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Religion is like a penis, Its good to have one, hell its fine to be proud of it as well, but dont whip that motherfucker out in public and start waving around and please do not try to shove it down to anyoneâs throat
Chall rha hai bas. Vacations and all. Already so bored i want to go back. Pata nahi jinki 2 months ki chutti rehti hai wo kaise reh lete hai ghar pe. Anyways. Tu kaisi hai? How have you been? Kaise jaa rhe dinn? How's life???
ive been admitted to law school(yayyy). i did really well in class 12 boards matlab goddamn well (98.25% air 8), aur altho i got my dream law college mummy papa jane nahi de rahe because uttar Pradesh mein hai and its not safe. plus, ive gotten more politically active, im doing things i dreamt of as a child so yeah I'm really content about some things atp.
baki bohot kuch downhill bhi horahai but im trying not to think about that.
Back when you were about to start law school, what are the things you wished you had done during these 3-4 months holiday? what are things i should be doing now? College starts around August, so I still have 2-3 months(may, june, july).
henloooo mera baccha i hope you're doing well
so my boards ended in May, and I began college in September, i had this significant amount of time, and after the entire hustle with boards and entrances, i think the only thing i needed was rest. So I took a whole lot of rest, late uthti thi (don't actually do this, please get up a bit early, 12-1 baje tak sona is not a flex) went out with my sisters (that was my first ever Goa trip), i went out with my friends, explored my city one last time before i left it almost forever, ate good food (but har roz chinese khana is not a good idea lol so take care of your health also) and just in general relaxed a lot. So I did what I wanted to do during my break : had fun, but since I was also shifting cities, I wanted to explore the new city and the area around my college, so I went ahead and did that too. You don't have to regret resting, you earned it and you deserve it. Abhi tak toh you don't have to worry about anything cause this kind of time may not return when you start college/law school,
Law school, in general, demands a lot of mental, physical and emotional energy. You don't need to "prepare for anything" for now (unless you want to give government exams, that's a whole another topic we can discuss seperately). If you really want to spend this time more productively, focus on working towards building those. Pick up a new hobby, learn a new language, read a few books (since you're starting, I'd suggest reading The Courtroom Genius, a biography of Nani Palkhivala. That's one lawyer I truly look up to. On Balance by Leila Seth is also a very good book, considering she was the first woman judge of the Delhi High Court.)
Other than that aish karo, yeh time sachme wapas nahi aane wala, have fun
also you've grown up so fast man, kal hi toh muns kar rhi thi aaj you're in law school, I'm so proud of you my child đĽş
Aww (muns toh abh bhi karungi lekin aapko sappy banadiya maza aagaya hehe)
So My boards ended on 30th March. Abhi ek mahine toh I've been stuffing myself w junk, waking up late (8-9 baje), and I wanted to be so productive like i forced mom to buy me books and just I bought stuff to redecorate the room but mai motivation lose karderahi hoon I just sleep all dayđ
Although i did go on my first big girl date- i went to my favourite cafe and book store, got some work done there so it made me feel good, plus I'm involved with a youth collective so uska kaam i keep doing, but overall i just feel so lazy(i thought I'll lose weightbut i havemt done anything forthat)
OH ALSO DID I TELL YOU
I got 96.75% in ISC hehehe
Aanyway I'll keep in mind what you said, i love you mwah<3
we're not going to be able to recognize the Calcutta we grew up in in the next four years. Bengal was meant to be the seat of revolutions, not cloaked with the exploitation of a religion. BJP is not here to set Hindus right- it is here to destory absolutely anybody that does not fit into their narrative.
elections are going on in wb, and the other day a tempo was doing advertisement for bjp in our street and the street dogs genuinely started to cry and bark.
Hi! I was wondering if I could request a pre-series Dean x reader fic, back when he was doing solo hunts while Sam was away at Stanford? Maybe the reader is still a rookie hunter, and theyâre on a hunt that goes a little sideways. By the end of it, sheâs bloodied and bruised and looks like she got dragged through hell, but nothing is actually serious or life-threatening. The difference is that sheâs absolutely thrilled, because it was her first kill and sheâs so proud of herself. In her mind, the hunt was a success: no one died, the monsterâs gone, and all her hard work finally paid off, even if there were a few bumps along the way while Dean is losing years off his life because she looks like she lost a fight with a lawnmower, and Iâd love if this was also kind of his realization that he cares about her more than he thought. I can definitely see him yelling at her first because he has the emotional regulation of a shrew, while sheâs running on adrenaline and happily giving him a full play-by-play of everything that happened because sheâs just so damn proud of herself. Then maybe they go back to the motel and he patches her up? Sorry if thatâs a little ramble-y lol hopefully that makes sense đ¤đ¤
â・ Ë first kill, worst timing
summary ËËđ˘Ö´ŕťÖ´ you come back from your first hunt glowingâdean comes back five years older
pairing ËËđ˘Ö´ŕťÖ´ dean winchester x reader ( f )
wordcount ËËđ˘Ö´ŕťÖ´ 816 genre ËËđ˘Ö´ŕťÖ´ silly fluff
warnings ËËđ˘Ö´ŕťÖ´ non-graphic injuries (cuts, bruises), yelling (protective), rookie hunter chaos, teasing
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Dean knows somethingâs wrong the second he sees you.
