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ladylannistcr

Where can you currently find me:

@killedgcd / Dolores Abernathy / Westworld / Low Activity

@gaveherheart / Kohana / Westworld / Low Activity

@ofthcwilds / Morrigan / Dragon Age / Very Low Activity

@ladylannistcr / Joanna Lannister / ASOIAF / Semi Hiatus

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@weapondanced / Mai / Avatar: The Last Airbender / Low Activity

#I have a new daughter #Mai is a noblewoman in canon so I can easily make a asoiaf verse for her tho #and if anyone here likes ATLA well follow me there #again I'll my blogs are low activity that's like my standard #anyways #updated list #&&. this ain’t a fairytale [ OUT OF CHARACTER / THE MUN. ]

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aurora lyric starters

because i’m bored/avoiding drafts have some song lyric starters from all my demons greeting me as a friend by aurora! important things to note: there are many sad/depressing tones to these lyrics; and some of these have added/changed words

RUNAWAY

❛ i was listening to the ocean ❜ ❛ i had a dream i was seven ❜ ❛ i saw a piece of heaven waiting for me ❜ ❛ i was dancing in the rain ❜ ❛ i felt alive and i can’t complain ❜ ❛ take me home where i belong ❜ ❛ i can’t take it anymore ❜ ❛ i was painting a picture ❜ ❛ for a moment i thought you were here ❜ ❛ all this time i have been lying ❜

CONQUEROR

❛ i’ve been looking for the conqueror ❜ ❛ i’ve been looking for the only one ❜ ❛ you don’t seem to come my way ❜ ❛ you are broken too ❜ ❛ i feel alive ❜

RUNNING WITH THE WOLVES

❛ don’t you know we’re stronger now? ❜ ❛ my heart still beats ❜ ❛ my skin still feels ❜ ❛ my lungs still breathe ❜ ❛ my mind still fears ❜ ❛ we’re running out of time ❜

LUCKY

❛ when i’m down i lay my hands on the ground ❜ ❛ this earth is mine ❜ ❛ remember all the faces that i’ve seen ❜ ❛ all the marks have settled on my skin ❜ ❛ i feel the light for the very first time ❜ ❛ not anybody knows that i am lucky to be alive ❜ ❛ there’s a war inside my mind ❜ ❛ i feel too numb to even mind ❜ ❛ i don’t know where i am ❜ ❛ what lies behind makes no sense in my mind ❜ ❛ i know that it’s time to let go ❜

WINTER BIRD

❛ will they wake up again? ❜ ❛ do they sleep? ❜ ❛ do they dream? ❜ ❛ hear the winter bird sing– ❜ ❛ i can see the air i breathe ❜ ❛ all i need is to remember how it was to feel alive ❜ ❛ we were dancing again, in a dream by the lake ❜ ❛ rest against my pillow ❜ ❛ i wake each morning to remember that you’re gone ❜ ❛ i need to remember ❜

I WENT TOO FAR

❛ i went too far ❜ ❛ i was begging on my knees ❜ ❛ i went too far and kissed the ground beneath your feet ❜ ❛ give me some love ❜ ❛ hold me tight ❜ ❛ i cut my hands ❜ ❛ why can’t i turn around and walk away? ❜ ❛ i’ll have to turn around and walk away❜ ❛ i couldn’t stay ❜ ❛ i had to walk away ❜ ❛ everything i am is gone ❜ ❛ i’m trying to reach for another soul ❜

THROUGH THE EYES OF A CHILD

❛ the world is covered by our trails ❜ ❛ watch them preach in sour lies ❜ ❛ i would rather see this world through the eyes of a child ❜ ❛ darker times will come and go ❜ ❛ mother’s hearts are warm and mild ❜ ❛ i would rather feel this world through the skin of a child ❜ ❛ when a human strokes your skin, that is when you let them in ❜ ❛ let them in before they go ❜ ❛ i would rather feel alive with a childlike soul ❜ ❛ please don’t leave me here ❜

