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@lauren-milligan
Emotionally shatter my muse. Break them. Hurt them. Give them a nightmare that will haunt them. Make them cry. Make me regret asking you for this!
Hell Followed || Lauren & Jax
Jax knew right away who they were talking about, Chibs had done something, and he was messing with the wrong side of Jax. Jax had done everything he possibly could to try and get Chibs to back down, get him to see past all the bullshit and focus on the MC, but clearly that wasn’t happening. Jax shook his head as he listened to her speak. That son of a bitch had threatened to take Abel away from Lauren, and Jax sure as hell knew that wasn’t happening. “Damn Scot." Jax muttered under his breath as he thought of how do handle this. Times were sensitive lately, and as much as every fiber in his body was screaming at him to turn around and walk straight into that club house to lay the boots to Chibs but he knew with how things had been going lately, he couldn’t do that. With all the shit with Clay, Jax needed Chibs around.
"Damn it." Jax said as he moved away from Lauren, leaning his back against the car with his head in his hands. He had no idea how to handle this one. He wanted to kill Chibs for ever touching Lauren, and threatening to take Abel from her, but he also knew he needed Chibs. It was a fucked up situation. Jax sighed, reaching for Lauren’s hand, slipping his hand into hers softly. Jax pulled her closer to him as he sighed. “No one is ever going to take Abel from you, and I promise you will never lose Abel." Jax said, trying to reassure the beautiful lady in front of him. “I honestly couldn’t tell you what I’m going to do, I have no idea babe." Jax said, shaking his head, feeling as if he was failing Lauren.
Lauren adverted her eyes, looking down towards the pavement. She felt better, after admitting what happened - then there was a certain fear she felt. She didn't want to cause more problems for the club, not when she had already done so much - it was amazing that she was even allowed on the property. As he spoke, trying to reassure her - she only moved closer to him. He was never going to allow anything to happen to their son, nobody in their right mind would. "I know, I do. It's just that he can pull strings that others can't." She muttered, shaking her head. He knew people who were high up in the world, he could easily get what he wanted. "I'm ju.." She cut off, refusing to go further with her sentence. If she kept buying to Chibs, she would only drive herself insane. She had been there before, and it wouldn't be good for anyone if she fell there again.
"I think it's best if I stay away for a while." Lauren wasn't talking about him, or their children - she merely meant the club. There was so much drama being caused, and most of it - she was right in the middle. "I can't ask you to hurt him or kick him out of the club, and i'm not going to." Chibs was needed in the club, she knew that - and she didn't want to see him go. He had already lost so much, he couldn't lost the club either.
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Midnight Air || OPEN
After closing down the shop for the night, Janelle decided it was time to visit the bar. It wasn’t something that she did often, she wasn’t much of a person for crowds, always felt a little too close for comfort. But she wasn’t able to get ahold of her dealer, so alcohol was always a substitute.
Though, the girl staggering towards the parking lot caught her attention, and she slowed her steps, quirking a brow as she approached the stranger.
“Mind if I borrow a light?” She asked, a slender finger indicating the lighter that was in the other’s hand.
With the sound of another talking, she quirked her brow. She pulled the cigarette from her lips, resting it in between her fingers. Her head turned and she nodded at the other. "Of course." She replied, reaching back into her pocket.
She pulled out the purple lighter, handing it over to the other woman. As for where the other came from, she wasn't quite sure - but she would end up liking the company. Being along wasn't exactly the thing for her. "I'm Lauren." She muttered, nodding her head.
//We have /another/ storm here, so i'll be out until sometime tonight. Hopefully, that is. I have all of my replies written out, I have to transfer them over - but I haven't forgotten. I promise.
Welcome Home //Marissa Teller//
Booze & Broads //Open Para - tba//
Madison Walker - Multifandom Original Character
Scrubs and Cars //Brian Milligan//
Off Day //Open Para - tba//
Lauren Milligan - Multifandom Original Character
Midnight Air //Janelle Greene//
Hell Followed //Brian Milligan//
Midnight Air || OPEN
The cool breeze of the midnight air was a relaxing touch to the night. The moon shone bright in the sky above, naturally lighting up her surroundings. Just an hour earlier, she had been in the local bar - throwing back beers with the rest of them. It was nothing new to her, the woman loved her alcohol.
He pulled her pack of cigarettes out of her pocket, lightly tapping the bottom. She flipped open the top and pulled only one out, instantly placing it in between her lips. As he put away the pack, she retrieved her lighter - using it to ignite the end of the wrapped tobacco.
Her steps were slightly staggered and her hair was a mess. It was only a short walk to her hotel room, but there was something she was looking for - something that’d add a perfect ending to the night.
Hell Followed || Lauren & Jax
Jax was sitting in the chapel working on some orders for the club. He normally would have loved to be at home with his son Abel mostly because he was terrified of missing his 543wa life just like he had down with his oldest children. He watched a few of them grow for a certain amount of time but then he found himself sucked back into the world of his club. When he felt his club was dying he had no choice but to go back, walking away was one thing but he couldn’t let him die. It was a huge part of who he was, and who his family was. It was where he grew up, where his best friend grew up. Letting it die was not an option and for that he almost lost his family. Jax didn’t worry about Chibs being around Lauren because he trusted her again, and she knew that this was a one shot chance. She had left Abel, and being allowed in his life again was a huge step for Jax. Besides Jax’s sister in law had fallen pregnant with Chibs’ child, which was another reason he didn’t feel the need to worry.
