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I always think it helps to imagine them like colours. The edges bleed together, and you can talk about little differences: “oh, that’s indigo, that’s more lilac”, but they’re both purple.

Welcome to the Lambda System!

We’re one guy who’s also multiple guys that all come together to form one guy again!!

We don’t use labels and don’t care about syscourse at all. People vastly overstate how much science understands about plurality and arguing about it just seems silly. We’re disordered in one way or another and don’t know much beyond that.

This is our plural sideblog! We have a main blog but we’d like to keep it seperate, so sorry if we don’t follow back/like posts/reply/whatever. Feel free to send us asks though!

Sourcemates are chill but be warned we’re not as fictive heavy as we look, most of us just stole the names/appearances of characters we like.

Headmate List (last updated 9/15/25)

(this isn’t a comprehensive list, just whoever wants to post)

Futaba -👾 (the one writing this!)

Gerry - 💀 (the one who made me use the colors quote :P)

Raven - 🪶

Theo - 🧪

Pai - 💕

Carrey -🎸

Oli -🍂

Ange -🪽

Zach - 🛹

Eleanor - ✨

James - 🪡

Chara - 💛

CJ - 🎓

#plural system #plural #plurality #sys intro #system intro #plural intro #WHY ARE THERE SO MANY TAGS -👾

ugh fine okay we’ll start writing down stuff, our memory is pretty continuous so i don’t see the-

oh.

OH.

#-host #plural #system #it’s bad #not the worst out there #and a lot of it is just adhd #but still #you really don’t remember what you don’t remember

helixrainn

walking together ✨

#🎓 reblogs

there’s a picture of guys playing soccer at the doctors office, one of them is doing a flip for some reason, i was talking pai through it to calm down the medical trauma and she instantly perks up with “well that guy doing a flip is there to show ways to end up at the doctor. he probably landed on his head.”

kids are weird.

#-🧪#system #plural #tw medical

OH. okay so the medical phobia is real bad without someone else in the room. I thought that was just a dentist thing. okay. also wearing short sleeves makes it infinitely worse. good to know. this appointment is purely positive but im going to need to buy the littles a muffin or something after this, im sorry i had no idea.

#-host #plural #tw medical #like in the back of my mind (you died. and i didn’t even cry.)#who was that #anyways i knew we had this but this is the first time going to a doctor alone like this #i would have worn long sleeves despite the heat if i knew :(#they literally had to retake our blood pressure and didn’t believe the first number it’s bad

kinda obsessed with the ways our gatekeeper tries to keep our system covert to even ourselves. i was talking w/ raven which i do even if im having a doubting phase, but when i mentioned ‘oh yeah our plurality is so weird i forgot i was talking to you for a sec’ the gatekeeper just??? took raven out of front??? in the middle of our conversation??? like??? i would be talking to her regardless you just made the plurality more obvious. -🎓

#-🎓#plural #system #‘oh yeah take the person who’s always near front away from front’#‘that’ll show them’

what i wouldn’t give to live in a body that didn’t have two screaming children who think taking out the trash is equivalent to stepping into a pit of spikes.

also do not let us have another ‘we’re not actually plural’ spree bc as evident by the state of our apartment all that does is cause the body to forget there are adults here (the body is an adult but ykwim) who can do these things. i need to buy a shit ton of cleaning supplies jfc. -🦋

#-🦋#plural #system #it’s not too bad i just need to set aside an afternoon to do a deep clean #i’ll try to do a bit this afternoon but i don’t have infinite energy

WAIT I ALMOST FORGOT HAPPY JURGEN LEITNER DAY BITCHES GET FUCKED OLD MAN -💀

#-💀#tma #i have not fronted for months #this account in general has been inactive for months #BUT JURGEN LEITNER HAS BEEN DEAD FOR 9 BEAUTIFUL YEARS FUCK YOUUUU #god i wish it was me who did it and not jonah but whatever

make-up-a-headmate

headmate who absolutely devours grape Hi-Chews

#👾 reblogs #hell yeah

oh goddd we've been in such a bad dissociative state for the past month barely able to talk that the second i start actively fronting we get fronting headaches. bleh. frequent fronter start seeing yourself as plural and let us talk more instead of throwing yourself into a fugue where you refuse to do anything in order to hold on to front challenge

#-raven #plural #system #'but when im in front i really feel alone' yeah. it's cause you shut everyone else down. stop doing that.

love talking outloud thinking im someone else and then start swearing realizing that i am, unfortunately, me.

#-raven #system #plural #idk how to use emojis on desktop sue me #and im only using desktop bc we had to put nightime parental controls on our phone.#for ourselves.#we are in our twenties.

singing uses a different part of the brain than talking and we’ve always used that to manage emotions, however i just discovered that i can use that to force myself into front to get us out of bed. im forcing productivity via showtunes. -🌅

#-🌅#plural #system #oooo ive never posted on here have i #hi!#im dawn!#the overly positive one!

theseus-system

banning ephe from front forever because the whole texas twang thing he has going on kills our throat an averaged 90% faster than anyone elses voice does

#👾 reblogs

lambda-system

we don’t split or form fictives quickly but we are so going to form an adam frankenstein fictive (or at least flesh out a fragment of one) i can feel it -👾

lambda-system

saw some people talk about a really bad line in the last act and yeah. yeah that is really bad. we live in a society levels of bad. -🧪

#-🧪#frankenstein #this is such a good move that hits all the emotional beats #but it misses a lot of the nuance which made the book so powerful #i understand why the reactions are all ‘it’s flawed but it doesn’t matter’

we don’t split or form fictives quickly but we are so going to form an adam frankenstein fictive (or at least flesh out a fragment of one) i can feel it -👾

#-👾#plural #system #frankenstein #probably an already existing fragment considering my mind jumped to ‘adam’ as the name #when for the gdt version i think ‘victor jr’ would be more apt #we already got victor himself in theo lmao #fair. i think i’ve tried to protect you from most of those fears. but that’s not how healing works -🧪#also while im talking can i say this is not a good adaptation of the book. good movie but bad adaptation

google how to stop little from murdering someone over christmas music in november -🎓

#-🎓#plural #system #that one scene in the charlie browm thanksgiving special ruined them forever

sometimes being plural means doing the dishes at 3am for the sake of waffles

#plural #system #plural system #plural comic #she jumped into action so fast it felt like we were manic #the power of a caretaker knows no bounds #we just had the not bipolar thing confirmed which was shocking considering how genetic it is #but our mood shifts only last a couple of hours and have a clear cause #which isn't how bipolar works #also shout out to my mouse drawing skills! i couldn't find my drawing tablet lol

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