WARRIOR

❛ i fall asleep in my own tears ❜ ❛ i’m crying for the world ❜ ❛ i can’t recall the last time i opened my eyes ❜ ❛ i build a cage to hide in ❜ ❛ i’m trying to battle the night ❜ ❛ let love conquer your mind ❜ ❛ just reach out for the light ❜ ❛ i am a warrior of love ❜ ❛ i’m fighting my way through ❜ ❛ underneath a darkened sky there’s a light kept alive ❜

MURDER SONG ( 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 )

❛ i close my eyes and bang i am dead ❜ ❛ i know he knows ❜ ❛ he’s killing me for mercy ❜ ❛ he didn’t mean to do no harm ❜ ❛ her did it all to spare me from the awful things in life ❜ ❛ here i go ❜ ❛ 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 ❜ ❛ the gun is gone ❜

HOME

❛ lost in the moment again? ❜ ❛ the road has no end ❜ ❛ one day life will be kind ❜ ❛ we are not alive ❜ ❛ we are surviving ❜ ❛ we are home ❜ ❛ we’re forcing the light into our veins ❜ ❛ we’re keeping the hope in our minds ❜ ❛ doesn’t really matter where you came from ❜ ❛ i feel warm again ❜ ❛ i’m reborn again ❜ ❛ i’m fine? ❜

UNDER THE WATER

❛ we can’t breathe ❜ ❛ under the water we die ❜ ❛ there is no one watching ❜ ❛ we are alone ❜ ❛ why don’t we jump in? ❜ ❛ where did they fall? ❜ ❛ what do they see? ❜ ❛ wash away the sins ❜ ❛ feet won’t fail you now ❜ ❛ arms won’t let you down ❜ ❛ we can’t be together ❜

HALF THE WORLD AWAY

❛ i would like to leave this city ❜ ❛ this old town don’t smell too pretty ❜ ❛ i can feel the warning signs running through my mind ❜ ❛ so here i go ❜ ❛ my body feels young but my mind is very old ❜ ❛ so what do you say? ❜ ❛ you can’t give me the dreams that are mine anyway ❜ ❛ you’re half the world away ❜ ❛ you know i’d stay but i just can’t stand it ❜ ❛ i’ve been lost, i’ve been found but i don’t feel down ❜ ❛ i don’t feel down ❜

NATURE BOY

❛ there was a boy– ❜ ❛ they say he wandered very far ❜ ❛ the greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return ❜

WISDOM CRIES

❛ we go way back in time ❜ ❛ we gotta to back to the start ❜ ❛ we are back home ❜ ❛ tick-tock ❜ ❛ where is the light? ❜ ❛ are we meant to go down again? ❜ ❛ it’s an emergency ❜ ❛ no one’s surprised ❜

#&&. a player of the grand game [ MEMES / PROMPTS. ]

ladylannistcr

Where can you currently find me:

@killedgcd / Dolores Abernathy / Westworld / Low Activity

@gaveherheart / Kohana / Westworld / Low Activity

@ofthcwilds / Morrigan / Dragon Age / Very Low Activity

@ladylannistcr / Joanna Lannister / ASOIAF / Semi Hiatus

#reblogging again #and probably later bc I'm making a new blog #not azula as I said before but still an avatar one :v #anyways #I'll be on today on some of those

Where can you currently find me:

@killedgcd / Dolores Abernathy / Westworld / Low Activity

@gaveherheart / Kohana / Westworld / Low Activity

@ofthcwilds / Morrigan / Dragon Age / Very Low Activity

@ladylannistcr / Joanna Lannister / ASOIAF / Semi Hiatus

#I'm 89% sure I'm making an Azula from ATLA tonight so if I do I'm adding her #anyways #Gamora and Myrcella are the loves of my life but they're both on indefinite hiatus now #and I'll likely be very absent here because my muse for asoiaf in general isn't as it used to be #&&. this ain’t a fairytale [ OUT OF CHARACTER / THE MUN. ]

Hey guys!

