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Barbatos
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Schizoaffective depressive type, dmdd, ADHD
Suspected bpd Cd
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My oshis are scara bina And till
Moot me I’m super cool
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New intro!
Barbatos
He/they/it
Schizoaffective depressive type, dmdd, ADHD
Suspected bpd Cd
Jirai danshi
Oshikatsu + jfashion + psychology
My oshis are scara bina And till
Moot me I’m super cool
My psychiatrist just told me She sees me having conduct disorder but doesn’t want to label me with it. Do I count this as a diagnosis or no?
Columbina is my wife btw 🥹
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Schizoaffective disorder is a mental disorder that combines psychotic and mood disorder symptoms. More specifically schizophrenia and bipolar or depression symptoms.
symptoms can include: hallucinations, delusions, paranoia, disorganized thoughts and speech, lack of empathy, flat affect, memory problems, periods of mania (which includes impulsivity, increased energy, etc) periods of depression (lack of motivation, feeling down most of the time, etc) and lack of motivation.
Just like schizophrenia/bipolar/depression this can cause struggles in school and home life.
For schizoaffective disorder to be considered you must have at least 2 weeks where you aren’t having a major mood episode but have psychotic symptoms.
Schizoaffective disorder is commonly comorbid with gad, ptsd, other anxiety disorders and in childhood onset cases specifically adhd
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-the job market
-the concept of working my whole life
If you refuse to acknoledge that schizophrenia or really any mental illness is neurodivergence despite being told just because it’s a disability and mental illness ur automatically ableist
It's one of the most basic statements ever and yet i have to argue with people about it i think people have a mysticised idea of neurodivergence in their heads. Say shit like "you can become neurodivergent by the way" and people will look at yuh funny. As if it's just not 1+1
Edit: not me shaming ignorance particularly. But people who refuse to learn about it and wants neurodivergence to be gatekept.
If you refuse to acknoledge that schizophrenia or really any mental illness is neurodivergence despite being told just because it’s a disability and mental illness ur automatically ableist
Turns out I was actually hallucinating all the way back when I was 8, My mom just told me I’d tell her about things that weren’t there Like people when I was around 8
hey i know no one will probably see this other than people who already know it but. schizophrenic/schizospec people aren't all homeless people talking to themselves or people stuck in psych wards trying to kill everyone or whatever they tell you. for example, i just kinda sit in my room and don't bother anyone like maybe 80% of the time. i scroll on my phone. i watch movies and play games on my computer. i do chores when i (rarely) have the energy. i have a partner who i love and who tries their best to understand me and help me no matter what's going on with me.
yes, i also have a lot of crazy ideas that i believe and i see and hear things that aren't there and sometimes i start freaking out because i think someone close to me died when they're perfectly fine or that someone's coming to kill me or that my pets have been replaced with alien creatures, but i'm also a person with a life and a childhood and friends and i am not a threat to anyone.
and i'm here. on tumblr. on youtube. in real life. i can see and hear what everyone says about people like me. and i'm fucking tired of it.
treat people with psychotic disorders like people. please. it's not hard to do.
A doctor told me I have schizoaffective disorder but my dad told him not to diagnose me so he didn’t, do I count this as being diagnosed just not on paper or no😭✌️
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Going to the ward tomorrow Fuck my life
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