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Heartbeat (Fire on Fire) by TheIfInLife / @larryficwriter

H/L | Alpha/Alpha | 57K | E

When he presented officially at fourteen, his dad was overjoyed. He had to sit through an entirely too descriptive sex talk. By the end of it, he knew way too much about how to please an Omega - how to be a good Alpha.

“What about if it’s an Alpha and an Alpha?” He had asked at the time, for no other reason than sheer, innocent curiosity.

He instantly knew that even asking this question was a mistake. A look of absolute disgust clouded his father’s face. The look is immediately filed away in his core memories.

“That’s not right. Alphas belong with Omegas. It’s simply not natural any other way.” He shakes his head. “Even discussing two Alphas being together makes me sick.”

Harry remembered nodding in agreement. Message received.

Or,

Harry is an Alpha who grew up using all of his energy to be a mirror. He learned to be everything everyone wanted him to be. Make as little waves as possible...

Louis, the extroverted Alpha with a passion for Social Sciences, comes in like a tidal wave.

Written for the @notjustsmutficfest. Don't forget to check out the other fics!

Also, check out the playlist that I made for this fic!

[texashippiecowboy]

i’m in true shock x

[ahurricanebehindthedoor]

FAITH IN THE FUTURE [inspired by ILIWYS neon signs]

[softgayheart]

I for one think the symbiotic relationship between Tumblr and AO3 is beautiful

[i-will-write]

[jaerie]

listens to one direction and pretends it’s 2015

[brycesgirl]

X

[gayscantslicetomatoes]

This is how it feels to open Tumblr right now, just so you know.

You are OT5, and I'm the air right there in the middle.

I love you, the best fucking fandom. ❤️‍🩹

[thedevilinmybrain]

Grief Resources

What's Your Grief? - Website centered on all sorts of grief and responses to the passing of people

How to Grieve a Celebrity's Death - News article specifically about grieving a celebrity and Liam Payne

Mindfulness and Grief - Helping you cope through grief with yoga or journeling

Grief: What Everyone Should Know - Ted Talk by Tanya Villanueva

When Someone You Love Dies - Ted Talk by Kelley Lynn

Coping with Grief and Loss - Stages of grief, the grieving process, and learning to heal

[leodette]

When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

[pop-punklouis]

they were all brothers. they are all brothers.

no one, and i mean no one, will ever be able to understand those years and growing into adults in the bubble they were the way those five will. for five years, they saw each other more than they saw their own families. they became family. they share something so special that people nor circumstances will ever break— they shared their youth. they shared a flash of time together that shaped them from boys into men. and as much as we’ve talked about how integral liam was to our childhoods and growth through this band, a piece of the other four boys’ childhoods and youth also died yesterday. a piece of their history died yesterday. a face to their personal memories died yesterday. and it’s devastating.

they found a home in each other when they were so far away from home, and i cannot even begin to imagine the grief they are feeling and will continue to feel.

walking in the wind has the perfect line like “if you’re lost, just look for me. you’ll find me in the region of the summer stars” and i know for a lifetime to come those four guys will be living that out as the years go on.

my entire chest aches for them. they deserve all the space and grace during this delicate time.

[meyhew]

i have no idea how to process this. it’s not unfathomable and it’s something i’ve thought about many times but i don’t actually know how to process it. what do you mean he was such an integral part of me growing up and he did some fucked up things in part bc of the fucked up environment he grew up in and now he’s DEAD and can’t do anything to try and make amends. what do u mean the boys now means harry louis liam niall zayn. what do you mean he left behind a child less than 10 years old. what the fuck do you mean

[nameless-ken]

❤️

[h0ezi3r]

The worst part about Liam Payne dying is that people are posting about “the switch up is crazy”

Like no. He was an abuser and made horrible decisions, but nobody wanted him to die. He was getting hate for an INCREDIBLY valid reason, but we all recognized that he needed mental and physical help. He needed to go to rehab. He needed to get away from drugs and alcohol and improve upon himself away from the public. No one wanted him to die.

We’re not mourning the life of an abuser, we are mourning the part of him that we adored and looked up to for a massive part of our childhood/ teenage years. He was a huge part of how I was introduced to my love of music. And yes, he did horrible things and made horrible decisions and over the last few years has been anything but admirable, but none of us wanted this.

Maya didn’t want this. And everyone saying that it’s her fault can actually go burn in hell. She likely already blames herself enough. She likely already wishes she hadn’t spoken up about it out of the guilt that she likely feels. You guys commenting all over the socials about how this is her fault and “are you happy now?” Are actually horrible people.

A 7 year old boy just lost his father. A woman just lost her long term boyfriend. Two parents just lost their son. Several young children just lost their uncle. Show some fucking respect. Joking about it and hating on people who had nothing to do with what happened is not doing anything but twist the knife for the people who this has ACTUALLY effected.

[nusitram]

fine line (2019) by harry styles told through art

prints available for purchase on my shop

[sourdough-seal]

“omg you’re so creative. how do you get your ideas” i hallucinate a single scene in the taco bell drive thru and then spend 13 months trying to write it

[simonesashley]

Zayn gifting homemade food from his farm to interviewers.