laurxnsss.shĩfting.diary3e

[laurxnssdiaryy]

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•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••MY DR FACECLAIM !!

(𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚒𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚢𝚕𝚎)

MY DR HAIRCOLOR

MY DR TEXTURE & HAIRSTYLE

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FEATURES !!

• FANGS

• 5’9.5 HEIGHT

• GRAY EYES (due to no tamaran sun exposure)

• BEAUTY MARKS LITTERED ALL OVER MY FACE

• TEXAS ACCENT

• BELOW KNEE LENGTH HAIR

• LONG LASHES

• DESCRIBED AS

- ***Starfire Beauty***

- ***Mesmerizing***

- ***Out of this world***

- ***Magnetic***

- ***Angelic-ly ethereal***

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𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑬𝑵 𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑺 𝑨𝑩𝑶𝑼𝑻 𝑴𝑬 𝑻𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝑨𝑲𝑬 𝑷𝑬𝑶𝑷𝑳𝑬 𝑺𝑰𝑫𝑬 𝑬𝒀𝑬 𝑴𝑬 🛸….

PUPILS

My pupils do things human pupils should not do, and when I’m emotional? My pupils don’t just dilate. They flare like a camera adjusting. They’ll snap wide open, then go razor-thin—like a cat’s or a star igniting and collapsing. Anyone watching close goes: “wtf.”😭 When I’m scared? They constrict like a cat. When I’m in love? They widen like to the point you can longer see the gray in my eyes. When I’m overwhelmed? They pulse like a heartbeat.

REFLECTING

Humans’ eyes catch light. Mine hold it When I’m emotional? My eyes glow, shimmer, flicker, or get brighter. People literally sees my pupils dilate like a heartbeat, and that is NOT human-coded.

HAIR TRAIL

My hair lights up like a neon tail streaking behind me. It’s mesmerizing sure, but during fights?….😐 not so fun when you’re trying to escape again, human hair doesn’t glow when they fly at least not like mine.

STRENGTH SPIKE

Humans have adrenaline rushes. I have combat instinct surges AND adrenaline surges—that first mission(I went a bit overboard) That wasn’t aim. That was Tamaranean reflex, the built-in “do or die” instinct that activates before my brain even finishes the thought.

SLEEP CYCLES

I don’t get naturally tired like a human. I can stay awake 48 hours, crash for another 48, wake up with alien-level pupil dilation, and from what I’ve gathered humans do not sleep TWO DAYS STRAIGHT like me.

FEELINGS

I don’t feel things at 1x. I feel them at 30x intensity, like compared to everyone else I am very very emotional. Humans fall in love. I fall in love and sound devotional….which I don’t understand how it’s taboo but I guess it is? But my emotional reactions are… large when I’m upset, my posture changes, my breathing deepens, and my entire aura shifts. My eyes get too bright, my skin temperature changes, and my voice reverbs like thunder. My emotions come in waves everything I feel is amplified—love, fear, protectiveness

BLANK STARE

I stare too intensely. Tamaraneans lock on with predatory focus Humans are NOT used to from what I’ve gathered. When I stared at the Brazilian boy(long story loss control and ran away to Brazil) He felt it in his spine…that’s what he said in his mind at least. But the people I talk to everyday? They’ve gotten used to it, but the first time I looked at William he literally looked behind him to see who I was staring at. So it can also be creepy because sometimes people say it feels like I stare through them. Like I’m reading their heartbeat, and intentions

QUIET

I move too quietly sometimes like…nothing

No footsteps.

No breathing sound.

No rustle.

Mark flinched the first time I appeared behind him without making a SOUND(ESPECIALLY because of his very heightened senses).

LANGUAGE

My language switch is too smooth even when i don’t speak a language, my brain tries. my accent shifts, my tongue movements adjust. That “pequena?” moment? Pure instinct. Not learned. (I have yet to find out about my kiss to language powers)

PURPLE HAIR

It’s not “dyed.”

It’s not “colored.”

It’s not even “fashion.

My hair just naturally looks like this human hair while at the base looks the same as mind my hair color and feel is not the same as regular humans. My body hair is even purple. A human has blonde, brown, black, red—fine. If a human has PURPLE?

Everyone thinks: “Oh, she dyed it! But then they look closer and when they realize it’s natural they think I’ve died my body hair😭

MY SKIN

My Skin Doesn’t Tan… It charges Humans?They go into the sun, they burn peel cry, and tan and while my skin tans also it’s a very different tan like I’ve been energized and wrapped in the sun I step outside for twenty minutes and suddenly I’m glowing like a freshly-polished statue. My skin literally absorbs solar radiation.