Jax sighed, ready to take a break when he smiled picking his son up in his arms as he burst through the chapel doors. Jax smiled and tickled Abel a little before he heard Tig’s words. Damn, what was she pissed about? Jax sighed, keeping his son close to him as he walked towards the exit of the club house. He put Abel down on the ground watching as he darted off towards the playground that had been set up for Jax and Opie’s kids when they were younger, and now Abel got to use it. Jax nodded his head at Tig for him to go watch Abel and make sure he didn’t get himself into any trouble before turning his attention back to Lauren. Jax narrowed his eyes, confused as he approached her. “Hey babe, what’s up?” Jax asked, confused because normally she didn’t mind coming inside the club house. She ignored Chibs’ comments and that was it so clearly something had happened.
She wasn't pissed off, not in the least. However, she didn't want to be inside. She knew that if she got around Chibs, everything would go south. As much as she would try to avoid him, it wouldn't stop him from taunting her. He had won his battle between them, he had his wish - but it wasn't over. When Kate finally gave birth, Lauren would be there. She'd find a way to push past him, but until then - she was forced to endure his wishes. "I didn't want to crowd the place." That wasn't the truth, obviously. She wouldn't be crowding the clubhouse, she never did. The guys loved having her around, but today wouldn't be one of those days. "I figured it would be better to talk out here, anyway. Everyone inside is probably busy." It was clear that she was making up excuses to justify her actions - she needed something that sounded reasonable, but clearly hadn't found it.
Lauren ran her fingers through her brunette curls, as she looked up at the man before her. The look he was giving her, was definitely not one she wanted to see. He'd ask what was wrong, like he always did. However, she wasn't sure if she wanted to tell. It would put everyone in an odd position and she had already caused enough problems with everyone. "Don't look at me like that." She muttered, shaking her head. She stepped forward, wrapping her arms around his waist - before laying her head upon his chest. The silence wasn't like it usually was, something was different. Perhaps it was only her, she didn't know. "He wanted to come see everyone, so I figured it'd be okay." In the past, she'd bring him without a second thought - but it wasn't hard to tell she didn't want to be there. She was there for her son, that was it - well, Jax too.
Home..
He’s making trouble again. Hey, what are you talking about? Repeating things? He’s with Kate isn’t he?
Oh, no, it's not like that. I'm never going back there, he's with our sister. However, the Scottish temper is in full force as of late. I happened to have pissed him off and ended up regretting it.
Home..
Come on, Stop stalling. What’s going on Lauren.
It's the Scot again. I think I opened a door to hell with him. As if the past wasn't enough, he had to go repeat things. Only this time, nobody knows what happened.
Hell Followed || Lauren & Jax
Going to the clubhouse was a dreaded event with Lauren as of late. It wasn't hard to figure out Chibs was the reason, but something deeper brewed. She usually ignored him and talked with everyone else - not this time, though. She didn't want to be near him, nor the others. However, she had to do something. While Jax was away doing club business, their son begged to go see everyone. She couldn't say no to him, the puppy dog face got her everyone time - but that didn't mean she had to go inside. She was content waiting by the car.
As she set Abel inside, he reached his hand up towards her - wanting to be walked inside. "Go get daddy, okay." She said, looking down at the toddler - who eagerly nodded. He ran away from his mother and disappeared inside as the door slammed shut. He ran through the usual people inside, instantly going into the chapel with his father. He pulled on the bottom of his cut, to get his attention away from his work. "Mommy's outside!" He said, cheerfully.
Upon hearing the child speak, Tig stood up from his seat and walked over towards the door. He opened the door, peering outside - finding Lauren staring back at him. Her arms crossed over her chest as she quickly looked away, not wanting him to come outside. He shrugged up his shoulders as he shut the door - then went back over to the bar. "She looks pissed!" He called, moving his eyes towards Chibs - before looking towards the chapel to see Jax walking out.
Home..
I don’t like this already, so spill.
It's not bad, I promise. Well, it's a little bad. I didn't do anything stupid, though.
Lesson Learned || Self Para
With Kate being seven months pregnant, it was only natural for her to want to get involved. That was her nice, but the fathers child saw it differently. He didn't trust Lauren, not with the past between them. However, that was in the past - the two had grown up since then. Or at least that's what she thought. It turned out he was as childish as he was before. It was sad, really - but there was nothing she could do. She had to respect their wishes, but that didn't stop her from putting up a fight. It was what she did best, she fought until she got her way - but it wasn't working this time. That was made painfully clear.
Home..
You don’t sound very convincing Lauren. Come here, tell me what’s up.
I hate that you can see right through me. When I tell you, don't get pissed, okay?
I'm almost done with the layout! I only have a few more things to do;
relationship page
updated bio
more links
starters
Home..
Nah, I won’t go crazy until he’s at least 10. Promise. How are you though? I mean things are good with Jax, with Abel, with us, but how are you?
Me? I'm, uh, happy. I mean, my life is coming back together - so i'm okay.
Home..
Come on! That’s the best part of being the cool uncle. Jax gets to take him around the motorcycles, I get to take him around the good cars. Pretty sure my lifestyle is… about at least .5% safer than Jax’s.
It's not that safe, but it's better than getting mixed in with the cartel - so i'll give you that. If you do take him out, don't go crazy. At least promise me that.
Home..
You’re not gonna hurt them Lauren. Both of you know how it feels to have the other one walk away, I don’t think it’s possible for you guys to be apart. But its good, I’m glad that hes calling you mom, I was missing out on my chance to be the awesome uncle again!
You need to come by and see him, he's gotten so big! I'm sure he'd love to see his uncle and the car. Just don't take him racing - Jax would kill you.