A Place For All The Shitty Things I Think.

"Each time you fall in love, Its clearly not enough" BPD, GAD, C-PTSD and MDD.

[thinginthedirt]

[anime-to-the-t]

[kyascass]

peakaboo

[whatjanesaw]

Pat Cantin

http://patcantin.com

[vicforprez]

[thefugitivesaint]

Jenna Barton, ‘Strange omens gather at the end of the street’, 2019 Source

[lamotriginejellybean]

I like how no one ever sticks up for me. Im always there to stick up for others especially when they are not around but no one has the fucking courage or cares to do it back. And you know what, it does take a lot of courage because so many people want to take the understanding "neutral" side because its easy for them and maybe say shit later but hardly anyone is willing to actually take the stand when they see or hear someone being treated unfairly.

[sunhazeys]

u ever wake up from a dream like “damn i guess i’m not coping with THAT as well as i thought i was”

[furiousgoldfish]

(TW) csa symptoms that are not talked about (let me know if you are struggling with this):

re-living some aspects of the abuse (feeling uncomfortable, aroused but scared, having intrusive thoughts and memories) every time you have to go to the bathroom

sick fantasies, attraction towards pain, humiliation, control or being controlled, rape fantasies, really cruel and twisted fantasies

feeling disgusted with yourself because of the sick fantasies, wondering what is wrong with you and if you’re some sort of monster for imagining that

trying to desperately stop the fantasies but eventually giving in and feeling guilty

trying to have normal fantasies but in the end most of them re-enact abuse in some way (one person is in power over another, something is forced against your will, you are pressured or forced into something, your assent is ignored or dismissed, one person is using another as an object or service, there’s manipulation, humiliation, abuse, violence and pain involved, the situation is one of obligation to have sex and not done out of true desire for intimacy)

losing your ability to refuse or reject someone when in sexual situation

losing your ability to say no or defend yourself in a sexual situation

losing your ability to speak in a sexual situation

even if you desire intimacy once in a sexual situation you find yourself just waiting until it’s over and doing anything to end it faster

inevitably feeling fear and strong possibility of getting hurt in a sexual situation

feeling like a child in a sexual situation

re-living all the emotions you felt during sexual abuse, in any sexual situation

feeling terrified of sex in general, but still craving it

belief that sex is the only true form of intimacy and feeling awful and destroyed for not being able to share that with anyone anymore

belief that nobody will want you like this and that you’re irreparably damaged

[justapeiceofshit]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

There’s a difference between giving up, and knowing when you’ve had enough 

[unspokengrief]

healing series 31.08.2019

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.”

— Steve Maraboli

[thisunquiet-mind]

[remanence-of-love]

[wowxwow]

‘Nervous’ by Christian Russo (@c.c.russo) — view on Instagram http://bit.ly/2GjJV4N

[uchujiin]

Sneak peak by Kikyz