Request: Hmmmm… but what does mel say when darling questions why they're pregnant if they hadn’t let him.. yknow 🤔
C|TW: mentions of noncon, forced pregnancy
“The less you know the better~”
He does not care to do this dance with you at all. You know how babies are made, you know that he is interested in being a dad. What do you think happened? The thought alone puts you in a bad place doesn’t it? So don’t think too much about it! Just enjoy the moment and the excitement that comes with the experience.
You both knew it was only a matter of time before he had his way with you, you’re literally trapped with the guy. He’s got you right where he wants you. His intentions were never hidden so you shouldn’t be surprised. He’s never shied away from telling you how bad he wants to taste you, or have you ride his cock until he was shooting blanks.
While we’re on the topic, it’s worth mentioning that you are more than familiar with his sexual appetite, so much so that you traded sexual favors for little freedoms. You posed in lingerie and finger fucked yourself on camera just to have the “luxury” of messaging your family. For every time you “allowed” him to bury his face in your cunt Melone allowed you to leave and enjoy yourself without trailing you.
He only accepted sexual acts for bargaining. The promise of holding your tongue or letting him embrace you has never appealed to him when it came to negotiating. So why would you be surprised to learn that he, the lovesick assassin, had raped you? You can look at him with those sad eyes all you want, acting as if he had broken your trust, but deep down you knew it was only a matter of time before he had his way with you.
Ask: We all know cioccolata has those tapes from when he was a doctor on a shelf in his home, so do you think he's ever shown his darling them?
C|TW: yandere,
♧ Cioccolata shows you his tapes of torture because he’s proud of himself, not because he wants to scare you into submission. He won’t expect you to sit through the entire thing but it’s nice to see how much you can fathom before leaving or begging him to turn it off.
♧ Cioccolata’s never been discreet about them at any point in your relationship. You’d walk in on him analyzing the tapes since he likes reviewing his work. He takes note of the methods used to determine whether or not it was effective.
The last thing he wants is to get sloppy so he must be critical of every single detail. You probably didn’t look at the small screen long enough to realize he was watching his snuff tapes.
♧ You could also just find out through curiosity, searching the shelves for a movie to play only to pop in one of those grotesque home videos. For a moment you think it’s a horror movie until you see Cioccolata step into the frame. All you can do is eject the tape and try not to have a panic attack knowing that sick fuck is in the other room.
♧ You should never ask questions you don’t want the answer to. So don’t ask him why he has the tapes. Don’t even ask him if he’d do it to you. It’s annoying and you’d only hear what you want in the end.
You’d still believe you were next or that he’s waiting for the perfect moment to cut you up, as if you’re worth the trouble. You’re better off resuming like normal and staying on their good side.
Request: Shared darlings child(ren) start to get suspicious/curious about their dynamics “why is mommy always inside?”
C|TW: yandere
It doesn’t take a genius to manipulate a child into believing their family dynamic is healthy. At the end of the day, the smartest kids are only kids. Mommy could be a danger to herself and those around her due to a mental disorder. The details are always obscure when the curious child asks about what’s making you sick, but their fathers assure them that you are safer at home. Who are they to question that?
Maybe the children are home schooled so they have no way of knowing that their family is messed up, in an alarming amount of ways. What they read and watch is chosen by their fathers so it wouldn’t be hard to keep them in a bubble. Hell, if they did go to school it’s not like the teachers would be able to do anything. They would be severely beaten for calling social services, unable to press charges because they bribed some cops.
There’s a high chance that your children look up to their dads because they are amazing when it comes to parenting. They are never too busy to play with them, they’re always there when the children are scared for whatever reason, they have an abundance of patience. None of them have ever harmed the kids in any way and because there is nine of them the children get a lot of attention. They haven’t had the opportunity to doubt their fathers.
It’s hard to see your parents as the bad guy or question their intentions when they’ve only ever been your hero, or role model. Unless they witness them do something fucked up, they’ll never truly believe their fathers have ruined your life.