HUMAN CONCEPT CONFUSION

I have trouble with certain concepts like walking barefoot outside because the need for shoes doesn’t register to me sometimes I forget shoes when walking outside I forget sunscreen exists I don’t understand why humans do certain things I sculpt or paint people or moments obsessively, like tiny altars(I’ve weirded out a bunch of people doing this by the way), Especially when I love someone platonically or romantically I make physical, intricate, sacred objects. I sometimes leave these creations out in plain sight without explanation, fully expecting others to intuitively feel their meaning….they never do and I guess another thing is how intensely I speak even in casual conversation. Or my very tactile nature I touch people all the time whether I know them a lot or just met it’s just how I express myself but overtime I’ve learned that…that isn’t very normal.

BLINK PATTERN

I Blink Too Little… or Too Fast like when I’m focused I can go a full minute without blinking. Human sometimes say I give them uncanny valley at times. When I’m overstimulated? I blink in these rapid little clusters. People get unsettled and they don’t know why. Cecil noticed this one during our first ever intense conversation. I didn’t blink For FORTY. STRAIGHT. SECONDS and I creeped him the hell out.

TRACKING

My Eyes Track Movement Too Smoothly

while humans have micro-jerks in their gaze. My gaze just…glides. Like a camera on a stabilizer It’s hypnotic And also terrifying. Mark noticed it the first time I watched him pace while ranting. My eyes just glided with him.

Too Perfect.

Too Smooth.

Too Unbroken.

Mark literally stopped pacing mid-sentence and waved a hand in my face

STILLNESS & FIDGETING

My Stillness is uncanny sometimes I stop moving. Not shaking. Not tapping. Not breathing heavy. Just statue mode. Other times I can’t stop moving.

THE TILT

My Head Tilt Is Not Human-Cute When I’m analyzing something? My head tilts at an angle just slightly too sharp.

HEART BEAT

When I am close to someone sometimes. i lean in close to focus on their breathing pattern. Sometimes when I’m stressed or overwhelmed or even when I’m not I listen to Marks heartbeat or put my hand right where it would be to specifically feel it, and his breathing pattern? I listen to it when he’s sleeping.

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Hobbies & Interests : DIY heels, baking, cooking, making mermaid tails, wrestling, parkour, skating, reading, fight analysis, collecting perfumes, sculpting based off things like; greek sculptures and the way they expressed their art in sculpting, and the way they honored their deities, or the more realistic and less idealistic roman sculptures, etc, jewelry making, writing, making YouTube videos sit and talk style, ariel silk, and motorcycles of course.

Anyways that was more of a appearance based description of me🫶🏾😛🛸

[laurxnssdiaryy]

Ughhh I don’t know where to go every reality looks appetizing

[dolly-cookie]

Mistakes I've made as a beginner you all should avoid

I thought about doing a reflection on my loa journey, so I'm sharing it with you all!

Immediately contradicting myself the moment I don't "see" my desires - I'd affirm a couple of times or even for 10 minutes but then be like "Why isn't it here???"

Be in waiting mode - Even if I affirmed that I had something right now, I'd still have the belief deep down that it'd take time for me to "see" it

Relying on external validation - We've all been there. I'd think like I had my desires in the moment but would start to internally freak out over not "seeing" them with my own eyes

Searching for new methods/a "secret key" - I would use a method for like 2 weeks or something, give up because I assumed it wasn't working, then look for something new as if I didn't have all the power!

Think that the more I affirm, the faster my desires will come - I was one of those people who thought more effort = better results. Obviously, that's not true since it's simply your dominant thoughts that manifest, not the methods, so I sometimes needlessly exhausted myself

Restarting over and over - I previously made a post about this you can find in my second masterlist. I'd tell myself "This is the last time", only to do it again a few months later

Affirming to "get" instead of "remind" - I'd affirm while thinking "If I do this, I'll get that" instead of accepting that I already had it the moment I said I did!

Comparing myself to other people - Honestly, this might be the worst thing I've done. I'd read success stories of people who got their dream lives in less than a month or even overnight and feel insecure, thinking that I was doing something wrong because I didn't "see" mine.

REMEMBER: None of you are "broken"! We all can manifest! Just don't give your power to things/people outside of you and don't sabotage yourself!

