always the friend, never the girl

█plmayer◆doodler◆19◆graphic artist wannabe◆God's princess█

[masticater-deactivated20190118]

I sometimes wonder what people think when they look at me. Am I attractive to them? What do they think my personality is like? Do I do something weirdly? Do they do what I do, and create scenarios of their lives in my head?

[sikolohistang-baliw-deactivated]

I’m so used to being used

six word story sht (via magandang-sikolohista)

[cosmicwizdom]

[w0ahcam]

have you ever read something that killed you inside? like a text message or someone’s status. everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn’t want to read. or you found out something you were better off not knowing. it’s almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. but you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. 

[inspiring-pictures]

I miss getting texts from you.

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Gusto ko lang naman yung lalaking ma-effort. Yung lalaking handang gawin ang lahat para lang mapasaya ako. Yung gusto niyang nasusurpresa ako. Yung gusto niyang iparamdam saakin na special ako. Ang sarap kaya sa feeling nun.

Gusto ko lang naman yung lalaking sweet. Okay lang saakin kung corny yung mga banat niya. Basta ba kapag umiyak ako yayakapin niya ako at ipapaalala na nandyan lang siya sa tabi ko at hindi niya ako iiwananan.

Gusto ko lang naman yung lalaking iintintidihin ako kahit na napakamoody ko. Yung tipong masaya ako isang sandali tapos bigla akong malulungkot tapos tatawa tapos iiyak. Pero kahit na ganun ako iintindihin niya pa rin ako. Yung hindi siya magsasawa na intindihin ako. Kahit na sobrang nakakainis na ako.

Gusto ko lang naman yung lalaking kayang sakyan ang trip ko. Yung hindi kj. Yung handang magpakalog at magpakabaliw para mapasaya lang ako.

Gusto ko lang naman yung lalaking marunong rumespeto at maalaga sa mga taong mahalaga sakanya.

Gusto ko lang naman yung lalaking stick to one. Yung hindi na lalandi pa sa ibang babae. Yung kahit na sobrang nakakaakit yung mga babaeng nakakasalamuha niya araw-araw ay wala siyang pakialam. Dahil kahit na tapatan siya ng napakaraming babae, magiging loyal at faithful pa din siya saakin.

Gusto ko lang naman yung lalaking matatanggap ang bawat imperfections ko.

Gusto ko lang naman yung lalaking handa akong ipagtanggol kahit kanino. Yung hindi duwag at kayang maging knight in shining armor ko.

Gusto ko lang naman yung lalaking mahal ako at kayang gawin ang lahat para saakin. Kahit hindi siya ganun kagwapo. Kahit hindi matalino o mayaman. Basta ang gusto ko yung lalaking mahal na mahal ako.

[drapetomaniacx]

I hate nights.

Nights wherein I just feel so sad without any reason. And it stresses me for letting me think and figure out what the fucking reason is. ‘Til I give up and realize that, I just couldn’t really do anything about it.

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淡い王女

[madisen]

but i’m also ok

[hedonist--poet-deactivated20240]

It’s amazing what women in love will do.

Lana Del Rey (via hedonistpoet)

[morbid-galaxy]

I guess I wasn’t worth a text post.

My 8 word story (via humuhugot)

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[accordingtodevin]

[simplyheavenlyfood]

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[lagingnanguya]

Dear Girls,

Marry a man who loves Jesus. Who loves God before he even knows that you exist. A man who falls to his knees, with tears in his eyes and hands held high, without a care to the world watching him. A man who knows that God is the best foundation in your relationship. A relationship that brings you each other closer to Him.

The man who loves Jesus will respect you. He’ll pursue you and treasure you. He won’t pressure you or control you, but gently walk beside you and lead you. He will appreciate you as the gift and beauty you are, and remind you of it every day. He will worship with you. He’ll pray for you and pray with you. He will lead you with strong hands, stand up when you can’t, but remind you that only God can satisfy. I’m praying to find such a man. But first I have to be the kind of woman that my man is looking for. I should not only pray and wait for God to give me the best husband-to-be but I also need to let God work in me and transform me to be the best wife-to-be.

To my future husband, know that I’m always praying for you. Though we may still be nameless and faceless to each other, I believe that God has already engraved our love story which is His story in our hearts. And when His perfect time comes, we will see our story unfolds and becomes a beautiful testimony that indeed true love exists.” ♡

Your Princess ♡

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thejustinism

[lagingnanguya]

I hope its not too late :)

[lagingnanguya]

guys! kung sino man po marunong mag hiligaynon/ilonggo, ilocano or bicolano paki PM naman po ako. kailangan ko lang po ng human translator para sa thesis ko >< magtatanong lang naman po ako ng mga words eh. pls. thank you ng marami sa tutulong. at gagawan ko nalang ng doodle :3