Annoyingly enough, it’s not until your daughters get older that they start to realize something’s off. They’ll start to see that their dads can be pretty controlling when it comes to you. Notice that you’ve never mentioned your family but their fathers go on about their past all the time. When they do ask you about it they can tell you’re trying to be cautious and not say something wrong. Sure you don’t seem scared but it’s obvious you’re walking on eggshells.
Unlike their brothers they can’t afford to have rose tinted glasses when navigating the world. They’re aware of how entitled men can be. They know know that entitlement can even be fatal. Considering their dads are all part of a crime syndicate, it won’t be hard to believe that their mother was forced to be with them. While they may have been spoiled by their fathers, you’re still their mom. They love you too much not to ache at the thought of you being isolated for all those years. They know that they won’t be able to “save” you if their dads managed to have you for this long but they still wish things were different.
That’s why they always strive to bring the world home to you when they can. Whether it’s in the form of pictures they took at an event or keepsakes from festivals. They want so badly to make you feel as if you didn’t miss a single thing. On special days like holidays or birthdays they beg their fathers to take you all out. Reminding them that nothing could go wrong if they’re by your side. You know what their doing, and have told them countless times not to worry about it but your girls aren’t going to stop trying to make things easier for you.
Request: If the darling had to take vitamins or some medicine, (specifically Risotto) would he require her to take them and would be worried? I believe that Risotto would help the dear if she was lacking iron (I'm in that situation lol) like,cook something healthy Anyway i just love him so much
Note: **cries in normocytic anemia** remember to take your iron deficiency seriously 😭
C|TW: yandere
There’s no way in hell Risotto would use his stand on you, even when you’re doing the absolute most, he won’t call on Metallica to teach you a lesson. Pulling iron from people already has devastating consequences but given that you don’t have much iron to spare you would probably need a blood transfusion or casket if he uses his stand for a minor injury. The risk of losing you to complications isn’t worth the temporary submission.
In cases where you’d need medicine, vitamins, or require some form of help from medical professionals, you’d get it in a shady way. Until Risotto reaches Passione’s “pharmacist”, he’ll have Illuso steal vitamins and supplements that’ll help you. You’re not an object to him, you’re the love of his life. He’d do everything in his power to keep you nice and healthy while you’re in his care even if it means taking you to doctors that abandoned their medical oaths.
You’re usually the one that handles the meals since you’re mostly at home and aren’t employed. It was never a problem for you to choose what the two of you would eat but seeing that you have an iron deficiency and your go to meals don’t provide much help, Risotto would start buying groceries that’ll help aid your deficiency. You’ll start seeing more beans, leafy greens, and maybe even liver appear. He tries to add more to what you already make so it isn’t a huge change.
There will never be a time where you stray from your pills or continue to forget to add to your diet now that Risotto has you. You can’t remember the last time you felt odd pains and sensations that made you think you were dying. The urge to look up your symptoms hasn’t presented itself either. It’s a little annoying since you know that Risotto feels vindicated knowing you haven’t been this healthy in a while.
Request: What if diavolo wants you but lasquadra owns you? Is there... an...agreement or something?
C|TW: yandere
More than likely all the members of La Squadra can agree that Diavolo can fuck off. He’s been shorting them for years and has mocked them for wanting to be respected. They’d follow orders and do the hits, no questions asked, but it was never enough for Diavolo to give them more or treat them as notable members of Passione.
Even though you did nothing wrong, your life gets a little more uncomfortable now that they’re aware that the boss has taken a liking to you. They’re not going to take chances, the last thing they’d want is to give Diavolo the perfect opportunity to snatch you away. So even the likes of Pesci and Formaggio become strict when you’re in their care.
None of them will let you keep in touch with your family anymore. You used to be able to get Melone or Pesci to take you to see your parents or at least visit your cousin but now the answer is always no. Don’t bother bringing up what was promised or reminding them that you didn’t even break one of their stupid rules, because nobody cares. It’s for the greater good and they’re not doing it to hurt you.
The men promised that the more you accepted your new lifestyle, the more they’d allow you access to your old one, and they meant it. It’s just not like Diavolo to spare your loved ones if it meant getting his way. Your family could end up as collateral if you’re spotted with them, so until this blows over you’re just not allowed to stay in contact with them.
