[lady--aurora]

I used to dream about him and wake up wanting to die now I dream about all my friends who moved far away and wake up ready to cry. I miss everyone so much! I can’t believe how much it hurts and also how did I really not see this coming what was I thinking? Just living in the moment thinking it would last forever for some reason… still I feel like the most fortunate person in the world to be going through this. I really doubt that most people have bonds like this in their lives so deep and strong that it feels like losing a limb to be apart. And to have such admirable roll models to call my closest friends. It’s a unique situation in a way… usually people part ways in their mid twenties after college. We all went our own way and stayed close for so much longer, giving us more time to get closer and closer. But things do have to change eventually for the dreamers and that’s what we are at heart. So that’s how it is. I wonder where I will end up? Will my mother ever forgive me when I finally do leave? If I’m this broken hearted over my friends I can’t hold it against her for the way she feels. But I deserve to see where I can go, and I will do it, no matter how hard it is. I just have to finish school. Two more years…

[lady--aurora]

Absolutely bonkers how some good D in the morning will just have me texting every person I know long proclamations of how much they mean to me and also commenting on every person I have ever known’s social media posts wishing them a blessed holiday season

[lady--aurora]

It’s crazy how being with the right man and knowing you’re with the right the right man will just make a person act right. Don’t even have to try, all that weird shit just up and flew right out of my body

[lady--aurora]

When I can count on myself to take care of myself, I feel safe. When I feel safe, I am free!

[lady--aurora]

I just want Peter to take me to the eternal flame falls in New York and get down on one knee. Preferably in the rain but not required.

[bebemoon]

from @ellemaywatson on ig . “Ancient Cathedral

This is one of many caves on the Tasman (southern) peninsula. Mystical places to hear echoed roars of ocean yet are so still and bringers of peace”

[lady--aurora]

I have dreams sometimes that my uncle is still alive and everyone still talks to each other.

[wctruitt]

Jeri Smith, winner of the lady loggers contest at the 1953 Timber Days Festival in Sutherlin, Oregon.

[newyorkthegoldenage]

Two boys practicing their swordplay, Harlem, 1939–1940.

Photo: Aaron Siskind via Smithsonian American Art Museum

[lady--aurora]

My boyfriend is so hot🥹 i love how much I want to eat him alive constantly.

[lady--aurora]

It feels like a dream that keeps slipping away from me it’s always just almost there

[lahija-del-molinero]

Liminal Spaces

[xanaxfarts]

source

[ashstfu]

x / raymond carver

[lady--aurora]

I’m being transformed through love, which sometimes (often) feels like being transformed through spite, even hate. But I’ve been really embracing the lesson that the things you hate in others are the things you hate to see in yourself. It always felt more like an accusation than a window. My eyes feel open. I’m reading. All kinds of things. My plants are doing well. I’ve been riding my bike and swimming a few times a week. Duolingo is fun. I took two hits of acid at a party last night and our friend stayed over and we discovered that he used to live in our house, in the very same unit. I’m going to my uncle’s funeral and I’m going to be graceful about it, even if it’s hard. My mind and body feel open. My future is open. I have the power to be who I want to be and it’s unfolding as naturally as the petals of the morning glory at the dawn. Or maybe the moonflower, blossoming in the dead of night.

[deviika]

—Fyodor Dostoevsky

[pisces-core]