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IT’S STILL YOU.
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DESPITE EVERYTHING
IT’S STILL YOU.
some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.
I couldn't remember the word "doorknob" ten minutes ago.
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I'm not sure how this made its way to me, but since it did, I shall share!
I’m not sure how this
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it did, I shall share!
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
Mc being a sailor guardian and protecting Rafayel😂
SNOWCROW UNI AU DUMP!!
all of these are reposts from my twitter, and some never seen before doodles :p ive got so many brain rot for this au but i dont have the time to draw them with me being a uni student myself, so i'll use this as an outlet to yap
ofc yes snowcrow are roomies duhhhh. the other boys are included as well but its primarily focused on snowcrow. both of them are nerds, sy just doesnt fit in the stereotype appearance wise. he also rarely leaves his room (bc hes in IT) so hes mostly wearing nothing but his optimus prime boxers. zayne has 5 outfits maximum and repeats the same ones depending on the day, and its either a collared button up shirt or a hoodie. all his pants are identical except for one pair of jeans he wears for special occasions aka going to the mall
in this au, zayne's autism shines more. he's more clumsy and awkward and doesnt get social cue. naive at some times, ESPECIALLY when it comes to ppl tryna hit on him. sy is less macho suave here, chillaxed in a teen core way and an idrgaf attitude. much more of a loser too. and more immature (in comparison to his canon self)
their dorm room: a disaster. its a 2 pax room so both their beds are singles across from each other. only two weeks into the semester sy's space is already full of his stuff to the point he cant even sleep on his bed. robot stuff from his club, personal collection of trinkets and other stuff he COULD throw out but doesnt want to bc he's a hoarder. so now he either sleeps on the floor or on zayne's bed. usually on zayne's bed when he's out for class during day time since his own classes are at night. zayne didnt mind but it meant sy owes him so sy buys him a lot of stuff especially sweet treats and mixue. he also has to drive him everywhere on his motorcycle. "i wanna go to that dessert shop" "you mean the one thats deep in the city full of traffic and hidden in between the alleyways where u have to go through the 7 layers of hell for parking?" "yes" "..................kay."
pets!! sy had mephisto even before entering uni. then later adopted a bearded dragon named bartholomew, mew or bartie for short. zayne took in a stray black cat from the streets. cats rarely like him so when this one didnt run away, immediate adoption. claudius galenus is his name after a greek philosopher, galen for short. obv sy made fun of his name choices, but then again he named a bird after the devil and a reptile "bartholomew". theyre both idiots. sy also enjoys finding random geckos or lizards, and frogs, and snakes. he'd probably own a scarab too. but zayne never allowed those bc galen is a gluttonous hell spawn and eats everything. at one point he started chewing on sy's mattress. no, pets are not allowed in dorms. they got off with a warning the first time. so every time theres even a hint of a spontaneous dorm check, sy asks his mom to babysit their kids. his mom being the sweetheart she is helped them out, though she wondered if her son will ever grow up and be at least acceptable in a professional setting bc she cant imagine him having a corporate career with the way he is now.
money. zayne has a scholarship and during their dorm year, it was easy to live on. he didnt have many assignments that needed money to be spent on, and he was never the shopping type, for clothes or other stuff he cant eat anyways. but ever since they moved out to rent an apartment, money got tighter. sure both his parents are doctors and has no problem giving him extra pocket money, but he prefers to not burden them. so he now he part times at a vet as the clerk! easy click clacking on the monitor job and he gets to meet cute animals. sylus doesnt have a scholar but he's applying for one. in the meantime he gets his money from a website he runs. what website? no one knows. is it legal? most likely no. zayne assumed the site is just an illegal movie streaming platform with how sylus always invites him to watch a new movie on his laptop seconds after its release. but he could be running more than one.
neither of them have that of an exciting social life. theyre either nerding out in their room, or taking a mindless stroll to reconnect with nature. sylus collecting rocks and yapping about the history (or drama) of the british royal family and explaining how the monarchy works, zayne identifying different types of clouds and pulling out candy from his pockets every 10 minutes (they never seem to run out). though at one point, sylus knew how important this stage of their life is. theyre not gonna be young forever and they needed friends, people to socialize with and make connections, mingle with people their age. zayne didnt mind having sy as his only friend, but he did think it would be nice to have a small clique. also the networking thing is important too. so whenever theres an event or festival, they'd always go out with intentions to meet people. it was NOT easy. 1. they dont know how to start a conversation without being too pushy or awkward. 2. they both have resting bitch faces and above 6 ft which makes them seem intimidating. 3. even if they did manage to chat with someone, they would quickly realize how different they were from them. most people who join these social events have **been** social, already in big group of friends that go out partying, clubbing, drinking yadda yadda. not that there's anything wrong with that, it's just a very unfamiliar territory for these two nerds who rarely (or during this point, never) let themselves touch alcohol, couped up in their room with a pigeon, a lizard and whatever the hell galen is, watching pirated movies while wearing matching rocky and bullwinkle socks. so after every attempt at making friends, they'd always walk back to their dorm, just the two of them.