Another big thing they promised you was the illusion of freedom. You were allowed to leave the home to entertain yourself, or maintain whatever little routine you kept to make life worth living. As long as one of them was with you, they’d let you go anywhere. Lately, you’d be lucky to walk to the mailbox.
Normally they would send you across Italy to each other’s homes because not everyone wanted to share a house, even if it meant having you around more. While the boss is playing his little game you’ll be staying with Ghiaccio, and Risotto. Their stands are quick and don’t require time to be used. It’s immediate for them and can be devastating out the gate. So you’ll now be bouncing between the two homes, while still receiving visits from the others.
There won’t be any fights or arguments over this new arrangement because they are all aware of how low the boss would stoop to get what he wants. You don’t exactly become the leader of a mafia with good morals or lines. They’ll put up with the change if it means they won’t lose you and be humiliated by the boss, again.
None of them are excited to lose more time with you, they already share with eight other men. It’s not like they’re shaking with excitement as they offer ways to hide you from the boss. They have no choice but to put a hold on their relationship, missing out on those little moments that made it all worth the trouble. Only able to visit every other week until another viable option presents itself.
If the goal was to just hide you away from the world regardless of your emotional well-being, you’d be stuck in the mirror world slowly losing your sanity. But here you are, lounging in Risotto’s home surrounded by all you’ve ever wanted, being pampered by nine lovesick assassins. Don’t make this more stressful than it already is.
The thought of you trying to escape the duo is laughable because of how well they use their stands. Now obviously Cioccolata isn’t about to use Green Day to capture you when it’d be certain death. You’ll literally turn to mush the minute your foot hits the ground again. It’s Secco, master of the dirt, that comes after you on his command.
It sucks because Cioccolata knows Secco will take advantage of the opportunity to beat the hell out of you once he finds you. It’s much worse when Cioccolata isn’t around to tell him when to stop and just how much you can suffer before he’s gone too far.
Secco doesn’t emerge from the ground completely when he sees you, coming up just a bit to spit a rock at your lower back. It doesn’t go through you completely but it hits your skin hard enough to create a large gash. The rock might as well have been a bullet with the pain it caused, you’re sent to the ground the minute it strikes you. All you can do is claw at the ground in front of you, trying your hardest to put some distance between you and Secco.
While you’re scrambling pathetically, he comes out of the ground. Asking where the fuck you’ve been as he walks over to you, kicking you hard enough to turn you onto your back. You don’t get the chance to answer, as soon as you lock eyes with Secco he starts attacking you. Not at all worried about the bystanders that turn their heads at the chaos unfolding in the park. Surely you didn’t think a sea of nobodies would stop him from beating you within an inch of your life.
Once you’ve been reduced to a limp, bloody mess, Secco pulls you into his arms to bring you home. It’s unlikely that you’ll get another round of beatings from Cioccolata when he sees how bad you look. Secco banged you up pretty good, there’s no need for him to lift a finger. He’s proud of his sweet boy and doesn’t seem to care that your chances of walking without an aid are slim to none after getting that rock to the spine.
Note: May I ask for Cioccolata comforting his child?
C|TW: implied child abuse,
♥︎ He knows it’s hard, the first few times. Watching people suffer. At least for the child, because lord knows he never flinched at the sight of human misery. Cioccolata loved, no, he craved it. Whether it’d be silent suffering, succumbing to an illness, a ruthless hacking, or the panic that comes from not knowing what comes next.
♥︎ Either way, the child, his child, wasn’t him. She wasn’t Secco, and she wasn’t you. Didn’t matter the DNA or the fact that Cioccolata wanted her to be like him in some ways. He understood that at the end of the day, his little girl was going to be who she wanted. Right now, she’s terrified by the sight of ripped flesh and disfigured bodies.
♥︎ He won’t scold her for it, instead he’d soothe her as if he wasn’t the reason Secco showed her a glimpse of his handiwork. Hold her against his chest as she trembles and cries, not truly understanding what she saw only knowing that it disturbed her spirit. He’ll give her quick kisses along her forehead as he repeats that it’s okay and that she’s safe. Nothing can ever hurt her, because he won’t allow it.
