when I'm on my deathbed im going to queue like 15,000 posts from the perspective of someone who's dead and in hell so that the blogging never ends
wallacepolsom
No title available
noise dept.

@theartofmadeline
EXPECTATIONS
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her

if i look back, i am lost
The Stonewall Inn
No title available
NASA
Stranger Things
One Nice Bug Per Day
occasionally subtle
KIROKAZE
d e v o n
Sade Olutola
Jules of Nature
RMH
The Bowery Presents

izzy's playlists!

seen from United States

seen from Russia

seen from United Kingdom
seen from Venezuela
seen from Russia

seen from Malaysia
seen from United Kingdom

seen from Brazil
seen from France
seen from United Kingdom

seen from Australia

seen from United States
seen from Canada
seen from Malaysia

seen from United Kingdom

seen from Malaysia

seen from Argentina
seen from United Arab Emirates
seen from Italy
seen from Netherlands
@texashippiecowboy
when I'm on my deathbed im going to queue like 15,000 posts from the perspective of someone who's dead and in hell so that the blogging never ends
They should invent a glasses that you can lay on your side in bed wearing
its summer vacation you know what that means!
isolation & severe depression
sipping on some of that 9pm water
Magic in the everything, Louise Laborie
Margrave's Opera House (Markgräfliches Opernhaus) in the Franconian city of Bayreuth (Germany)
crazy how i find myself thinking i've got a handle on it all finally and then i see the ways that other people tangle their lives together so easily and live so easily together with their friends and i feel like that girl at the top of the stairs painting by norman rockwell
i'll always be here
do you still think i'm hot with this giant hole in my chest
tips to get your life back on track after a breakdown™
sleep. your body needs to rest. the average panic attack takes as much energy as running a half-marathon. let yourself rest. take a 20 minute nap. any longer and you’ll hit your REM cycle, and you’ll wake up worse off. after, you’ll feel so much better.
clean something. literally anything. a plate, a drawer, the whole mf bathroom. it doesn’t matter how much or how little. it’ll make you feel more in control, and it’ll make your surroundings more appropriate for recovery.
get some fresh air. even just opening your window for a few hours will help. if you feel up to it, take a walk. take your dog. pick some flowers. cloudgaze. even just sit in your garden for a bit. your body will thrive off of non-stale air.
eat and drink. I know for some people, myself included, this is Hard. it’s alright if all you can manage is a granola bar, or some cereal. anything is progress and will fuel your body. drink water if you can, but anything apart from alcohol will hydrate you.
take a shower. I have clinical depression. have done since I was 12. I know how hard it is to take a shower. but it fucking helps. if you don’t do anything else off this list, do this. it’ll help more than you know.
talk to someone. I can’t stress this enough. humans are social creatures! we crave interaction. even the most introverted introvert needs to talk to someone. call your mom. text a buddy. skype your brother. chat to your local cashier. anything !! you’ll feel less alone, and hopefully get some good serotontitty flowing.
do something fun! same as above, it’ll make u feel so much bette, and provide a distraction. some good options are writing, drawing, watching a movie, dancing - anything you enjoy!
be kind to yourself. it’s okay if you relapsed, or if you had a bad day, or anything else. treat yourself gently. you wouldn’t so harsh to a friend in your situation. it’s gonna be okay.
if you can’t do all of these, it’s okay. there are better days ahead. this, too, will pass.
the idea of dan howell over explainer and justifier extraordinaire feeling the overwhelming need to over explain and justify why he is now looking at marriage and/or fully marrying his boyfriend of almost 17 years is fun to me i must admit. it’s for the taxes it’s for when one of us dies it’s cause we’ve never had a party for our relationship and like i don’t even want one but PHIL- it’s so we can get an insane amount of food catered and that means specific to our taste DIPS
im really losing my shit thinking about vulcan childrens music and television. who could forget such hits as “3 is an appropriate number” and “walking in the street could lead to maiming or death”
“we pray like this: press your lips against mine and hope that maybe this moment will become one that we remember while we are laying apart in cold beds”
— Alma Blood, Prayer (via sne)
Catonsville, MD - July 2016
Mamiya C330 - Kodak Ektar 100