Lacrimaire

Please do not identify me.

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Introduction post .

I’m Lacrimaire, or Lacri (Previously known as Time.Weaver or T.W)

I’ve loved horror elements and True Crime since forever, and being a huge VOCALOID fan as well I’ve come to love Horrorloid songs. But being bored with the popular ones and finding people over exaggerate on how scary something is, I’ve decided to try and push niche horrorloid songs into light and let them be known, even if by a little.

I translate songs, though I focus mostly on horror songs, the songs I translate are also alot of times just niche songs from underrated artists, which I also want to push into light as well.

I would love to be informed of songs I haven’t covered and general artists who deserve more recognition. On this account, I will be going over small and widely known Horrorloid songs and artists.

You can find me on YouTube and TikTok under the same name. My asks here are completely open so feel free to ask anything!

My only boundary on this account is to please not try to identify me. I would like to remain anonymous. Do not try to locate any of my other accounts or put a face to me. Even if I state that I am something or something happened to me, don’t deep dive on me. My age, race, gender, place of location, or anything is none of your business and is not important. I would like to be strictly known as Lacrimaire, and I post stuff about Horror Vocaloid songs. Thats it. If you end up finding one of my other accounts, do not share it with anyone and please don’t interact with it.

Thats about it. Thank you @sqv1d for making the banner art for me!

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[lacri-maire]

Sharing Horror Vocaloid Songs

Pt. 1

蜜喰らい /Honey Eater

SakiZakiSaki - Kagamine Rin

2009 Nov. 22

Lyrics:

Though I’m laughing,

It’s completely empty

So don’t

Stare at me

I know

I’m just being clingy

But

Please don’t

Hate me

In the hole I peered

Thinking I could see the future

But the same face

Was staring back at me

I left the light on

Because I was afraid of the dark

But then I couldn’t

Even fall asleep

I can’t forget

The taste of honey

And before I knew it

I couldn’t let go

Once again

I’ve been denied

I’m going to die

If I die, it’s over

I’m going to die

I’ll just laugh it off

Does it end

When you die?

Story:

*There is no confirmed story of this song, only theories that were based on a mistranslation, so heres my theory.

Rin is suffering from depression, and is trying to find a reason to live but can’t. I don’t think the people around her realize she is going through something so she feels alone and has nobody to support her. I believe the “Honey taste” she cant forget is sweet memories from the past that she wants to return to but cant, and finding no hope she believes she is going to die.

A/N:

First post on Tumblr! This series was originally posted on my TikTok (under the same name), but I wanted to post it here to try and reach a bigger audience to give these songs more attention, and to fix misinformation i had once originally posted! Also, I plan on making a translation video for this song on my YouTube as the only real translation I’ve seen of this song I realize now was very incorrect!! That’s all I wanted to say, my asks are always open for anything!^^