♥︎ As she begins to relax and the sobbing dies down into little sniffles and stray tears, Cioccolata apologizes to her. In a soft voice he gives her a childlike explanation of what she saw, something along the lines that it was daddy’s job, nothing scary. He won’t put the two together, that botched corpses and excessive amounts of blood were a bad thing. It’ll leave her room to grow accustomed to it as she gets exposed to minor projects of his.
♥︎ Seeing that she’s clearly reached her limit, Cioccolata tells her to find Papa Secco so she can pick out a movie. It can even be one of those silly musicals she loves so much. The singing animals and princesses were always enough to get the girl back to her happy self.
♥︎ When she rushes off to find her dad Cioccolata looks over to you, who’s been quiet as a mouse during the exchange, only biting the inside of your mouth as you watch your husband lie to your daughter. It seems you learned to stop coming in between them and their little attempts of influencing her.
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“Hello guys, you know that the famine in Sudan is striking really hard with horrific figures/statistics coming out everyday (2.5m ppl are expected to die by September) and the death toll reaching 10k per day So here are some ways you can help relieving the famine.” - Ze
Request: What does getting physical with Formaggio look like? Is he one to find darling hitting him playfull?
C|TW: mentions of abuse
♣︎ As fucked up as Formaggio can be when he’s pissed he’s a pretty easygoing yandere. He loves his darling to pieces but he doesn’t take you too seriously. You’re just, you. If you were meant to be taken seriously you wouldn’t be trapped in this one sided relationship, and what do you know? You’re here, in his lovely abode playing the role of his darling.
♣︎ Besides, he can’t see you doing anything damaging to him even when you’re at the highest level of anger. That’s why he still teases you when you’re clearly wanting to be left alone. Saying that you’re far too coddled to feel any serious rage. It’s no shock to him when you punch him in the jaw straight after. He expects it!
♣︎ If his darling is slapping him when he says stupid shit to get under his skin, he’ll accept it. When you’re brave enough to punch at him because you’re feeling feisty after thinking about the situation for too long, he can’t blame you. You’re going to be bitter about being his boo against your will.
♣︎ The only time he starts hitting back or snatching you up before you can start your shit is when you have a weapon. You’re not about to hit him with a cast iron, douse him in alcohol to set him on fire, or take your chances with a butter knife. It’s no fun when you’re making an attempt on his life.
♣︎ In those situations he shrinks you down and puts you in a shoebox decorated with furniture he’s stolen from stores. He will be annoyed but won’t be mad enough to beat the brakes off you. He won’t do that unless you get a hit in. It has to be something big, like if you managed to smash a bottle over his head when he wasn’t looking he’d take the remaining pieces and cut into your arm before pummeling you. Maybe when you look at your new scar in the future you’d think twice about your actions.
Request: How would melone react if he got you pregnant and you tried to abort it?
C|TW: noncon,
♠︎ If you tried and failed to have an abortion Melone wouldn’t hold onto that rage for too long. It’ll have him on edge and make him strict but Melone loosens up as he watches your stomach grow with your healthy baby. The closer you get to the due date, the more he takes it as a minor hiccup rather than a gross offense. That’s only because you still have the child.
♠︎ There’d only be a problem if you were able to go through with an abortion when he wasn’t home. Melone would still be working during the early stages of your pregnancy which means you’ll be left alone without supervision. That gives you the perfect opportunity to schedule an abortion and be child free before he comes back. So let’s say you did have a successful procedure.
Melone’s going to be pissed when he finds out about the abortion. There’s lots of shouting and for the first time, he’s destroying things during his fit of rage. He’s livid! Melone does everything right, gives you whatever you ask for and you kill his baby. He wants to hurt you!
♠︎ The only thing stopping Melone from doing more than an open-handed smack is the fact that he’s going to get you pregnant. He can’t stomp you out of frustration when that could damage your uterus. So all he can do is smack you when you give him a stupid reason for getting that abortion.
♠︎ What really upsets him is the fact that it was never a secret that he was planning to start a family with you. You weren’t oblivious! He’s been upfront about his intentions since the start of his obsession. You went out of your way to get back at him. He genuinely believed the two of you were past your rebellious phase.