For anyone that follows me in more than one blog you’ll notice I’ve been completely silent for the past 20 or so days. For anyone who cares, I haven’t abandoned tumblr, I just haven’t been good. University is taking a toll on me. It worsened my anxiety to a level I haven’t seen before. And because I was so anxious about everything all the time, I had no energy for anything else. Even before going completely silent on tumblr, I wasn’t being quite active for that same reason. I logged in and had a hard time writing. My energy was being consumed by anxiety and I had no energy left to do something I like. I’m back on therapy due to that, which I hope will help me get better soon. With the semester ending this week, I’ll likely feel a little less anxious because of university not being there to make things worse. I’ll have more free time too, so I’ll likely be around more.

Anyways, this is both me venting and letting anyone who cares know what is going one. It is also a psa that, well, I’m not really okay so I may disappear but I will be back once I’m feeling better. I know all my blogs have the low activity warning in the rules, but I think it’s a good thing to let your followers know what is going on. I’m doing what I can to feel better though! I guess that’s all I meant to say. I’ll try to come back to writing, too, because it’s something I love and I think it can help, so I’ll probably be online more often for now.

#&&. this ain’t a fairytale [ OUT OF CHARACTER / THE MUN. ]#&&. dark wings dark words [ PSA. ]

#( delete later. )#hi I want to make another blog #someone pls stop me #thanks

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The white cloak had it’s equal weight dawned upon his shoulders, and with it came a cost of name and all that came with it. Casterly Rock and the Lordship that came with it, and by the average ideals of men- the chance of a wife and children. But he, Jaime Lannister, had no intentions to form to the average ideal of a man. He is a man grown now. Casterly Rock had been a small price to pay to be at her side always.

Yet with the standings of Lady Mother, Jaime felt his shoulders straighten as did his form. Chin tipped up while a hand came to rest upon his sword, the soreness of his knees still felt and the blood on him still fresh once his first vigil had passed. It was a honor, Ser Arthur Dayne had said, upon their time in the Sept. For all knights must bleed. Jaime felt his chest swell then just as it did now. Only now; was it pride or ploy?

“You are angry.” A question prosed as a statement- eyes searching the walls, the ceiling, as his teeth chewed on his inner cheek. Anywhere to focus but on her- mother dearest.

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Blow had been taken as gracefully as they could, and knees had been bent and thank yous had been said, but none in the realm would have been fooled by it. Whispers of uneasiness between the King and his Hand had followed them throughout the years; whatever had lasted for so long had been lost with that act. It was most obvious a thing that Joanna and Tywin both did not take kindly to the white cloak placed upon their son’s shoulders, and any who had wondered if Lord Tywin would endure that offense as well had received their answer in the form of his request to retire as Hand. ‘Twas not the first time request was made; yet this time, Aerys had obliged.

Joanna did not feel the offense any less. Golden son had been taken from their side to serve that which she could only see as an enemy, and a most despised one; Jaime’s place was in Casterly Rock, to be Lord when his father no longer occupied that place, to be House Lannister’s heir and leader. He was her son --- Aerys had no right (that had never stopped him before; why would it matter now?). To say she was angry was quite an understatement.

She hadn't felt such furious rage in a long time --- hadn't been so fiercely resentful for equally long. A brilliant move to wound lion's pride, she would admit; but Aerys forgot a Lannister always paid her debts, and his was rather long a list of debts to be payed. King or not, he would suffer the consequences of his actions; however long it took, she would make certain of it.

Jaime himself was not quite focus of her anger, though. Instead, eyes of emerald looked at her son with disappointment. To refuse Mad King's own offer would've been dangerous thing, but danger had little to do with Jaime's eager acceptance. He wanted it, she could tell; if for youthful pride and dreams of glory or fear of legacy parents meant to place upon his shoulders she could not know. Did it matter? Unwillingness to accept this would’ve been last consolation she would have found; yet even that she was denied.

