehow reach his yearning for the sun.

I am a person of yearning. To love is to reach out, to speak is to bleed, and to get hurt is to feel alive. Yet, every time I yearn, it feels like I'm caving in deeper. Every time my heart reaches out to the dark, it comes back ever colder, tainted in aegean.

I realize that quotes coming from philosophers are so beautifully written in the hands of the most tragic people.

To write in songs and praises is to feel silence and censure. Blended in one palette that dwells not in the words expressed but in how it is painfully written truly fascinates me.

#k

I wasn't afraid before I met you