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me on my deathbed
Dahlia has been entered in to the BabyVote Cutest Baby October 2015 and needs your to win
Hey everyone, I entered my daughter in a contest :) I’d really appreciate it if you could vote for her!
So, this is not like my normal posts about anime or what have you.
Today I had expressed my feelings about looking up to a woman who is a successful model at 59 years old and is breathtakingly beautiful. A man on my friends list took what I was saying the wrong way. Now he argues that I should be a model. I don’t want to be a model. I want to be healthy and still have my looks at that age. I will be 24 years old next week and I find myself dreading every year to come after because I already feel like I’m much less healthy and vibrant as I was when I was younger. He tells me “You’re a beautiful woman! Even with the scars you have, you would make a great model and I’m sure anyone would take you!” The only thing I could say back was this;
“That doesn't make me a model. I'm not graceful. Dresses look horrid on me. My hair is frizzy and thin and fried. My skin isn't all that great either. My legs are stubby and short. My eyebrows are bushy. My feet are huge and I have a hereditary problem where they have an extra bone that sticks out. I am covered in scars. My teeth are in a terrible state. I have panic disorder and can't keep eye contact with people without my eyes twitching. I am not self conscious about any of those things. I like who I am. But a modeling agency looks for people with long slender legs and healthy skin and hair and white perfect teeth and no shame being in front of a camera. They want people who can model what they want them to wear with grace and confidence and none of that is me.”
I am not complaining, nor am I angry with this man for telling me I am model material. I simply hope that anyone who knows themselves enough to know exactly what their flaws are and their simple imperfections can still love themselves and every scar, blemish, or awkward body part. People deserve to feel happy in their skin.
I don’t want to be a model. I want to be a writer. I know myself well enough to know exactly what I enjoy most in life and exactly what I feel comfortable doing. I would try modeling if I didn’t feel like my eyes would forever be planted on the floor with my fingers ever so shakily fidgeting with my hair. I am not a person who is good with social contact. I am a person who is terrible with words unless I have written them out. I can hardly speak a full sentence without tripping over my words and I have faced worlds of embarrassment because of such. I do think that I am beautiful, because I see my own face every day and this is who I am. I will never be anyone else. I will never wake to find some perfect body without the five ugly surgical scars on my belly or the bones that protrude from the sides of my feet. I will not suddenly feel comfortable in front of more than one or two people. However I will always wake up and know that despite all of my flaws and imperfections, I am not ashamed of them and I have many more positive features and talents that point me in a separate direction from that of public cosmetic attractiveness.
I don’t wish for other people to adore me for my looks or for my hair or figure. I want to be appreciated for doing what I really love and enjoy. I want my daughter to grow to be the same. I don’t ever wish for her to strive for acceptance from strangers. I want her to be happy with herself.
Hell, I have already written so much. Many of you will probably avoid reading this but that’s alright. I feel better having expressed what I wanted to relay.
Your Character’s Personality
Personality is the most important thing about your character.
So, whenever I see character sheets, most people just put a little paragraph for that section. If you’re struggling and don’t know what your character should say or do, what decisions they should make, I guarantee you that this is the problem.
You know your character’s name, age, race, sexuality, height, weight, eye color, hair color, their parents’ and siblings’ names. But these are not the things that truly matter about them.