"Certainly you did not expect me to come congratulate you, ser." Gaze remains upon her child, watching, waiting. Joanna hates it, hates everything about it ------ it makes her approach of him more relentless (no softness saved for her cub; why should there be? he hadn’t been thoughtful in his choices when it came to her). No; Jaime will not avoid her. "Does not make any difference if I am angry or not, does it?" It was already done; and the white cloak was a life bond.

Joanna wanted to tear that thing to pieces. "I -- we had such high hopes for you."

#wow this got super l #long*#aisdhfiusdfihsdfihisdf #pls don't feel like you need to match it #joanna just had many emotions #but hi I love it #&&. solid gold [ IN CHARACTER. ]#&&. ruler of the pride [ ALT / VERSE 004. ]#justaswordhand #[ JUSTASWORDHAND 001. ]#my fc isn't age accurate but she is expression accurate #and I don't have an age accurate fc for this #:v

princessborn

❝ Myrcella never shed a tear, though it was she who was leaving hearth and home to seal an alliance with her maidenhood. The truth was, the princess was BRAVER than her brother, and BRIGHTER and more CONFIDENT as well. Her wits were quicker, her courtesies more polished. NOTHING EVER DAUNTED HER, not even Joffrey. ❞

independent MYRCELLA BARATHEON from A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE

as loved by Mel

#( self promo. )

reviiled

❝ I think it passing odd that I am loved by one for a kindness I never did and REVILED by so many for my finest act ❞

#( promos. )

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EDIT REQUEST MEME | anon asked: the tudors + most underrated character

“You know what happens to his queens. Everybody knows what happens.” – Catherine Parr

#&&. as fair as summer [ PHYSIQUE / FACECLAIM. ]#( queue. )#&&. ruler of the pride [ ALT / VERSE 004. ]

but to my rhaellas out there, please consider:

teenage threads (from joanna arriving at court to be her companion to later points when they were already acquainted & friendship things & girl stuff & happy things but also drama & being supportive of each other and etc)

awkward threads (because they were friends but then aerys happened and joanna had to be sent away and things got a little tense. But then they are separated and dealing with their own problems until joanna has to go to KL for a while and now they are both in the same place again and they should like spend time together at times bc rhaella is queen and joanna is the hand’s wife and they were friends before and maybe they want to or maybe they don’t but it’s awkward at first and how does this go?)

post war threads (where they didn’t both die birthing children but instead lived and somehow meet again; either with rhaella somehow not being exiled or returning with dany to take back westeros and they are on opposing sides because their daughters are on opposite sides)

targaryen rule threads (threads where they were bffs and jo would totally help rhaella plan aerys’ murder, threads where the lannisters didn’t betray them but aerys still died, threads where rhaella is regent or rhaegar is king and idek targaryen rule aus)

#&&. would like it served in a golden plate [ WISHLIST / DESIRES. ]#&&. always mindful of her duty [ RHAELLA TARGARYEN. ]

I think Myrcella is coming back to me maybe so I’ll be hanging out at @princessbcrn

#Idk #asoiaf muses are kinda strong?#I even wanted to remake ashara again #but #I already have Joanna and Gamora and Wyatt/Dolores and Morrigan #Proxima Midnight doesn't count bc it didn't work so #but ahhh #miss my dornish daughter #lady nym too but #ashara is my precious #as you can see I love the Dead Ladies Club #anyways #&&. this ain’t a fairytale [ OUT OF CHARACTER / THE MUN. ]

i request- thing of joanna and a tiny toddler cersei casually just walking up to queen rhaella and asking her to picked up PLEASE

ALWAYS ACCEPTING COOL PROMPTS& always accepting the children

(I didn’t know if you wanted a starter so I made a drabble but like? Turn this into a starter if you want?)

She did not like being there; did not like city, misliked its ruler even more. Had it not been necessary, would never leave her den to anywhere near the dragons; but protocol demanded presenting her children to court, even more so when they happened to be fathered by the King’s Hand. Was situation different, she would’ve taken pride in it; tried to, but Aerys made sure to shame lioness once more.

