Before I start talking,
Let me ask questions first.
Questions that I've been asking for 2 years,
Questions that still remains questions.
Why her? Why not just me?
Why spend your time choosing her? When you can choose me instead?
Why waste your tears? When you can laugh by my side?
Why love her? When you can also love your bestfriend?
Are you aware? Do you even know?
That I'm here? Always waiting for your answers to be heard,
You always stare at her,
Like stars from above,
You always treasure her,
Which also break my heart.
You deserve better than that,
You always knew,
You're just simply choosing her,
Because you thought, that's what you have to do.
Do you even see me?
Not just a friend; but a girl,
A girl who you want to be with,
Who you want to love.
2 years have passed,
Ofcourse I know the answers,
I'm just ignoring them,
Like the way you ignore me.
Let's cut the story short,
I like you, so much
So much that I can endure all the heartaches,
So much that I get used all the heartbreaks.