Traits:
pick traits that don’t necessarily go together. For example, someone who is controlling, aggressive and vain can also be generous, sensitive and soft-spoken. Characters need to have at least one flaw that really impacts how they interact with others. Positive traits can work as flaws, too. It is advised that you pick at least ten traits
people are complex, full of contradictions, and please forgive me if this makes anyone uncomfortable, but even bullies can be “nice” people. Anyone can be a “bad” person, even someone who is polite, kind, helpful or timid can also be narcissistic, annoying, inconsiderate and a liar. People are not just “evil” or “good”
Beliefs:
ideas or thoughts that your character has or thinks about the world, society, others or themselves, even without proof or evidence, or which may or may not be true. Beliefs can contradict their values, motives, self-image, etc. For example, the belief that they are an awesome and responsible person when their traits are lazy, irresponsible and shallow. Their self-image and any beliefs they have about themselves may or may not be similar/the same. They might have a poor self-image, but still believe they’re better than everybody else
Values:
what your character thinks is important. Usually influenced by beliefs, their self-image, their history, etc. Some values may contradict their beliefs, wants, traits, or even other values. For example, your character may value being respect, but one of their traits is disrespectful. It is advised you list at least two values, and know which one they value more. For example, your character values justice and family. Their sister tells them she just stole $200 from her teacher’s wallet. Do they tell on her, or do they let her keep the money: justice, or family? Either way, your character probably has some negative feelings, guilt, anger, etc., over betraying their other value
Motives:
what your character wants. It can be abstract or something tangible. For example, wanting to be adored or wanting that job to pay for their father’s medication. Motives can contradict their beliefs, traits, values, behavior, or even other motives. For example, your character may want to be a good person, but their traits are selfish, manipulative, and narcissistic. Motives can be long term or short term. Everyone has wants, whether they realize it or not. You can write “they don’t know what they want,” but you should know. It is advised that you list at least one abstract want
Recurring Feelings:
feelings that they have throughout most of their life. If you put them down as a trait, it is likely they are also recurring feelings. For example, depressed, lonely, happy, etc.
Self Image:
what the character thinks of themselves: their self-esteem. Some character are proud of themselves, others are ashamed of themselves, etc. They may think they are not good enough, or think they are the smartest person in the world. Their self-image can contradict their beliefs, traits, values, behavior, motives, etc. For example, if their self-image is poor, they can still be a cheerful or optimistic person. If they have a positive self-image, they can still be a depressed or negative person. How they picture themselves may or may not be true: maybe they think they’re a horrible person, when they are, in fact, very considerate, helpful, kind, generous, patient, etc. They still have flaws, but flaws don’t necessarily make you a terrible person
Behavior:
how the character’s traits, values, beliefs, self-image, etc., are outwardly displayed: how they act. For example, two characters may have the trait “angry” but they all probably express it differently. One character may be quiet and want to be left alone when they are angry, the other could become verbally aggressive. If your character is a liar, do they pause before lying, or do they suddenly speak very carefully when they normally don’t? Someone who is inconsiderate may have issues with boundaries or eat the last piece of pizza in the fridge when they knew it wasn’t theirs. Behavior is extremely important and it is advised you think long and hard about your character’s actions and what exactly it shows about them
Demeanor:
their general mood and disposition. Maybe they’re usually quiet, cheerful, moody, or irritable, etc.
Posture:
a secondary part of your character’s personality: not as important as everything else. It is advised you fill this out after. Posture is how the character carries themselves. For example, perhaps they swing their arms and keep their shoulders back while they walk, which seems to be the posture of a confident person, so when they sit, their legs are probably open. Another character may slump and have their arms folded when they’re sitting, and when they’re walking, perhaps they drag their feet and look at the ground
Speech Pattern:
a secondary part of your character’s personality: not as important as everything else. It is advised you fill this out after. Speech patterns can be words that your character uses frequently, if they speak clearly, what sort of grammar they use, if they have a wide vocabulary, a small vocabulary, if it’s sophisticated, crude, stammering, repeating themselves, etc. I personally don’t have a very wide vocabulary, if you could tell
Hobbies:
a secondary part of your character’s personality: not as important as everything else. It is advised you fill this out after. Hobbies can include things like drawing, writing, playing an instrument, collecting rocks, collecting tea cups, etc.
