LAST HOPE TO SURVIVE

[justapeiceofshit]

You asked me why I do things that make me feel bad. Why I drink energy drinks on an empty stomach even though I know it makes me shaky and nauseous, why I starve myself on hot days even though I know it makes me light headed and even pass out sometimes, why I take boiling baths and force myself to keep my head underwater even when I start to lose consciousness, why I listen to songs that remind me of him and watch movies that break my heart. Why I always take one too many shots of vodka and get too high to function, why I don’t wear jackets in winter and stay in the sun too long.

You see, when you’ve been numb and depressed for so long, feeling bad beats feeling nothing at all.

[prone-to-suicidal-tendencies]

[your-health-hazard]

[anepochofsolitude]

i feel fucking broken...

[lasthopetosurvive]

[the-suicide-effect]

"It all starts with not wanting to get out of bed, that's how you know you're getting bad again"

[fakingitdarling]

this feeling has been with me for almost half my life. i'm so fucking tired.

[mydiarynotesz]

They said “Don’t worry, things will get better, I just need to wait”....

I’ve been waiting....for years now.

[looking-through-bright-blue-eyes]

[alimichelleumb]

I feel like I’m just barely staying afloat on my back in a pool of anxiety..

[the-suicide-effect]

“You keep a lot to yourself because it’s hard to find people who understand”

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[heavensghost]

[letters-from-alex]

“I used to believe waterfalls were so beautiful, calming, and peaceful, until I watched waterfalls fall down your face.”

— don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry | Patreon | Instagram 

[f-u-g-i-t-i-v-o]

[missingyouonly]

[there-will-be-violence-deactiva]

[thegoodvybe]