i know that i keep going on about this but. there's just something about being queer and having faith that is utterly divine.
you get to subvert all of the shallow imagery of your religion, the surface-layer stuff that people on the outside see and misinterpret, and dive straight into the heart of your faith. the world around you is a hurricane and you sit back inside yourself, take rest in your God, and take utter joy in knowing exactly how God forged you before anyone ever knew you were going to exist.
you get to avoid all the traps and pitfalls of people trying to use your religion to justify their atrocities, because you know exactly what those traps look like. you know what a modern-day Pharisee looks like and you know how to shine love through them.
i thank God continually for my queerness. for my love. for my faith and for my heart and for my joy.
i love being able to break down barriers with my existence. doing so feels like hope incarnate.






