[laurxnssdiaryy]

SHIFTERS ATTENTION!!

STOP PUTTING OC DUDE THAT JUST IMPLIES THAT YOU VIEW TS AS A CHARACTER AND NOT YOU!! I’m talking to this girl right and she’s like yeah I’m making another oc….while being on notion…I said wait but you’re a shifter wdym oc that’s not a oc that’s you…and she chuckled nervously BRU FAM PLEASE NORMALIZE SHIFTING I FEAR SOME OF YOU DONT BELIEVE YOU ACTUALLY CAN BUT LIKE THE IDEA OF IT AND MAKING EDITS AND SHI DAMNNNN

[bruisedgoddess-deactivated20260]

How to make shifting genuinely easy for yourself

1- try not to think about "how" just think about the result (u ending up in Dr) because manifestation law 1: don't think about how to get ur desire just think that u got ur desire and the case is closed. No place for doubts, when ur holding ur phone, would u doubt having a phone?

2- stop wanting to shift and start shifting. It's an act not an idea and shifting is tangible. You want to magically end up in ur travel destination without even getting a ticket and showing up to airport?

3- shifting is free and easy. U can do it at home. Don't wait for an external help, push or divine intervention. I don't mean to be rude, but if u don't change ur mentality about it, no advice can help you.

4- be true to yourself. There's no need to spiral and get desperate. We can't change the universe's laws, just because we're sad about gravity doesn't mean it just disappears. Just because you think u can't shift doesn't mean you can't shift.

5- KNOW, don't wish. Don't say "I wish I was a master shifter", just know u are a master shifter. You know ur age, know ur gender, ur nationality. U don't say "am I really 19?" No. Apply the same logic, say "im literally a master shifter what am I doubting?"

🪷 that's it...

[melshifting]

‧˚꒰ reasons to be extremely powerful in your dr ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

(so you can stop using the same old excuse of coming from a powerful family) cr: @blu-e3

𝜗ৎ 01. Your predecessor—the only being left with that ability—asked you to carry on the legacy of that technique, and the only way to do so is by bestowing the power of the old user upon an ordinary human. Not only do you possess strong technique, but you also have the knowledge and battle experience of an entire legacy.

𝜗ৎ 02. You were born as an ordinary human, but after spending so much time with someone insanely powerful (a mentor, a friend, etc), something inside you was triggered on its own thanks to the constant unconscious energy they radiated. (bleach inspired)

𝜗ৎ 03. You were “killed” by a weapon imbued with energy—but in reality, you were just extremely lucky and came out only wounded; the immense energy transmitted was unconsciously channeled to the best carrier/recipient—it seems you had more potential than the original user.

𝜗ৎ 04. You accidentally stepped into something mid-transition (a form changing, energy transferring) and instead of it completing or rejecting you, the process stalled and wrapped around you, leaving you stuck as a living “in-between” state where you’re not one thing or another but both at once. (again, bleach inspired lowkey)

𝜗ৎ 05. You lived your whole life as the average person you were, until you found yourself in an extreme situation and remembered. You remembered everything. For some reason, your mind had blocked the fact that you possessed that kind of power, but now it all made sense, and you knew exactly how to use it.

𝜗ৎ 06. You were blessed by fate upon finding a centuries-old relic—all the energy accumulated in that object (through some seal or technique) suddenly exploded the instant it sensed your hostility during a tense moment, and you immediately absorbed it.

𝜗ৎ 07. You made a pact with a deity or another being as an experiment/in a life or death situation, offering your body in exchange for absolute power—the compatibility was so absolute that you were no longer just a vessel, but the living embodiment (while still retaining your will, personality, etc.)

[divatakesontruth]

Why Reality is Imaginary: from a Non dual/ Advaita Vedanta perspective

This might be my ultimate post where nothing will be said after it on the matter, but we’ll see

All is Mind

Now first things first, I want to dissect this thing called ‘reality’ as we know it by stripping away it’s realness. Everything you can have an experience of or determine as a singular or independent object/ phenomenon is entirely and absolutely classified, described and interpreted by the mind; that is to say separate from the mind’s determinations there would be no understanding (for lack of a better word) of it.