are they dating? no. not yet at least. but do they like each other romantically? maybe. i can vouch for sy tho. the first time he saw zayne he was already smitten by how handsome he was. handsome, but not well put together. baggy clothes, his glasses were slightly crooked, looks like he doesnt know what hair gel is. he didnt know if he was even attracted to men, he did know zayne was the most interesting person he's ever met so far. he brushed it off, thinking its just simple admiration. even if it was a crush, it wasnt a big deal. tho as their friendship grew, he got bolder, casually flirting with him from time to time, just because. zayne being the dumbass he is caught none of it. if sy ever reached out to hold his hand, he's like "oh yeah cool bestie activities" or if he gives a quick peck on the cheek before leaving for class "he must be in a good mood haha" or if he stares longingly while zayne yaps about the history of styrofoams, scooching closer, leaning a bit too close, trying to memorize every detail of zayne's face as if he recognized him from a different life, one where theyre both soul bound, sharing the same last name, melting into each other every night "oh wow he's a really good listener".
yk maybe they are dating. zayne just didnt know about it until it was too late.
that's all i have for now!! sem break is right around the corner so i'll expand this au then :)) pray for me final assessment is biting me in the ass im an animation student and i regret everything
real adult™ tip from a real adult™ with executive dysfunction
do stuff while waiting for other stuff
like that sounds intuitive and vague but so much of the day is spent in a period of wait and if you struggle to motivate yourself to do things then this is the best time
waiting for your water to boil? bag up your garbage. waiting for your coffee to drip? wipe down your counters. roommate taking up the bathroom? scoop the cat box. waiting for your food to cook in the microwave? do however many dishes you can while it’s in there.
waiting is the perfect time to do a limited amount of something for yourself where you would be otherwise just standing around doing fuck-all
THIS IS REALLY HELPFUL!
I actually turn this into a game!
“How many chores can I do while the water is boiling for my tea?”
“Can I put away the dishes and wipe the counters before my lunch finishes reheating?”
“Can I sweep the floor AND change the laundry while the dogs are out back?”
You can totally do this! If you make it like a game, also, you will get better at it, and you can be like ‘yes, now I put away the dishes AND wiped out the sink before my water boiled, I am a level 2 Adult!’
“How many chores can
I do while the water is
boiling for my tea?”
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
Sylus would be the buffest of them. If any of the others went up against him, without evolves, he would win. He is a brawler and a crime lord, im picturing a heavy weight boxer build
In my opinion, he would beat them even with evols…….
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Body headcannons for the lads, quick sketches
Ive seen multiple love and deep space and mystic messenger posts drawing paralles to the characters, and sorry to say you have them wrong (this is not disputing the "pipeline from x to z" that plays have)
Zayne would NOT be Jumin. Looks wise and partner dynamic (brat/brat tammer) they match. However, his true parallel character is Jaehee. Workaholics who were pressured into their jobs out of obligation and because they are really, really good at it. Mother energy, they prefer to stay out of the drama happening in the group
Sylus is much more of a jumin than the rest of the lads. Rich and flaunts it. Like, of all of the love interests he talks about and uses his money the most. Cocky with a silly side, often mischaracterized as cold, violent and controlling. Both are absolutely instigators in the group, they start the drama.
Rafayel is the closest fit to 707. Silly boy, dramatic and would rock a dress. But both have a dark side, something they want to keep hidden from MC until they can't anymore. Then, the mask of a practiced killer slides into place. Also, the most likely to pull pranks on the others.
Caleb matches yoosung. Though I don't think caleb would be as timid or gullible as yoosung, I can see him being the one the rest of the lads pick on. Also, you know... the incest vibe is strong with the both of them lolol. Both caleb and yoosung have possessive streaks as well, locking MC up? Stalking her? Check and check
Xavier was hard, but I do think him and Zen match. Both Xavier and Zen are so gentle and kind with MC until... the beast is released. Not to mention, Zen constantly warning and getting upset when MC is meeting with guys. Very xavier of him. Both would be so protective and would meet to talk shit about charlie lolol.
Zaynes evol helps him heal. He uses that in his fighting strategy. By coating his arms and legs with ice, he is able to deal powerful attacks, and his healing allows him to hit harder than what should be possible. His healing would basically funcion like built-in shock receptors. He prefers a close combat syle, using his evol in bursts to freeze opponents before dealing a final blow with his gauntlets.
Rafayel has a tummy, and very plush thighs.
Rafayel doesn't move around too much. As an artist, he would be the weakest physically. I feel like of all of the love interests he uses his evol the most for fighting. Dont need to swing a heavy blade or throw hands when you can just blast them from far away.
Rafayel is the smallest. when he and zavier meet, they immediately size each other up. Rafayel pouts when he finds out he is the shortest, 5'7 (and a half)
Xavier would have the closest build to his in-game character. He is a hunter, granted he sleeps a lot, but it's still his job. It doesn't seem like he would've atrophied. I imagine xavier to be a small agile warrior, probably about 5'8.
Sylus would be the buffest of them. If any of the others went up against him, without evolves, he would win. He is a brawler and a crime lord, im picturing a heavy weight boxer build
Zayne i imagine would be the scrawny one of the group. I would picture him being as tall as sylus, but appearing shorter because of a slouch