don’t look at me like that.
a/n: this is my first fic ever, im really happy with how this came out. this took me a while lmao, i hope you enjoy reading this as much as i enjoyed writing it <2 the picture in the middle is that picture hollis is talking about by the way !
tags: blowjobs, almost caught, face fuck, secret obsession, fingers in mouth, oral, after care
hollis, nate and roman were in the elevator coming up to their room after a show.
roman clears his throat, ‘are all our rooms on the same floor?’
‘yeah, ours is at the end of the corridor and nate’s is next door.’ hollis says without looking up from his phone
roman nods then actually takes in what hollis said. ‘wait, we’re sharing a room but nate isn’t?’
‘yeah, there’s two beds in a room & plus, nate snores.’ hollis says, finally looking up at roman, clearly annoyed.
‘i don’t snore, i don’t know where you’re getting that from’ nate says sarcastically.
roman doesn’t understand why hollis lost his temper so fast with him, that’s not like him, but he just left it. he was probably tired since he’s been performing every day without a break for a week now. tomorrow was finally a day off.
they finally make it to their floor, and they walk down to their rooms. hollis passes nate his key and then walks off with roman
‘goodnight nate, knock on our door once you’ve woken up’ hollis says
nate rubs his eyes and says goodnight back. he pushes the key into the door and opens it, kicking his shoes off then closes the door.
the reason hollis got mad at roman so quickly was because there was a video circulating of roman biting his lip while looking at hollis ‘seductively’ in an interview, roman looked hungry. the reason it made hollis so mad was because he claims hates the videos shipping him and roman because his girlfriend gets mad at him. but really, he has a secret account that he uses to save all of them. no one can find out.
roman launches himself from the door to the bed. he kicks his shoes off, zips off his jacket and throws it onto the floor.
hollis sets down their backpacks and walks into the bathroom, clicking the door shut behind him.
he grips onto the counter infront of him, knuckles going white, and he stares at himself in the mirror. he throws his head down and groans. roman still doesnt know that hollis is mad at him, so he knocks on the door and pushes it open.
‘hol, what happened? was it the show? or was it the-‘
hollis cuts him off ‘it’s you roman. you keep looking at me like you wanna fuck me or something. and it always happens to be when we’re getting recorded. are you doing this shit to get edited or what?’
‘what? literally what are you saying? like i wanna fuck you? what? you’re just saying shit’ roman genuinely looks startled, he even steps back, completely confused.
hollis just stares. roman stares back, his chest rising up and down quickly, heart racing too. there’s only the sound of faint humming from the bathroom light. they just keep staring at eachother, in complete silence, neither of them knowing what to say.
hollis finally breaks the eye contact and brushes past roman through the tight doorway to get to his phone. he unlocks it and goes straight to tiktok, still open on the video hollis was talking about. he pauses the video and gets really close to roman. barley 3 inches away from his face. their breaths intertwined. hollis just looks into romans dark brown eyes for a second, before turning the phone to show roman the way he stares at hollis without realising. roman steps back to see the phone better, and fuck. hollis wasn’t lying.
roman just stares at the phone for what feels like forever before hollis turns it off and slides it into his pocket, staring right at roman the whole time.
‘what the fuck is that ro? friends don’t look at eachother like that’ hollis says, irritated but weirdly turned on. that’s his best friend, but why does he like it?
roman just stares. he opens his mouth for a second but then quickly closes it and shakes his head. he shrugs his shoulders and then says ‘i don’t know. i didn’t mean to. but i don’t understand why you’re mad? i didn’t mean anything by it.’
they’re stood about 2 feet away from eachother. hollis moves from the doorway and sits on the bathroom counter. ‘i’m not mad ro. well i am, but not for the reason you think.’ hollis says nonchalantly, staring at the floor now. it kills him that he wants him. he wants roman. but why? he has a beautiful girlfriend that he loves. hes always had a type for pretty brown eyed brunettes, but he only thought that way about girls. he never expected it to be a boy, especially not roman. but fuck he’s gorgeous.
hollis looks up from the floor, staring at roman now. he was already looking at hollis. hollis quietly took in every part of roman. his dark brown curls that framed his face beautifully. his deep brown eyes, his sharp jawline & cheekbones, his pretty pale face. he starts to lower his gaze, down to his neck, then his collar bones. but he stops there, nothing below that interests him. he looks back up into roman’s eyes. he pushes himself off the counter, standing right infront of roman now.
‘look, im sorry hol. i deadass don’t mean to look at you like that. i think i was just focusing on what you were saying but i didn’t mean anything-‘ roman spurts out, breaking the silence which was calming, but it surely went on for too long. hollis stops him from talking by placing his thumb onto his pouty lips, the rest of his slender fingers cupping his cheek.
romans lips part, and hollis slides his finger into his wet mouth, then takes it out and rubs roman’s spit onto his pink lips.