A quick example, let us take for instance an apple —the name apple is imposed on the object by the mind, the color red or green is determined in the mind, the taste, texture and feel are all qualities that are interpreted first by the mind before the assumed existence of the ‘apple’ so on that note, since all we’ll only ever be able to perceive is what is immediately defined by the mind then we cannot know anything but the mind. So who is to say whether these mental assumptions ( because that’s what they are and you’ll see why in a sec) are true? Certainly not us as we cannot know anything but what the mind determines

We can’t ask an external source either because regardless that instance would be a hundred percent also be a description made by the mind and if we dare to go deeper , the experience as a whole of going to confirm from an apparent external source would be also a hundred percent determined by the mind which just means the experience would be akin to what we call an assumption, a guess, a made up scenario which brings me to my next point

The physical world does not exist

Now that we have established that we cannot verify if what we experience is true on account of the fact that experience itself is shaped by mind, we can further deconstruct reality too and what better way to do that than to disprove the physical world

It’s simple to see really, once you truly understand my initial explanation of the mind being one with experience then surely you can also see that includes the apparent solid world as well; which once again occurs within mind. Since the mind is what is determining reality then even the concept of an existence of a solid physical world is also determined by the mind which means the concept of a physical world cannot be genuinely verified separate from the story of it. The mind comes first not the experience—keenly notice this while you observe experience, you will see that naturally the mind’s stories comes first and infact instantly with the experience

Breathe, I promise it’s not complicated, you already know this you just need to settle down and notice it—remember what you know

But of course we have to know why this mind is even able to have an ‘effect’ on us, how can it come to be? Let’s move on then shall we?

Mind is only known due to SELF/ THAT/ Awareness/“ ”

In truth even the ‘mind’ is also an assumption because it is qualified and we cannot know if such thing truly exists

So how does the mind’s stories come before our observation? That is because something greater and beyond the mind is at play. Do you notice how you are always Aware of the mind’s theatrics and conclusions? Do you notice how even through the worst most terrible experiences there is a seemingly unaffected Awareness

This Awareness is what allows for the mind to even exist, the fact that You (capital Y) can know of the mind means you are beyond this mind and it also means the stories could not ‘exist’ if You were not able to give it life by witnessing/observing it

If there is no knower then there cannot be the known , something cannot happen if there is not SomeThing which is noticing what is happening. So this means the mind is purely and absolutely dependent on Self to be, even as mind is the world You are what gives the world an ability to be known

Which further disproves the mind of any sort of experience, it is transient which makes it unreliable; very quickly an assumption (not an experience because we are wise enough to know experience doesn’t really exist by now)can change . A man once believed he was never going to get rich, this was the assumption he noticed for years and took as truth, but then one day a powerful prophet told him he was going to be the richest man in the land and instantly that previous idea of poverty he had, disappeared.

You see what a feeble thing an assumption is? You might say the idea only changed because something apparently outside influenced it but that apparent external influence is a not actually external or real—it too was just another assumption but he didn’t know that because he didn’t understand the unreality of the world and the mind

Luckily now you guys do, thanks to me 😉

What does all this mean? It means reality only exists as an assumption in the space of Awareness/Self/THAT—not in the experiences and not in the physical world , this means there is no actual separation from anything (non-duality) except what is imagined, if it is imagined then it is unreal

This means both an “imagination” and a “reality” have the exact same defining qualities, which is , it is interpreted by the mind and made known by Awareness, You

I can stop here but let’s get juicier

Everything you can know of exists

If You didn’t know of something it wouldn’t exist, we know that now

So that means what you know of exists and that includes the ‘experience’ you prefer. Whether it be a million dollars or a golden dragon—so long as you can know it then it IS, fully and completely in that moment, it IS

If the argument is that you don’t see it then I’m disappointed in you, by now you should know that the physical reality isn’t actually physical, it only is an assumption that ‘exists’ because it is before Self (which actually means it doesn’t exist)

If you treat everything with this knowledge in mind then nothing holds power over you because nothing is actually real, whether it is a bad experience or a negative thought—it doesn’t actually exist

In summary

All experience is the mind

The mind or it’s stories cannot be verified as the truth because everything is qualified by mind

There is no actual physical reality

The mind is known due to Self which is You

Whatever is known is exactly what IS because everything only exists as an imagination within Self

Choose what you want and have it immediately

I hope this post was helpful, I feel like it would be cause I tried to touch on many areas. Remember to stay with what is real while enjoying and choosing what you want; this is the essence of ‘experience’.