♠︎ It’s clear you still don’t love him. If you really came around to the thought of being his you’d have done anything to keep the baby. It’s just not a good day to be him. Especially since he gloated about having the best darling and told his team you’d be welcoming a baby soon.
♠︎ Because of your little scheme, Melone puts your comfort aside for once and does what’s best for him. The next week is filled with nonstop fucking. He’s going to get a baby with or without your consent. He’s never been one to appreciate boundaries anyway, so it’s nothing to him seeing you in distress. If you wanted to keep it consensual you shouldn’t have killed the baby he just gave you, until the pregnancy tests are positive he’s not stopping.
♠︎ Outside of the relentless sex, Melone is not the same. For once in your life he’s actually ignoring you and treating you like an object. As if you’re nothing more than an incubator. He’s not feeding you, he’s feeding the baby. Your health means nothing as long as the baby is fine. The pains you have from growing a child are a means to an end, he could care less about your comfort. Until he gets that baby you’re nothing to him.
I just posted a thread on the history of colonialism and ongoing oppressive Indonesian occupation of West Papua. If you have time, please read the educational slides. This is absolutely horrendous, and has been going on for decades. The Indonesian government and military must be held accountable. Free West Papua.
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Links to help and learn more about what’s happening in the Democratic Republic of Congo. Also do NOT say free Congo 🇨🇬 when referring to the issues happening in the Democratic Republic of Congo 🇨🇩. They are two different places with different flags. Instead say free DRC.
Focuscongo.com • Friendsofthecongo.org
Don’t replace your electronic devices for newer versions and if you need to, you can buy a refurbished one. As someone who’s had the same refurbished phone for seven years, I promise you it isn’t bad. It works the same. Here’s a review on, Cobalt Red, How the Blood of the Congo Powers Our Lives. If you’re interested in reading the book you can buy it here.
Here’s links so you learn more about what’s happening in Sudan 🇸🇩 Talk about Sudan.
Here’s people and organizations you can donate to:
Help Sudan Tarada Initiative • Help A Family of 11 Leave
Eyes on Sudan • Zubeyda Adam and Family
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13,000+ people have been killed. 26,000+ people injured. 10M+ displaced, making Sudan the largest displacement crisis globally. 25M+ need humanitarian assistance and support, 14 million are children. 4M women & girls at risk of sexual violence. 1OK+ cholera cases with 275 associated deaths. 3.5M+ children suffer from acute malnutrition.
As someone on twitter called out, since it applies here too. Do not say, free Palestine and then slap on free drc, free Ukraine, free list of other places… if you’re not adding ways to help, or providing information on their situation. It doesn’t help the other places because their tags just get filled with information on the genocide of Palestinians, when it should be sharing all of their problems. Don’t use their tag without talking about their situation as well.
Last thing. Don't let the aesthetic of your blog be the reason you don't speak up about what's happening. You can make a post filled with links and add you’re little banners and whatnot while helping others. And don’t worry about your following count, if they leave then they aren’t worth having around. Also post ways you can help and don’t worry about what you aren’t able to do, negativity does nothing to help. Don’t tell everyone you’re not able to donate, just spread awareness so those who are able can provide.
The text reads: “I think I heard cobalt red isn’t good for some reason I need to go back and check tho. I was scrolling thru some twitter threads made by Congolese diaspora last night & could’ve sworn someone said that tho.”
@normalchineseguy thanks for letting me know. Here’s an article I read that describes why it was bad, for those who aren’t aware. Here’s a list of books, recommended by Friends of the Congo, that you can read instead.
Here’s a link to a few of them:
King Leopold’s Soliloquy By Mark Twain
The Congo Cables: The Cold War in Africa–From Eisenhower to Kennedy By Madeleine Kalb
Necessary Noise: Music, Film, and Charitable Imperialism in the East of Congo By Chérie Rivers Ndaliko
Goma: Stories of Strength and Sorrow from Eastern Congo by Theodore Trefon and Noël Kabuyaya
Africa’s World War: Congo, the Rwandan Genocide, and the Making of a Continental Catastrophe By Gerard Prunier
