LaurenAsArson

25y/o dwelling in phx

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It's gotten easier, but I still think about you a lot. I just miss you being in my life all together, but I know it's for the best.

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Making the mutual decision to block each other on social media for a while is hard. Super fucking hard. I still find myself searching, but unable to see any details of what you're up to. I hope I forget about it someday. Much sooner rather than later.

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I wish that I remembered I had this when I was at my lowest. This is the only form of social media that he's not on. It's been almost 2 weeks since you decided to end our relationship. While I'm not crying everyday anymore, I'm still filled with such a deep sadness. I genuinely feel like a part of me died. I haven't been able to eat since then. I've lost 12 lbs since June 29th. I want to talk to you so badly. I wish I could bargain and convince you to give us another chance. You want to be friends, but I don't know if I have it in me to see you out and about - potentially with another girl. It would kill me inside all over again. I want to remove you from everything, but I'm scared that you'll forget about me and what we had. I despise this situation overall, but I mostly hate how I became literally addicted to being with you. You set my standard of happiness so much higher, so coming down hurts so much more. It's like withdrawing from a drug. I wish I could just go back to when we were at Disneyland for my birthday. When we were still in love, having fun, watching the fireworks - when everything was perfect. If I knew that I would try and overdose on benzos two weeks later as a result of this, I would have been so much more cautious. Fuck.

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Photo of a cute boy to take my mind off of things. Needless to say, I've gone through what is probably one of the worst pains as of recent. It's hard to cope, and I'm trying my best to get through it. I've created an action plan for myself to better my life quality over all, and I truly hope it comes to pass. To those who were/are there for me. Thank you. #BeauBleu (at Bethany At Midtown)

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Trying to feel good about myself, so here's a new dumb selfie.

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I miss it already 😩 #Disneyland #YouAreHereCollection #Starbucks (at Bethany At Midtown)

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Try 'The Grey Stuff', it's (h*ckin) delicious. #Disneyland #RedRoseTavern #TheGreyStuff (at Red Rose Taverne)

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#Disneyland #StarTours #StarWars (at Star Tours - The Adventure Continues)

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Other from yesterday at #CaliforniaAdventure! #Disney #grizzlyriverrun (at Disney California Adventure Park)

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Day one of my 26th birthday celebration is going pretty darn swell. California Adventure today! #CaliforniaAdventure #Disney #RadiatorSprings

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I didn't like this art when it was first installed, but it's starting to grow on me. #UberPHX #Arizona

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Happy 7 years, Uber 🎉 #UberPHX #Uberversary

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Spyro the Dragon → Wizard Peak

iPhone 6 wallpapers — Magic Crafters homeworld

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#Spyro #SpyroTheDragon #MagicCrafters #WizardPeak

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This guy officially doesn't fit in that cubby anymore. 😭🌱 I can't believe I haven't killed this thing yet. Good thing it only needs to be watered once a week. (at Bethany At Midtown)

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It’s been so long since I’ve been on here that I genuinely forgot what sort of blog I was supposed to be (which was real minimalist, I guess), but now I don’t care. 

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