‘you’re real fucking pretty, ro. you know that right?’ hollis says staring right at his parted lips, practically chasing his thumb which was barley an inch away from his lips.
hollis holds onto romans neck and pushes him forward, he’s against the wall now. roman let’s out a faint whimper.
‘what the fuck are you doing holli?’ roman says out of breath. hollis places his hand over romans chest, right where his heart would be, and its racing.
‘why are you stressing now? why can you look at me like that while thousands of people are watching but once it’s just me and you, you can’t even look at me in the eyes? huh?’ hollis says teasingly, he uses his other hand to lift romans chin up, forcing him to look into his eyes.
they’re looking at eachother now, barley any space between them. hollis hated the tension, he just wanted to smash his lips into romans and feel his tongue inside his mouth. but he didn’t do anything. romans eyes darted across hollis’ face, left eye, then right eye, then his lips. he paused there, hollis noticed.
romans mouth opened while staring at hollis’ lips. it was clear they both wanted the same thing, but none of them did anything. they both had girlfriends.
they had never done anything like this before. obviously, they were touchy friends, they’d hug, walk shoulder to shoulder, sometimes even rub the others thighs to comfort the other. but they’ve never been like this, not this close. they breathed each other in, but the tension was so thick. it was driving hollis mad.
hollis’ hand raised faster as it was still placed gently on romans chest, feeling his heart beat faster & harder. they’re both staring at each others lips, mouths slightly parted open just hoping, begging, praying that one of them would make a move.
finally. hollis exhales through his mouth and brings his lips to romans. he’s breathing the air from romans mouth, he tastes like cigarettes and diet coke and it only makes hollis want him more.
hollis’ hand moves from romans chest to the back of his head, making sure he doesn’t bang his head on the wall behind him. hollis tries to pull away, but roman holds his neck in place, holli was right, roman was starving.
the bathroom filled with the sound breathy moans and jewellery clanking together. hollis starts sucking on romans bottom lip then finally but slowly, pulls away. both their eyes are still closed, taking in what the fuck just happened.
roman is the first to open his eyes, staring up at hollis. his mouth is still parted open, breathing heavily. he’s towering over roman. hollis finally opens his eyes, and he’s met with romans beautiful dark brown eyes staring right at him, begging for more.
‘you’re a good kisser, ro.’ hollis says, breaking the silence. roman is still staring with his begging eyes.
‘your driving me mad. i fucking need you, roman.’ hollis is practically growling. his tight jeans press against his hard on which makes him let out a breathy moan.
roman looks down. ‘is that from me?’
roman reaches his hand down and slides his thumb into hollis’ waistband, teasing him.
‘fuuck..’ hollis throws his head back, he quickly grabs romans hand and pulls it off him. ‘one more touch and ill fucking explode, just wait a sec...’ hollis whimpers
roman completly ignores hollis and thinks of this like a game, he starts palming hollis through his jeans, before dropping to his knees as if his legs gave out.
‘woah there ro..’ hollis says, his heart is beating through his chest and he’s panting.
roman starts rubbing his hands against hollis’ bulge while staring right into his eyes. hollis hates getting teased, he was so convinced he was gonna cum before roman could even unzip his pants.
‘may i?’ roman asks innocently, while fumbling with hollis’ zipper.
‘fuck yeah’ hollis moans out. he’s so sensitive already.
roman, very slowly, starts unzipping his pants, then pulling them down to about his thighs. hollis’ bulge is huge and its throbbing. roman just stares at it for a bit, then looks up at hollis for confirmation.
roman slowly slides hollis’ calvin klein boxers down until his erection is exposed. a bead of precum sat pretty on the pink tip of hollis’ length, waiting for roman to lick it right off.
roman is drooling, he needs it in his mouth right now, but he’s a tease, he won’t let hollis get what he wants too quickly, he needs to make the most out of this, as he knows this probably won’t ever happen again. he places his cold hand onto hollis’ dick and he shudders.
‘uh fuck ro you’re freezing’ hollis whimpers, his chest rising and dropping quickly as if he ran up a flight of stairs.
roman takes his hand off and spits into his palm, then lathers it across hollis’ cock. he starts stroking slowly, staring up at hollis as he bites his lip and he’s clearly struggling not to cum in the next 2 seconds.
‘roman fuck.. slow down before i explode all over your pretty face. holy shit’ hollis pulls out of romans grasp and puts his hand onto his dick, he needs a break. he doesn’t want this feeling to end.
‘holli come baaack..’ roman whines, he still hasn’t tasted him.
‘2 seconds ro.. shit i’m gonna cum.’ hollis takes his hands off and closes his eyes tightly, trying so fucking hard not to shoot his white strings all over the bathroom floor. he wanted it to coat romans pale face.
romans still kneeled down on the cold tile floor, waiting for hollis to come back so he can suck the soul out of his body.
hollis finally makes his way back to roman, he grabs the end of his dick and starts waving it in romans face like he’s trying to hypnotise him. roman opens his mouth and hollis shoves his whole cock inside, roman gags.
