Everyone says the first cut is the deepest but id have to disagree. It’s the deepest when you don’t see it coming. Imagine meeting someone you never thought you’d meet. Having this incredible connection with them and making a bond. You two may be different in some ways but you’re the same just as much. They become one of the best parts of your life. Everything about them is amazing to you. They're talented and have so much drive you look up to that. They make you feel like it's okay to let your guard down.You spend so much time with them. You’re sweet, you encourage them. you watch them go through ins and outs. You support & observe the person, learn them,argue passionately and most importantly you love them. Every moment isn’t perfect but you know you love them. You’d quite honestly love them if they lived in a box. You would happily share the box until you guys got on your feet. You get excited when they succeed. Almost happier than they are.
You do research about things so you can be knowledgeable on their interests. & provide any help you can. You would do just about anything for them. Though time hasn’t been long it’s felt like it. You go to bed every night with them on your mind and you’re usually smiling uncontrollably. Especially when you sleep peacefully in their arms. They are the highlights of your days. They’re funny, smart, headstrong and had to ability to cause you to slip up and say “I love you”. Then suddenly it stops, things change like the gravel being lifted from The pavement. You don’t know what to do. You are suddenly no longer important. you’re trying to find answers and you don't understand why. You have to pick up the pieces of your broken heart alone and in silence. They don’t love you like they said and you’re in this alone. The person that you ran to when you had trouble no longer has arms open to you. So tears run down your cheek while you wonder why & what you did wrong. You regret all the silly arguments you guys had & wish you could change things. So no the first cut isn’t the deepest it’s always the one you didn’t see coming.
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