Curb Your Enthusiasm

I'm as fucked up as the rest of the population but I can guarantee I'm having more fun.

[johnentwlstle]

it literally stresses me out how much good music there is that i still haven’t listened to

[ladybirdlarrybird]

There are so many things I want to say but

[southern-slayed]

I thought I missed being in a relationship but turns out I just needed to masturbate.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

for you, literally anything

[ladybirdlarrybird]

Things are really..not good

[catchymemes]

[jmfenner91]

Ssssshhhhh

[depressed-furby]

[sacred-portal]

[dustydoodles]

i painted………………. a boy.

[ladybirdlarrybird]

I am 25.45 years old.

[gif87a-com]

[keegansucks]

Modern day love story

[grlcurves]

my WHOLE fucking heart

[southernbitchface]

Bitch!

[killing-the-prophet]

Elderly Palestinian women sit in wheelchairs as they enjoy the waters of the northern part of the Dead Sea, in the West Bank, on October 2, 2008. Menahem Kahana

[fuzzwar]

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Night Ride - The Growlers

[lifeinpoetry]

“I’ve been trying to go home my whole life—”

— Chelsea Dingman, from “Psychogeography,” published in The Los Angeles Review

[l0nely-smiles]

hey when the fuck are things gonna get easier

[ladybirdlarrybird]

11/13/18

how do you explain that something someone said in passing 3 weeks ago, 6 months ago, 10 years ago still floats through your head and it's still relevant

Doesn't matter what it is. I'm not referring to anything specific. It's actually everything anyone has ever said to me or about me

Idk why I can't just process things. Like everyone else seems to.

how do I explain that I do not want to attempt to get better because I do not believe that anything can help me. I think that this is who I am. I do not think this is a curable thing. I do not think that my mental state and personality are curable things.

I want to explain that I think it's better that people do not get too attached to me. Because I know how it feels to be very attached and to get hurt and let down all the time. How is that a fair sentance for someone just trying to be my friend

It is not. Yes, my life is more lonely for it, but my life is better in seclusion. I do not hurt people this way. It's not entirely for selfless reasons however. It is far less exhausting to come home and not be concerned with anyone else.

I feel...not much

I am tired mostly. I have not tried to reach out to anyone. A few have casually tried but i have so many excuses.

Maybe I'm not fine. But it's a lost cause and it is my cause. No one else's.

It's so strange to think how happy I could be sometimes. But most of those moments were not sober. And before alcohol was more seclusion.

I think what disturbs me most right now is how much more attention I receive, how much more love I seem to attract when I am not even a person anymore. When I've whittled myself down to a nub. That's when people want to be you

It's tragic. No one is happy