soph

tldp/lorde/f+tm fan! // tanya freemont lover and neurodivergent lesbian diva :)

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hello! i lowkey don’t use this blog enough and I really enjoy it though so this summer we are LOCKING IN. it will be insane girl on tumblr summer i am very excited about it

my name is soph i am from england and my favourite colour is purple. my favourite thing absolutely ever is the last dinner party

here are some of my favourite things and generally things I just really love and like yet in no real order of insanity about them…

the last dinner party: this has been ongoing since february 2024 and ive seen them 3 times live (very soon to be 4). my favourite songs by them are the feminine urge, portrait of a dead girl, inferno, count the ways and the scythe. there is something so beautiful about this band that I cannot even put into words and i have three tldp t-shirts and a hoodie as well

lorde: since april 2025 but i fear i always felt very connected to her music anyway. i am a 400 lux, and big star lover through and through

starkid: since april 2024 and i have seen them live twice, and seen TGWDLM on the westend which was wild and amazing and i cried. i think i very specifically love little white lie though

sylvanian families: since FOREVER they are my children i love them i have so many i always have like four in my pocket actually

a kind of spark: best TV show EVER it’s so comforting and i am so interested in witch hunts so this is even better for me. i am keedie darrow this is so important to me. i have loved this for about 2 and a half years and its my favourite thing its so awesome

hello kitty: lifelong interest i genuinely have always been kind of very obsessed haha

purple: i LOVE the colour purple it is peak

my sylvanian family seal: this guy is called the bald man because he looks like a bald man. he has a channel on whatsapp as well

david the horse: he is my child but he is no longer with us because he fell off my bag in cambridge somewhere :(

sparkly things: i think this is self explanatory

the word YIPPEE: only word ever btw

music in general: i feel the need to list all of my favourite artists at this point other than lorde and the last dinner party…

- wolf alice, florence and the machine, lucia and the best boys, erin lecount, cmat, boy genius, lucy dacus, the beaches, olivia rodrigo, paris paloma, audrey hobert, pixie mccann, florence road, my chemical romance, panic at the disco, harry styles, busted, girl in red, fall out boy, gracie abrams, noah kahan, hozier

that’s the end of the things i like!

fun facts time :)

- i am a black belt in kickboxing

- i am in year twelve and i study english language, spanish and history as well as EPQ

- i have something called pseudohypoparathyroidism type 1b

- i have met rick astley

- i will sing portrait of a dead girl by the last dinner party at any given opportunity

- i love to be whimsical

- im a lesbian (just saying)

- i have two 1.5kg weighted hippo plushies one is fluffy and is called norman and the other is not fluffy and called hallie they’re my children

- i will never not have a palm pal with me

this is my favourite song…

PLEASE BE MUTUALS WITH ME! i am kind

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song lyrics are so important to me like why do they make everything so much better. why am i hearing these words and going ah yes that singer knows exactly how i feel. that’s so beautiful to me? i may have to make a list of my favourites because i am thinking so hard haha

silk by wolf alice (most amazing song ever btw) “count to a thousand before you sleep in bed, read the news, pass the time, drink the juice, feeling fine. at least you’re not boring. no one wants to feel you’re this sad”

i don’t wanna know by pixie mccann “call me a child for covering my ears, i don’t mind i just want to disappear”

big romance by lucia and the best boys and abigail morris “i might find some emotional healing before i go mad”

don’t you see me trying by erin lecount (MY song actually) “i hide in plain sight im gonna dance to my death. god it feels nice to be this reckless again. im not myself i haven’t been in some time but don’t you see me trying?”

inferno by the last dinner party “in the morning, in the evening i keep trying lord im trying” “but ive never been myself and that, ive always seemed to know” “and cowardice is prettiest in a nice dress” yippee

true blue by boygenius “you say you’re a winter bitch but summers in your blood you can’t help but become the sun”

free by florence and the machine “sometimes i wonder if i should be medicated, if i would feel better just lightly sedated” “and for a moment when im dancing im free”

400 lux by lorde “i love these roads where the houses don’t change”

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Ellie Rowsell, Wolf Alice

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turns out i am making GIFS??

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Missalanious media because I didn't wan to sort them all

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THIS IS BEAUTIFUL LOWKEY

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another drawing from a few weeks back! i’m super obsessed with this band lol

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georgia davies ily never stop writing essays

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lowkey felt insane today i went into the toy shop where i live and i saw the woman at the desk give these little girls tiny sheets of sylvanian family stickers and being the super mature seventeen year old that i am i proceeded to feel insane about the existence of these stickers and ask the lady if i could have some! she said yes. i am feeling so so normal

[theglueofourgloop]

Tanya listening to some bangers

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i havebeen updating my blog appearance and there is a font called spleen. if it wasn’t really ugly i would use it because spleen is awesome i love spleens. just letting you know x

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awababwbabwbabwa

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OMG 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

[welaughuntilourribsgettough]

call me lorde the way in my head in my head I do everything right

[iwantembackthemindswehad]

it's a fucked up world, been to hell and back but i've sent you a postcard from the edge.

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this is so good i love it i love this lyric there is something wild and insane about hammer by lorde because it was the start of virgin and like it’s so so magical in so many ways

[paranormaltheatrekid]

I love, love, love, love the visible discomfort whenever Paul is being touched, even if it’s by someone who’s not infected.

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florence welch’s existence is the best thing ever she is the most whimsical queen ever she i hope you know that every whimsical choice i make is one step towards becoming this woman. i could CRY i love her 😭

[worldofmusicwomen]

Abigail Morris of the Last Dinner Party

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she is so beautiful help

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This is the Killer Speaking

Im not a killer. And you know what, I hope my appearances everywhere and everyone knowing me drives you fucking mad.

I did go a LITTLE overboard than I normally would on the shading and gradient but it was just so so so pretty. This is definitely my favourite style and look and I didn’t realise I’d become so attached to this look but oh boy I should have seen it coming considering how long it’s been.

Yellow was such a delightful hue here and I usually avoid it like the plague but it’s just compliments this idea of angelic yet ancient feeling so well and I enjoy that IMMENSELY.