Lighthouse

laney kershaw - twenty eight - soldiers

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

Thank you. But today is still about you, we’re glad to be able to be here together to celebrate with you.

Exactly.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

Can’t lie, I’m really glad to hear that

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

As long as you’re still thrilled…

I am.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

Probably one for us now.

Probably. She’ll be thrilled to see this ring on my finger.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

No I suppose that she doesn’t.

And there will always be more dinners for her to organise.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

I’d never want to ruin a dinner she’s worked so hard to set up.

She wasn’t mad, I promise. I don’t think she knows how to be mad.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

I hope your mother wasn’t too upset with me.

Not at all.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

I am sorry for blowing up in front of your whole family.

It’s okay. They understood anyway.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

I’ll help you as much as I can.

Thank you love.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

I know this won’t completely erase your fears, but I appreciate you moving forwards with me.

I can work on controlling my fears, instead of letting them control me.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

It is.

Thank you.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

It’s beautiful.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

So if I grab the ring right now?

I’m sure it’d fit just right.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

You have so many things you want out of life, and my fears have completely shadowed over all of that. I’ve been selfish, and I understand you’re tired of it. But I love you, and I miss you. I want to be with you Jacob, all of it.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

I’ve already said everything I needed to say.

I’m sorry my dad went easy on Elijah and Clara. And I know it isn’t even about that. I know that was just the final straw and it has everything to do with me and not that. I understand you’ve always listened to me and understood my fears. God you’ve been more patient with me than I ever deserved. But you’ve always been the one to give, and I’ve never met you halfway. For that, I really am so sorry.

[laneykershaw]

jacobwhittlc​:

Okay then, we should talk.

Do you want to start?