Quirks:
a secondary part of your character’s personality, not as important as everything else. It is advised you fill this out after. Quirks are behaviors that are unique to your character. For example, I personally always put my socks on inside out and check the ceiling for spiders a few times a day
Likes:
a secondary part of your character’s personality, not as important as everything else. It is advised you fill this out after. Likes and dislikes are usually connected to the rest of their personality, but not necessarily. For example, if your character likes to do other people’s homework, maybe it’s because they want to be appreciated
Dislikes:
a secondary part of your character’s personality, not as important as everything else. It is advised you fill this out after. Likes and dislikes can also contradict the rest of their personality. For example, maybe one of your character’s traits is dishonest, but they dislike liars
History:
your character’s past that has key events that influence and shape their beliefs, values, behavior, wants, self-image, etc. Events written down should imply or explain why they are the way they are. For example, if your character is distrustful, maybe they were lied to a lot by their parents when they were a child. Maybe they were in a relationship for twenty years and found out their partner was cheating on them the whole time. If their motive/want is to have positive attention, maybe their parents just didn’t praise them enough and focused too much on the negative
On Mental and Physical Disabilities or Illnesses
if your character experienced a trauma, it needs to have an affect on your character. Maybe they became more angry or impatient or critical of others. Maybe their beliefs on people changed to become “even bullies can be ‘nice’ people: anyone can be a ‘bad’ person”
people are not their illness or disability: it should not be their defining trait. I have health anxiety, but I’m still idealistic, lazy, considerate, impatient and occasionally spiteful; I still want to become an author; I still believe that people are generally good; I still value doing what make me feel comfortable; I still have a positive self-image; I’m still a person. You should fill out your character’s personality at least half-way before you even touch on the possibility of your character having a disability or illness
Generally everything about your character should connect, but hey, even twins that grew up in the same exact household have different personalities; they value different things, have different beliefs. Maybe one of them watched a movie that had a huge impact on them.
Not everything needs to be explained. Someone can be picky or fussy ever since they were little for no reason at all. Someone can be a negative person even if they grew up in a happy home.
I believe this is a thought out layout for making well-rounded OCs, antagonists and protagonists, whether they’re being created for a roleplay or for a book. This layout is also helpful for studying Canon Characters if you’re looking to accurately roleplay as them or write them in fanfiction or whatever.
I’m really excited to post this, so hopefully I didn’t miss anything important…
If you have any questions, feel free to send a message.
- Chick
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it's all clear to me
see, in 208
Kanda got his special magical-girl transformation sequence
MUGEN FLOWER POWER
MAKE UP!
DRAMATIC POSE
so in 213, Hoshino didn’t want Link to feel left out
and since he couldn’t become a magical girl
THERE WAS ONLY ONE SOLUTION LEFT
….
and so Link became a Disney princess
there is a castle and everything
sleeping beauty awakens
ready to burst into song with his forest friends
the magic mirror doesn’t lie
he is the hottest piece of ass in the 100 mile radius
and like in any good story, our princess is possessed by evil magic
SO TOGETHER, SAILOR KANDA AND PRINCESS LINK WILL SAVE THE WORLD
see, guys
HOSHINO KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT SHE IS DOING
I just moaned.
I hope my fall experience is as magical as this made me feel.
IT IS COMING.
Oh gosh I just can’t even wait. Someone please put me in a time warp or something.
This just made me really happy
If only it were this way all year long :o
23 Emotions people feel, but can’t explain
Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.
Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.
Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.
Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.
Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.
Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.
Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.
Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.
Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.
Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.
Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.
Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening
Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.
Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.
Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.
Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.
Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.
Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.
Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.
Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.
Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.
Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.
Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.
where you at
HAHAHA
219th night countdown: Day 3 - Musician
â³ âThough hundreds of millions of months and years will pass, no matter how many prayers return to the Earth I will continue to pray.â
(5 days to go)
“Stress!”-Superbi Squalo
Okay but imagine if the D.Gray-Man anime got a reboot with Hoshino’s beautiful new art style AND with the great animation techniques that they use now? Hoooooly shit, can you say GORGEOUS.
i can’t get over uta’s fucking face