Yet, there were things she missed about the place. King’s Landing had staged several moments of joy, too. Days of youth and summer and girlish mirth became fond memories; she missed her dornish friend, and missed friendship with the queen — relationship with Rhaella had been strained for years, and how could it be otherwise? Even that Aerys had tainted. Exchanges with the queen had been courteous, but no more; they lacked warmth, lacked the enthusiasm of meeting between old friends.

When last they parted, Rhaella had dismissed Joanna of her service (and all relief to return home and all understanding of queen’s reasoning could not prevent wound in lioness’ pride — wound still not healed, not fully, not even now). Her return had been met with same sort of behavior that led her to be sent away; ‘twas not within her power to stop it, though. Actions were not her own, and as unwanted for her as they certainly were for Rhaella. It humiliated them both; yet consequences were left to them, while he was free to do as he pleased. How could there be warmth, when there was so much room for resentment?

Visit was still a couple days away of being over, though. And as the lady wife of the lord Hand, it was befitting that she would spend time in company of the queen (that either of them did not wish for it mattered little; but Joanna was well versed in her courtesies, and so was Rhaella, and if they did not want for it, neither of them gave fuel to gossipers to say so).

Lack of safety felt for herself was extended to her children, and cubs were kept by her side most of the time; she worried about them here in ways she did not have to in Casterly Rock. Absence of their weight carried with her arms or little hands grasping hers or familiar tug upon her skirts, leads her to frown; it is but a second, but Joanna worries — and then eyes of green see her little lioness taking little steps towards the queen.

Mouth opens with a scolding call of Cersei, and hand reaches to pull her back, but Rhaella’s gesture is to allow child to continue, and so Joanna obeys (but gaze does not leave Cersei for a moment, and she worries – not about safety as much as about what daughter means to do, now). Queen would not harm her, regardless of their differences; Rhaella was gentle, gentler than Joanna herself.

And there is amusement as she watches daughter so casually request the queen to pick her up, so unaware of shock it may cause, so innocent. Yet Joanna does intervene, then; to apologize for daughter’s bold manners and lack of understanding, to teach daughter about proper courtesies as well.

Does not pick Cersei up, though; instead eyes display her surprise as the Targaryen chooses to indulge lion cub.

In that moment, there is warmth and meeting a friend long gone. But it is a moment, nothing more, and Joanna is not foolish to hope this to change anything. With such thoughts, there is sorrow; mourning of joys they were denied, of friendship that could have been.

In an ideal world, she would’ve been glad to visit her friend, and Rhaella would have received her joyously. There would be no such concern about protocol, and Cersei would’ve been entertained by the queen without tension – received with laughter and welcoming arms and no hesitance or uncertainty. World was hardly ideal a thing, though.

For a moment, they had all that; Joanna simply wished it did not have to be just one.

#wineinthewidow #&&. raised to be charming not sincere [ ANSWERED. ]#&&. solid gold [ IN CHARACTER. ]#I might have made it a little sad but #aksjfdndasnfk #&&. sweet like cinnamon [ CANON / VERSE 003. ]

Her eyes were green, her hair spun gold.

#&&. a lion still has claws [ AESTHETIC / IMAGERY. ]#&&. it’s innocence lost [ CANON / VERSE 002. ]#&&. born and taught to roar [ JOANNA LANNISTER. ]

WHAT TAROT CARD ARE YOU?

You got: The Empress

You are a nurturer — and *probably* find yourself as the mom friend of your group. Generous and genuine, you are someone whom other people can always rely on to make them feel better. You can be empathetic to a fault, though, so be careful that you’re not putting other people’s needs before your own.

tagged by: @ofsekhmet

tagging: anyone who wants to do it c:

#hi this was in my drafts and I forgot to post kajfnkansdfjk #you tagged me before moving blogs omg #I'm #slow #sorry #oasnfkjnsd #&&. this ain’t a fairytale [ OUT OF CHARACTER / THE MUN. ]#more or less accurate