we're here because we're here because we're here because we're here we're here because we're here because we're here because we're here
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Sade Olutola
Stranger Things
Jules of Nature

if i look back, i am lost
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Keni
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
$LAYYYTER

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I'd rather be in outer space 🛸

Kaledo Art

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YOU ARE THE REASON
trying on a metaphor
cherry valley forever

#extradirty

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@l3monivy
we're here because we're here because we're here because we're here we're here because we're here because we're here because we're here
ramblings of a lunatic song of all time actually
“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.
my 5 year plan is to get back my joy
opening season 2 of agggtm with arsonist's lullaby.......ending the season with doomsday...........
Thinking about Annie Dillard’s “How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives” and Joan Didion’s “Every day is all there is.”
Thinking about Mary Oliver’s "Each of us is given only so many mornings to do it — to look around and love” and Ilya Kaminsky’s “Is it foolish to speak of little joys that occur in the middle of tragedy? It is our humanity. Whatever we have left of it. We must not deny it to ourselves.”
i have to feel weird and unsure of everything forever #thecurse
Anonymous asked: OH MY GOD YOU LIKE HIS DARK MATERIALS do you have any thoughts about the series? about literally anything, i love these books so dearly and would be v interested in your always excellent pov! :)
His Dark Materials is one of those very imperfect but formative books that, if it strikes you right, permeates your sense of the world and never quite fades. I have a lot of thoughts about it and they’re all strung between enchantment and criticism, it’s complicated—
(spoilers for the entire trilogy)
The universe is so rich and strange: daemons and a sinister blood-steeped church and zeppelins and anbaromagnetism and experimental theology and dark matter and the soundless blazing of the aurora. Every character’s stitched out of stories—like Asriel, who’s Lucifer waging war in Heaven, Milton’s vain and prideful Satan, Antichrist, rebel archangel Ariel, the rabbinical angel of death (“Azrael”), Blakean revolutionary, Byronic anti-hero, a man half-monstrous with ambition that tears great rifts in the universe.
The wild imagination of it is startling on every page. The proud secretive matriarchal clans of witches, and the witch-queen who stands unashamed and unafraid before angels. The arctic kingdom of the bears and their sky-armour and the brutal death-fight for the throne which ends with Iorek tearing off the jaw of the pretender-king and eating his heart. Cittàgazze, the desolate glittering city of children by the sea. The love between the rebellious angels Balthamos and Baruch—Baruch who was once a man, whose name is the Hebrew for “blessed”, who dies for Asriel’s merciless cause—and Balthamos’ sulking sarcasm and disdain and terrible furious grief. The crucial role of a woman particle physicist. Marisa Coulter, machiavel and mother and godkiller, cruel and clever and ruthless beyond measure, caged by her gender in a patriarchal theocracy but rising swiftly and inexorably through the ranks of the Magisterium by sheer guile, exploiting men’s guilty desires, her inquisitor’s mind as sharp as the blade which cuts child from daemon, a revolutionary who’s perilous and merciless and vicious in love. The humane depiction of mental illness as a spectre you can’t see gnawing upon the person you love, and Will’s gentleness and protectiveness and love for his mother. The strange but reverent materialism: humans are matter that’s become conscious of itself; sensual experience isn’t sinful but desireable and meaningful and a grasping of wholeness; this world is all we have, and when you die your atoms drift apart and pour out into the wide universe. Lyra and Will, soft-eyed and golden with Dust, feeding each other fruits. (U.S. readers might know that The Amber Spyglass was censored there, removing a passage about Lyra’s sexual awakening—as if to prove the book’s argument about fetishisation of innocence & fear of female sexuality.) The wrenching, bittersweet separation at the end.
It’s ambitious: it transforms a foundational Western myth into something like the ancient Gnostic heresy—the Fall of Man in Genesis 3, the origin of sin and shame, is rewritten as an ascension and seizing of morality and sexuality and wakefulness. And at the heart of it there’s Lyra, not virtuous but wild and disobedient and brave and fierce in her love and loyalty and hate, whose gift is lying—storytelling as deceit—and whose great prophesied rebellion takes the form of small and unconscious but cosmic-reaching acts of love and grace which repair the sundered universe.
And that’s the cornerstone of the trilogy’s critique of authoritarianism, which is good and important and valid until it lapses clumsily into dogmatism—when it comes to God, HDM suddenly ceases to be democratic. In the beginning it’s a broad argument against oppression and domination and ignorance and hubris and hypocrisy, and institutions too vast and powerful to be questioned. The Magisterium is partly the pre-Reformation Catholic Church, contorted until it’s equal parts theocracy & secular fascism—but more evil are the scientists performing secret experiments and Mrs Coulter and the hieratical councils, all using religion to mask their grasping for other kinds of power. Yet in the end, when the Magisterium becomes consumed with suppressing and torturing and killing in a war against “sin”—one priest wishes aloud that there’d been an assassin present in the Garden of Eden—the book’s sense of its enemy narrows: it’s “organised religion” against reason or secularism or humanism—and this enemy includes any belief in God, however individual and reasoned.
(And yet the God who dies in HDM is like the God who dies in Nietzsche’s Thus Spake Zarathustra: Zarathustra pronounces the death of a God who paralyses human will and buries us in fear of sin—a monarchical god, blind and narcissistic and fragile. The Authority in HDM has disseminated a great lie about creating the universe and when Lyra and Will find him shut in the silver cage that deception has worn him frail and thin as paper. Instead, the books offer up another kind of divinity: Dust—i.e. spiritual-matter which exists in mutuality with the universe and requires relationships of love for its very survival. HDM isn’t atheist, it’s panentheist—the universe itself is God in the process of becoming. Yet the book itself seems not to realise how much its vision overlaps with existing theologies.)
But for all their faults, the books are rooted in a consummately human idea: tell them stories. This is what humans do: we tell stories, we’ve always told stories, we always will, it’s the act of creation and transformation and grace we inherit, it’s the power we all possess to use for good or evil—we tell stories.
had a cool idea how to practise winged people poses, so here’s some sketches of statues!
happens
if you’re not paying attention to trees and how they sway in the wind then what are you even doing
t shirt that says I PUT A NORMAL AMOUNT OF THOUGHT INTO STUFF
I think maybey thsres somwthing arong with me
i do feel somewhat ruined forever. but it’s okay we stay silly