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If you saw me crying, you would ask me why, wanting to ease my pain. But if you heard the answer, you’d break my heart even more. That’s why I try to keep myself together with such ferocity. And I will never tell you; I will never tell anyone.

L.R. (via prussiathegreat)

#【🍆 ❛ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ˡᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ ˡᵃᵛᵉⁿᵈᵉʳ ᵉʸᵉˢ ʰˡᵈᵉ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰˡⁿᵍ? ★ about.#( excuse me while i sob )

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—-It’s WEIRD, he knows. He knows when he looks outside, the sun blazing on what the city folk consider a hot day, and he sees them dressed in thin shirts and loose shorts. He gets those looks as he passes on the streets, long scarf flowing behind him, his coat lapping at his shins.

But it’s what he knows. It’s comfortable, to him. And he knows other people don’t understand that, or that they ever will.

It’s just another way he’s DIFFERENT.

“—Ah-” He starts, fingers tugging nervously at his muffler. “Not–really? I mean, the weather here is…DIFFERENT from where I’m from. I just—” He shrugs, a sheepish smile tugging at his lips as he finally looks up at the other male. “–get cold easily.”

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❛that make sense !! well, at least it suits you !! i’d understand if you just wore it for the style- don’t we all suffer for FASHION on occasion ?? ❜

his words were rushed, & he’d be lying if he said that he wasn’t nervous. whenever kaito talked about his home- his TRUE home, he couldn’t help but feel a pang of guilt. it wasn’t gakupo’s fault, but that didn’t ease his feeling of discomfort. he too was not from the city, coming from rural japan, but he had actively sought out something other than the life of stoic manhood FORCED upon him. he wanted to express himself, to ditch a life of restriction, but he knew that wasn’t the case for kaito. gakupo couldn’t help but to WISH that kaito could still be back there, but a selfish part of him was glad he was pursuing a career with his amazing voice. he was GLAD they met, GLAD they performed together, & GLAD they were friends.

❛you know, now that i think of it, it is kinda cold outside today.❜

#【🍆 ❛ ˢʰˡⁿᵉ ᵃ ᵖᵘʳᵖˡᵉ ʰᵘᵉ ★ ic.#【🍆 ❛ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵍᵒ ᵍᵒᵒᵍˡᵉ ˡᵗ! ★ undetermined.#uninstxll #( uhm gakupo that's a lil gay )

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❛dancing all your life & in that time, everyone will notice me !! i’m a DANCING SAMURAI !!❜

#【🍆 ❛ ˡ ˢʷᵉᵃʳ ˡ'ᵐ ᵃ ᶜᵒᵒˡ ᵏˡᵈ™ ★ self-promo.

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❛ aren’t you hot ?? i don’t understand how you can wear the jacket & scarf almost all the time ╾ i mean i know the city can get cold, but surely not that cold ?? ❜

gakupo moved towards kaito, gentle hands hastily running through his lilac hair. he always got nervous talking to kaito, always getting lost in his mind, finding his train of thought derailed. he gave a soft smile as he scanned the angles of kaito’s face, looking for a clue as to how he was feeling, any sort of emotion, trying to carefully pluck out his next words. while he was somewhat of a casanova, other days he came across as somewhat of a dork, & he hoped today his charms would work in his favor.

#【🍆 ❛ ˢʰˡⁿᵉ ᵃ ᵖᵘʳᵖˡᵉ ʰᵘᵉ ★ ic.#【🍆 ❛ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵍᵒ ᵍᵒᵒᵍˡᵉ ˡᵗ! ★ undetermined.#uninstxll #( hope this is alright!! )