LadySiha's Whatever I Feel Like

INFP|Scorpio|37 Sometimes cosplay, sometimes artist, sometimes writer. Loves all things cute. Wife and Momma Loves: Alistair Therin | Anime | Bluey | Bubber, The | Comics | Cosplay | Costuming | Cozy Games | Disney | Dragon Age | Fashion | Gears of War | Honeybee, The | Lolita Fashion | Manga | Mass Effect | Mona | Music | My Little Pony | Positivity | Sailor Moon | Solas | Thane Krios | Video Games Currently Playing: Zelda TotK | The Tennants | Stardew Valley

[kiwimidnight]

[abloomingcosmo]

#me when i talk about iida

[chibird]

I hope this comic blesses you all with an amazing start to 2019! 💕✨ I am so ready to live a wholesome, happy year.

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[offensivememes4u]

Ur worth it :)

[r10t3r]

[mikaeled]

That person who helps others simply because it should or must be done, and because it is the right thing to do, is indeed without a doubt, a real superhero. - Stan Lee Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse (2018)

[shelly-johnson]

[ladysiha]

An incredibly personal post.

2 years ago, around this time (I think it was early January) I laid in bed and watched all of Yuri on Ice for the first time.

I saw myself in the main character, feeling stuck and like I had failed at/wasted my life so far. I cried for and with Yuri at the end of every episode as he destroyed the limitations he'd placed on himself and embraced the love of the people supporting him.

It resonated so hard that it became my eureka moment of "I'm not that old, and I'm not stuck".

I started applying for grownup jobs not long after.

2 years ago I was making a bit over minimum wage, working retail at a job that was (in retrospect) completely abusive with coworkers who bullied me, and living with my parents.

Today, while I watch Yuri on Ice again, I have a well-paying job that makes me feel valued with amazing supportive team members, I'm married to someone who changed my life, have a sweet kitty, and am a new homeowner. I'm also more aware of and attuned to the unending support of my family, my husband, and my friends.

I know it wasn't the only thing that contributed to the improvements in my life, by any means, but it really was that wakeup call I needed. People believed in me, and I was the one holding myself back.

Even if you're not an anime fan, I would encourage anyone feeling lost to check it out and REALLY pay attention.

[ladysiha]

Good thing all of that porn is getting flagged, but porn bots can still follow my blogs 🙄

[drglovegood]

No one will suspect a thing… Now available on Redbubble

[ladysiha]

New kitty just ahead of our new house!

This is Mona, named after Morgana from Persona 5. With her penchant for investigating (seriously, any time she's out of our sight for more than 5 minutes, she reappears from the basement covered in spiderwebs) I think it was a perfect choice.

She's a rescue and still a little nervous, just in the "you're still here and I really get to stay here" way, but I'm already seeing her start to relax. Otherwise she's extremely affectionate and curious.

Also, the makings above her eyes make her look perpetually annoyed, and it makes me smile.

[lemonteastar]

Futaba & Mona

[ladysiha]

Current mood

[zillychu]

the Butt Wiggle™

[ladysihacosplay]

And now for something completely different…

I’ve been quiet. Part of that is grown-up job stuff, part of it has been my personal quest for better health, part of it is an upcoming vacation (which means to cons/cosplays until 2019), and part of it is the home buying process.

I’m 10 lbs from reaching my goal weight, and am getting neat-o definition from weight lifting(please see post work out photo of me feeling like a badass).

The big vacation is at the end of this month.

Closing on the house should be done in early December. There will definitely be photos of our new craft dungeon (a.k.a. basement) before too long.

I have a few things I have floating around in my head as possible projects, so I’m sure it won’t be too long before I’m working on SOMETHING.

[bozers]

The character creation is….good

[theintrovertnation]

[mechecolomar-archive]

GOW: Photomode (20/∞)