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September 1st, 2015

As some of you may know (if you still talk to me/follow me) today is my birthday and honestly I just really wanted to sorta make an update about myself and sorta just talk about things for a bit. So if you’re not interested in getting inside my head, then you can skip this and if you continue to read on then by all means, I hope you can relate.

I just find it astonishing how far I’ve come as a human being. It really baffles me to think that one year ago, I wanted to kill myself and I know I don’t talk much about myself but it blows my mind. Its humbling to see how far i’ve come and its almost a bit sad. Just the idea of a birthday, the idea that people will go out of their way to say “congratulations on living another year” is humbling. It shows that people actually care about the fact that you’ve lived another year. What really got to me is that people actually remembered my birthday last year. Its funny because last year, I lost pretty much all my friends except for one but this year I’ve (sorta) gained new ones or reconnected with old ones is more like it but its nice. Obviously there is some fake people that only found out because of my facebook but even that they took the time to do that is still somewhat nice but at the same time its a bit fake. If I didnt genuinely remember your birthday, I wont write it because I think its fake and two faced in a sense but then again thats me. I tweeted about this earlier today. Saying that I’m feeling the indiana jones vibe. Indy was scared of snakes and snakes are liars and personally I dont like liars and I got quite a few today. Maybe I’m just being bitter or maybe I have my guard up considering Ive changed so much in the past year but thats besides the point. Ive always been infatuated with the idea that snakes are liars, its crazy because snakes are slimey and seen as the devil or evil in almost all sources of media. Its crazy but thats probably because the Bible made satan out to belike a snake. Speaking of snakes, theres a song thats been in my head thats about snakes and how often people lie. Ive been meaning to write this song but I have not found the time. I have the chorus down pretty well but not so much the rest because I need to sit myself down to write lyrics. Ive also been infatuated with music and movie making lately and how much I enjoy it. I want to make things and do things. Its funny how my life has gone around in a circle in one year. Last year, I wanted to destroy everything, my life and now I want to make and build and be me. Its crazy how much life changes in such a small time. We all change and its beautiful, it really is. So many things are beautiful because life is beautiful. There are so many more things I’d love to talk about but idk, maybe it isnt the right time or maybe it is im wrong now. But life is a mystery like that.

Anyways, thank you all who wished me a happy birthday and if you didn’t it is ok. Have a great day people. Much love to you all.

It sounded sexual because it was supposed to lmao

Oh ;) well then. Maybe I was hoping it was meant to be sexual

*Slides into DMs*

*Gets kicked out*

*cries*

Lol you devour that meaty treat you cheeky devil

Yes I devour meat as in steak and beef. This sounded a little sexual so I wanted to clarify that xD

Do you have a favorite color// favorite food// and favorite drink?? I'm just curious -the anon who likes to check up on you

Well thank you very much anon who checks up on me. This is really getting adorably sweet now from you. Anyways, yes I have a favorite for all those things.

My favorite color is: Green because idk, its not appealing on clothes but its such a cool and somewhat exotic color and ive liked it since I was a child so yea.

My favorite food: BY FAR is steak. Porterhouse, ribeye, you name it and I will devour it. I know its not good to eat it all the time and I dont but its so good man. I love meat xD.

For my favorite drink: It really depends on what I’m eating/doing. Because my favorite drink is Nesquick Chocolate Milk but I cant drink that with steak... so it depends and I cant drink that while out at a restaurant. So my top 2 favorite drinks are Sweet Iced Tea (flavored ones too - like peach or mango) and Chocolate milk. And i should might add the only drinks I drink regularly are iced tea, chocolate milk, and water xD

So how was your day? //whichever day you end up answering thing// did you have a good day? -the anon checking up on you

Haha thank you anon that checks up on me. Well I am responding to this and today I did not do much. I went to the gym and exercised quite a bit and now I am sore. I ate lunch with my family, I saw some music videos, I checked up on my upcoming classes and I responded to this message :). You are incredibly sweet btw

"Never be ashamed of a scar, it simply means you were stronger than what tried to hurt you" -a boy named Jay who wants to be in the army because of his grandma who always told him how beautifully brave he was

I’ve seen this before I think on a poster. Its a fantastic quote if I do say so myself. And btw. Jay, your grandma was right, you are beautifully brave

Let's tell each other everything we've ever aspired and thought; if that's not enough nothing could have ever been

I think we should do this if the picture did not clarify that enough xD

Anyone you're think of romantically rn?

No, I am not romantically involved with anyone at the moment. And no, I am not thinking of anyone romantically at the moment. I am single and ready for pringles

Whensur birthday?

My birthday is September 1st. What are you getting me for my birthday? :)

I could see your insecurities written all on your face... You ain't gotta lie to kick it You ain’t gotta lie, you ain’t gotta lie

Love you

hey how are you doing? Ya know I hope you don't mind but I like to check in on certain people. You're one of them so just know I'll be here periodically checking in hoping you're as golden and a peach because you deserve to be. -the anon who checks up on you

Thank you anon who checks up on me, this is very sweet of you. To be honest I AM as golden as a peach (I love peaches) and I am as rosey as a rosey red apple, thank you so much for asking. I would also hope that you are as golden as a peach as well because you are simply just an outstanding human being who made me smile when reading this. Thank you again anon who checks up on me, you are sweeter than a prickling summer pear :)

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1 Year and 30,000 Notes Later

So I wanted to make this post for 2 different reason. 1 reason being that I have now officially been on Tumblr for 1 year and the other being that my most popular post has reached over 30,000 notes. I decided to collab these two thing predominately because I have a lot planned to post today and also because they go hand in hand.

One year ago was self diagnosed with depression and it was because of that that I decided to make a blog, to fuel my aggression and sadness onto paper or in this case the web instead of my own body. It wasn’t until earlier this year in 2015 that I felt I had overcome my depression mainly because I finally let go of this one girl I used to love. It was with letting this girl go that I was able to better myself, teach myself and learn from things that I never could have when my mind was clouded with depression. I know as of late I have not posted a lot and its as because I stated before, I didnt feel the need to. I have such great friends on and off tumblr to go to when I needed help and didnt need to seek a website or an empty face for help and also because I honestly thought of giving up Tumblr. I always knew from the beginning of starting this journey that I would not do this forever, that I would give it up and go onto other things and I know that one day I still will but its not gonna happen withing my first year because I have now been on Tumblr for a year and 2 days and I could not have done it without each and everyone one of you who follow me, liked and reblogged my posts and messaged me because without your support I would have found no reason to keep posting, no reason to not self harm myself and no reason to not kill myself. You all have touched my heart in ways that no one could, you are all amazing and beautiful people and if I have ever not met your expectations as a human being or friend then I apologize and truly wish I could do better. You all mean the world to me.

Furthermore, my most popular post has now reached 30,000 notes which is remarkable in its own right considering how at 20,000 notes I was flipping the fuck out xD. Honestly, thank you all who have supported this post and have seen the meaning behind it being a simple J cole song. Because your blog, your art, your life is YOUR canvas and only YOU can paint it the way YOU want it, we are given free choice and how you use that is YOUR choice and thats the true beauty of the post and seeing as how so many have supported it really makes me happy. I adore you all and all your beautiful faces.

With that said, I gotta give the shoutouts to the great who continue to support me in everything I do. If for some reason I did not include you, I apologize, but I am cutting down the list to the people whom still talk to me. The rest of the ones who no longer do, I am not neglecting you as some of you are the reason I am here and to that I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Please take the time to check out these beautiful human being’s blogs and if yiu like them, follow them, I assure you, you won’t be dissapointed, these are some of the best people on the planet, so thank you: