using social media has become a very bitter and lonesome experience. i cannot tell if i've overgrown it or simply lost reasoning in sharing my personal stuff on here and reading fandom related things. tumblr used to be my favorite online place ever, and i've spent many a year using it, but it no longer feels like home to me. sometimes, i catch myself wanting to log back in and bare my soul and scream into the deep blue of this website, but never dare. i wish i could deactivate my blog for the time being and bring it back to active state once i'm feeling better, but alas it's not an option.














