Still Learning to Take Risks

I've decided to change my life. Take control of my own destiny and all that. The usual.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I’m spending the ‘best years of my life’ rotting away in my room alone.

[small-but-mightyy]

[traumatizeddfox]

Nine, Sleeping At Last

[depressionbound]

You ever just feel so incredibly guilty..

Because you can’t seem to love the way other people do..

Some people seem to love so easily and so passionately..

Like it’s simple as breathing, and as priceless as gold..

But you just ..

Can’t..

Like your numbness has completely consumed you..

and your pain and misery have overwhelmed you..

To the point where you just .. can’t love the way people do anymore..

You can’t give people the relationship or love they want and deserve..

Even if they hand it to you on a silver platter.. they make it sound so simple and easy.. and no matter how hard you try to just .. reciprocate the love already handed to you..

You can’t..

And you feel incapable of loving anyone and anything..

And so.. so . hopeless ..

And so incredibly guilty for not being able to love the way others do..

[sunnirainbow]

[importantenthusiastgladiator]

[unforgetable-words]

[angelic-baphomet]

[lostdeepindarkthoughts]

[painpoetry]

[depresslife22]

Everyday. 

[abnormall]

[aphelion-x]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[wordsofasmilingprophet]

It’s nice being out in this weather

[strangebiology]

An early morning palm tree fire on Christmas day in Los Angeles.

[sanakaan]

All around me are familiar places