Landmine Garden

🖤~they all swear it gets better, until then, i’ll wear my frills and sip on my monster~💕 Aku | he/they | bpd + autism | (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ

[landmine-aku]

˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆｡☆ Name: Aku

⊹˚. ♡.𖥔 ݁ Age: Over 18 (you’ll have to guess how much over~)

° ᡣ𐭩 . ° . I like Jirai Kei, Lolita, Ouji and Vkei so watch out for those. Venting and the usual jirai stuff also apply, i’ll always tw ofc.

DNI if you are: anti-recovery, zionist, racist, homophobe, transphobe, and all the other terrible things you are familiar with. (¬`‸´¬)

ᯓ★ Other than that feel free to talk to me! i’m social and nice and love to talk about everything ever! Jirai friends are always welcome! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂)⸝♡

[landmine-aku]

water? why would i drink water?! Diet coke and White Monster are right there

[landmine-aku]

If you had to turn your blood into juice, what flavor would you want your juice-blood to be and why?

this is such an awesome question HA

i’d like it to taste like pomegranate liquor :3 it’s sweet but tart just like me~ and ofc there has to be alcohol in my blood, how else am i supposed to live?!

[landmine-aku]

the best part about having jirai moots and friends is that when i have an episode and blow up yall are always like “Yeah that happens, welcome back :)” judgement free and full of understanding

i love you all 🩷🖤🩷🖤

[porcelainautopsy-deactivated202]

havent drank a monster yet

i feel so lifeless

[landmine-aku]

i want to be loved so badly. it’s disgusting. it’s like i’ve forgotten what it’s like to be heartbroken.

you’d really think i would’ve learnt my lesson by now.

[landmine-aku]

what is jirai?

(with love 👉👈 just dont know)

Jirai is a term that literally means “landmine” in japanese! Jirai kei just means “landmine type” and is used to described mentally ill and often times destructive people.

Jirai kei is an entire subculture based on runaway teens/self harm/substance abuse and the general night life of Kabukicho Jp. There’s a fashion aspect to it aswell, in which people who are landmines tend to dress in cute pretty clothing as a way to cope with their issues!

Jirais tend to sort of embrace this term because it helps us feel seen and understood. There’s very little we can usually do about our issues so we do what we can to cope and being in this community takes some guilt off.

This is just surface level stuff, i’m not the jirai spokes person either, just a landmine who participates in the community :3

I invite other jirais to tell us in the notes what being Jirai means to them and how it helps 🩷

[landmine-aku]

i hate having a busy schedule, I WANNA POST ON TUMBLR AND TEXT MY MOOTS ALL DAY, NOT WORK OR GO TO SCHOOL :(

[landmine-aku]

working at 5am should be illegal, i was born to rot in bed and wear cute clothes, not slave away!!!

[landmine-aku]

walking into a classroom late and everyone immediately shutting up and staring at me.

i’ll choose to believe it’s cuz they know a prince has arrived (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

[blushpuppies]

Jirai meeteup when?

Or are we all just synthetic beings on the internet never to be seen in mere flesh form?

[jiraiangelkaori]

PLELALLELLASEEEE

[alluring-goddess-deactivated202]

i thought we were all too broke for such thing... :(

[blushpuppies]

High key, yeah, but worth going bankrupt for frfr

[alluring-goddess-deactivated202]

so true 🩷

[lambmine]

I have a strong feeling a lot of Jiraiblr is from the US (that doesn't mean anything about you tho ur chill) but ever since the re-election of that rotten orange with an IQ of -80, unless it's to throw a fishing rod in there to reel you guys out I won't be touching the US with a 100 ft pole.

[landmine-aku]

we jirais are cursed to only meet up in group chats …

[landmine-aku]

Please call me Aku from now on !! for my own safety~ 🩷🖤🩷

[alluring-goddess-deactivated202]

guys. there is no such thing as a jirai textbook. there is no such thing as a list of check boxes that determine whether you're a jirai or not.

genuinely, save your energy and stick within your own circles.

if someone approaches you with sass and aggression, if someone mocks you or insults you just so they can prove their point - i promise you, they are not worth your time.

it's one thing to discuss a topic maturely, and a completely different thing when someone forcefully tries to shove their opinions down your throat. don't give a second of your precious time to such people.

[loveyousyndrome-deactivated2025]

Did I ever mention that I have a hedgehog:3??

[landmine-aku]

everyone look at Chiyō’s hedgehog PLEASE ♡

[loveyousyndrome-deactivated2025]

Attention starved

[4tyuna-ij7-deactivated20241130]

|||||||||. so fellow jiraizz im curious to know. 🖤 what is the most stereotypical jirai thing about yourself vs the least stereotypical jirai thing about yourself? 👀 (plz plz pleaseeee interact n answer or ill cry forever)

ill start 🤍.

most stereotypical ◇ i have everything in reach of my bed because i really just stay on my bed 99% of the time and am definitely super chronically online.

least stereotypical ◆ tbh i dont want to be famous and worshipped by like simps and weebs online tbh. the attention can be nice but i hate normies too much. i only really want attention from people who i think could actually understand me. basically fellow jirais 🖤.

(btw i use stereotypical here without any negative connotations moreso like neutral/for fun positive.)

÷.

[landmineloli-deactivated2024112]

most stereotypical: uhmm i have really bad mood swings and can go from manic-insanely depressed and sometimes I have to be held back from stabbing myself..?(nobody ever did but something usually happens to prevent it)

least stereotypical: even though jirai is a lifestyle AND a fashion I’m not rlly into the fashion…its cute! But I prefer jojifuku and i guess cutecore in general? And my room is very otaku-cultured methinks

☆ﾟ･*:.｡.☆†_(ﾟ▽ﾟ*)β☆.｡.:*･ﾟ☆

[alluring-goddess-deactivated202]

most stereotypical: i NEED to be adored 24/7 and have people boost my ego

least stereotypical: i can be very cheerful cuz that's my coping mechanism ig..but i also often go back to the stereotype of feeling empty and depressed

[tenshidere-deactivated20241121]

most sterotypical: I have explosive outbursts and breakdowns, i dint internalize anything i just explode, thats whyninuse my boog and stuff instead of real people but like yeah. Coughs

least sterotypical: im not relaly... a girl... like i am but im certainly not girly or feminine presenting, i dress like a menhera (notnyume kawaii A mentally ill homeless guy is my aesthetic)

[vampcat-irl-old-account]

most stereotypical: i absolutely adore attention (especially online attention), love alcohol, and have severe bpd

least stereotypical: i don't have much girly-kei clothing (◞‸◟；) and i can't afford name brands, so i'm still working on building my wardrobe

[landmine-aku]

most stereotypical: i have bpd, need reassurance 24/7, shopping and monster energy addict 🩷

least stereotypical: i’m actually a really cheery optimistic person! And i don’t c*t anymore! been clean for a while ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

[landmine-aku]

i feel a little naked when i don’t go out in jirai clothes but then i remember that i don’t magically leave my bpd at home when im not in jirai so-