Oof ultra random update
HELLO….. it’s been maybe at least a year!
Random but in the stories I’ve created I end up living out things of the characters story lines after I have written those things. It’s like prophetic or something in me knows how that thing feels even tho I haven’t been through it, I’ll write songs or stories and then later I’ll go through something and be like how did I write about this before I went through that thing? Obviously some things we write about are intentional you can see the correlation btwn your life and story. But these were unintentional for instance
Eerie finds something out about her dad that completely breaks her spirit and it results in the vulnerability that leads her to getting her curse. and I found almost that very same thing out in the past couple years
Then Connor dates someone before Eerie who is ashamed of his curse but won’t tell him, she’s just embarrassed to let her friends know and it felt deeply grieving/betraying to have the person you love be ashamed of you.
And I am currently having someone I really like and have been super close to the past 5 months start to get a bit embarrassed of me and has started getting closer w some judgey/gossipy ppl who have already been pretty cruel to me/him
Anyway now I have even more compassion for how those things feel than even when I first wrote them!! They both suck!!!
Anyway sorry to be so random! I miss tumblr and you guys!! Thank you to ppl who have checked in, I am sorry I haven’t known how to answer. it’s been a season of rest and not a lot of artwork while God is healing/working on my heart on some deep stuff. But I’m so tired of the deep stuff tho, I feel like I’ve been in a tunnel w no lights for years with promise of gold at the end of it, and it gets scary and claustrophobic at times. I believe it will get better but I have been very dis-assembled and I’m waiting on the chrysalis process to become a new creature with all the same guts as before just reconfigured and lighter 💜