[faiiie]

i think i genuinely cracked the code.

i woke up in the middle of the night (4am) and couldn't fall back asleep. after 30 min or so i was frustrated and put on some music. i closed my eyes and the song i was listening to reminded me of my dr so bad, so i thought to myself i should just shift rn lowkey. i began to imagine my dr room and i remembered a post i saw on tumblr the day before emphasizing the concept of ignoring the 3d. i started to think about what that really meant and i realized that your reality is genuinely shaped from YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS. i always assumed i was in my cr cause thats what i've known my whole life and what im accustomed to, and that alone is the reason i'm still here. but if you look beyond that– look into the darkness beyond your eyes, you will reach your desired reality. as i laid on my bed, i began to realize i can literally ignore everything in my cr. my desk, ignored. my bed, ignored. my nightstand, ignored. if i don't pay mind to it, it won't exist. things exist only if you pay any attention to them. i felt my dr so immensely and i could almost touch the walls in my dr room.

i believe ignoring your cr and genuinely understanding that your reality is what you make of it, then you can shift.

!! disclaimer

i haven't shifted yet but this is my own personal discovery of what works for me. take what i say with a grain of salt but i hope it helps somehow. happy shifting, loves!

[laurxnssdiaryy]

Lauren keep this in mind🧐

[laurxnssdiaryy]

Happy shifting yall shifting rn!!

[laurxnssdiaryy]

I wish I could get a free bag of chips uhh😔 (originally this was going to be a shifting post but I’m actually hungry now)

[littlemsshifter]

When my dad yelling at me like im not a master shifter and the universe revolves around me

[apeironshiftingg]

The mindset that actually helped me shift:

It's the surrounding around your awareness that changes, not your bedroom.

Most people wait for their surroundings to change, and that’s what keeps your awareness anchored here.

Your awareness is not the body lying in bed.
Your awareness is the point of perception.

When you stop expecting your physical surroundings to disappear, you stop clinging to them. The moment you allow your awareness to be elsewhere (surrounded by a different environment, different sensations, different context) the shift happens naturally.

You don’t leave your bedroom, you just stop being aware of it.

Don’t wait for this reality to change (it won’t happen), but allow your awareness of your awareness to shift and change surroundings (reality).

Your surroundings won’t change, it’s you awareness that will change realities (surroundings).

-Apeiron

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[laurxnssdiaryy]

WHAT DR SHOULD I GO TO TN

Bro how is it tied please somebody just choose one😭

???

MHA(No s/o)

Invincible (S/o)

Voting ended onJan 1

[vampireprinceshifts]

by the way the concept of having to work hard or to SUFFER to get your wish fulfilled is this reality's mindset. you can unlearn it in this lifetime or the next. your choice‼️

[laurxnssdiaryy]

gn to you guys !! It’s shifting time

[laurxnssdiaryy]

(PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SHIFT LOOK AT THIS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE THIS IS VERY COMMON AND UNTALKED ABOUT) Soo I need help kind of😭 SOOO I just found out my problem with shifting…this whole time I realized I’ve been just playing like I’m genuinely playing I looked back at all my attempts and realized the same thing when I do my attempt id go into the attempt with no actual intent to shift…like I had intent but I didn’t have INTENT do you know what I mean? Like I think I was just going through the motions without expecting anything and when I visualize…if you wanna call it that I was literally just imagining edits like bruh…I played tf outta myself talking bout why can’t I shift? HO that’s why because you didn’t really want too I feel like I genuinely just unlocked the key to my problems with shifting I haven’t been trying to shift I’ve been FANTASIZING about my dr like girl omg😭 I’ve been doing attempts but not with true intention only surface layer not truly like I was going into attempts without true intention just going through the motions expecting something but nothing it’s such a hard thing to explain😭 but here’s where I think I could use some input now that I’ve realized my problem(when I realized ts by the way I genuinely started cackling because like girl😭) I’m kind of struggling to figure out what I do from here…like I feel little like- honestly do I just need to go in? And say f it all because from this point today every single attempt does not count I’m COMPLETELY restarting all that half assed bs I was going does not count bc I wasnt even doing nothing for real 😭

Me laughing at myself after realizing I was just playing in my OWN face :

+ i mean sometimes id get close to shifting but i think this has been what’s holding me back like intention (as if everybody hasn’t already been saying ts)🤦🏾‍♀️

[sh1fter-of-steel]

being a shifter means being limitless

being limitless means i can eat as much crêpe as i want 🙏

CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE CRÊPE