Not in the dramatic, youâre not breathing kind of wayâno, that would almost be easier. This is worse. Youâre upright. Walking. Smiling. Covered in blood.
âAre youââ he starts, voice already rising as he strides across the clearing, eyes scanning you like heâs trying to catalog every possible injury at once. âWhat the hell happened to you?!â
You light up. Actually light up. âDean!â you beam, bouncing slightly on your heels despite the fact that your sleeve is half-torn and thereâs a streak of dried blood across your cheek. âOh my god, you missed itââ
âMissedââ He stops in front of you, hands hovering like he doesnât know where to grab first. âYou look like you got fed through a wood chipper!â
âI know!â you say, delighted.
He stares at you. âYouâwhat?â
âI know!â you repeat, grinning even wider, gesturing vaguely at yourself. âIt went a little sideways at first, but then I figured it out andâwait, hold onââ You grab his arm, tugging him slightly like you physically need him to understand. âOkay, so it was the ghoul, you were right, but it didnât go for the bait like we thought it would, so I had to improviseââ
âImprâare you serious right now?â
âAnd then it lunged, like, fullyâteeth, claws, the whole thingâand I almost slipped because the ground was wet, which, by the way, rude, but I didnât fallââ
Dean drags a hand down his face, pacing once, then back again, like heâs trying to burn off the panic that hasnât quite realized it can stand down yet. âYouâre bleeding.â
âYeah, but not a lot.â
âThere is literally blood in your hair.â
âOkay, but itâs not all mine,â you point out, like that helps.
It does not.
Dean stops pacing, turning back to you with a look thatâs equal parts exasperation and something tighter underneath. âYou couldâve been killed.â
âBut I wasnât,â you say, softer nowâbut still smiling, still glowing in a way he doesnât know how to handle. âDean, I got it. I actuallyââ Your voice catches just slightly, excitement bleeding through the edges of it. âI actually did it.â
That⌠hits.
Harder than anything else youâve said.
Youâre standing there, a mess, bruised and scraped and probably going to ache like hell tomorrowâbut youâre proud. Not careless. Not reckless.
Proud.
Dean exhales slowly, the anger deflating into something heavier, something he doesnât want to name. âYeah,â he mutters, quieter now, eyes flicking over you again, slower this time. âYeah, you did.â
You grin, relieved, like thatâs all you needed from him.
âCâmon,â he adds after a second, jerking his head toward the car. âWeâre getting you cleaned up before you fall apart on me.â
âIâm not gonna fall apart.â
âYeah, thatâs what you all say.â
Already in the motel room, Dean nudges you onto the edge of the bed. âSit.â
âI am sitting.â
âSit still.â
You huff, but obey, watching him move around the room, grabbing the first aid kit with the kind of familiarity that makes something in your chest twist.
He comes back, kneeling in front of you, already rolling up his sleeves. âAlright,â he mutters, more to himself than you. âLetâs see the damage.â
âItâs really not that bad.â
âUh-huh.â He gently takes your wrist, turning your arm to inspect a cut you hadnât even noticed properly. His touch is careful despite the way his jaw is still tight. âThis is gonna sting.â
âIâve had worse.â
âYeah? When?â
You pause. ââŚjust now, actually.â
He snorts despite himself, shaking his head as he starts cleaning the cut. You wince, but itâs more from the sting than anything serious.
âTold you,â he says.
âOkay, yeah, that oneâs nasty.â
He works in silence for a minute, patching you up piece by piece, hands steady, movements practiced. But every now and then, his gaze flicks up to your face, like heâs checking youâre still there. Still okay. Still his responsibility.
âYou scared me,â he says finally, voice quieter, almost reluctant.
You blink, caught off guard.
âI didnât mean to.â
âI know.â He presses the bandage down a little more firmly than necessary, then softens it with his thumb. âDoesnât mean it didnât happen.â
You study him for a second, the way his shoulders are still a little tense, the way he wonât quite meet your eyes for too long.
Then you reach out, nudging his arm lightly. âHey.â
He glances up.
âIâm okay,â you say, softer now. âAnd I got the job done.â
Dean exhales, something easing in him at that, even if it doesnât fully go away.
âYeah,â he mutters, shaking his head slightly. âYeah, you did.â
Thereâs a beat. Then, quieterââStill not letting you do that solo again.â
You grin. âYou say that now.â
âI mean it.â
âSure you do.â
He glares at you.
Youâre still smiling.
And somehow, thatâs exactly right.
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