‘yeah baby.. take it. fuuckkk..’ hollis says without thought.
baby? roman zones out. this didn’t mean anything did it? he just assumed hollis was horny as he usually is. but he usually admits when he is, then he jerks off in the shower. did he actually want roman?
hollis continues thrusting into romans mouth, waking him back up.
roman brushes his thoughts away, it’s just a word anyway. right? forget about it.
roman continues gagging until he pushes his hands against hollis’ thighs, signalling him to pull out.
roman coughs ‘yeah, but you’re fucking huge. slow down please’
hollis laughs as he brushes romans dark brown curls behind his ear. he gently inserts himself back in, going much slower and less deep this time.
‘is that better for you ro? hmm? you just love the way i taste don’t you huh?’ hollis says, moaning in between each word. he’s shocked he’s lasted this long.
roman starts swirling his tongue right on the tip and that almost makes hollis finally cum, but he holds on until the last second. he never wants this feeling to end.
hollis grasps all of romans hair into a pony tail and holds it tight, making roman whimper.
the bathroom wasn’t quiet even for a second, roman didn’t know hollis was this vocal, he never hears him when he touches himself in the shower.
hollis notices the growing bulge in romans pants so he places his foot in between romans legs so he has something to grind on, only making the room fill with more whimpers & groans, it’s so hot.
‘fuck i’m cumming ro.. you want my load down your throat or on your-‘
roman tries to pull away quickly but hollis grabs his head and shoves his whole dick in his mouth. ‘don’t fucking move.’
‘yo holli? i left my charger in your bag can i grab it?’ nate shouts from the door.
‘yeah the bags are at the door, grab it and leave bro.’
‘where’s roman?’ nate says, completly oblivious to the fact that he’s sucking hollis off right now.
‘he went to buy more cigarettes, we were out’ hollis says. he starts slowly thrusting in and out of romans mouth, seeing how well he can control himself, he bites his lip hard to keep himself quiet. roman keeps trying to pull away, but hollis holds his hair tight so he can’t go anywhere.
‘bro i can’t find the fucking charger, can you come here?’ nate says scrambling through hollis’ backpack
‘no man i’m doing something, check the front pocket’ hollis doesn’t break eye contact with roman even for a second, still thrusting in and out of his mouth. god it feels so good.
‘got it. alright i’m out’ nate says, not even letting hollis say goodbye. the door clicks shut and hollis finally lets go of romans hair, he pulls himself away as fast as he could.
‘what the fuck was that?’ roman yells, ‘we could’ve fucking gotten caught’
‘but we fucking could’ve. he was barley 2 feet away from finding out you were fucking my face.’
‘god roman, you’re so much hotter when you’re mad. fuck i’m gonna cum just looking at you.’
roman, clearly extremely upset & angry, tries standing up but hollis holds his shoulders down.
‘i’m not done yet, you stay there.’
‘i’m almost done, okay? can you be a good boy and make me cum for you? hm?’
roman precums just from that sentence. he didn’t know he liked being called a good boy, especially not from his best friend.
‘good slut’ hollis spits into his palm and lathers it across his dick before inserting himself into romans mouth again, thrusting much faster this time.
‘fuuckk i’m gonna-‘ hollis moans louder than he has all night, he finally cums down romans throat.
‘oh my god. holy shit i’ve never came so much in my life’ hollis instantly goes limp, he leans against the wall next to him as roman struggles to swallow his load.
‘i didn’t think it was possible to find you prettier ro, but you looked fucking lethal with my dick in your mouth. shit i might cum again just looking into your eyes’
roman just nods then stares down to the floor.
‘ro?’ hollis pulls his jeans back up but doesn’t bother zipping them up. he kneels down to the floor to be face to face with roman, he lifts his chin up. ‘you okay? need me to help you cum now hm?’ hollis asks teasingly.
‘you called me baby.’ roman says, pulling his shirt over his nose, which he usually does when he doesn’t want to talk to people.
‘i did?’ hollis asks, genuinely not recalling when he did.
‘yeah holli. you did. why?’
‘i don’t know, i just don’t think i realised what i was saying in the moment, im sorry..?’
roman pushes hollis’ hand off his chin and he continues to look back down to the floor.
‘what we did was wrong. we both have girlfriends back at home’ roman says, he looks like he’s about to cry.
‘fuck ro i’m sorry, but don’t regret it now. it’s happened and we can’t do anything about it. is it the post nut clarity hitting you or something?’
‘no, i haven’t even came yet. but besides the point it’s still wrong. imagine nate finds out you fucked my face man. what would he think?’
‘i’m gonna be so honest, this whole corridor probably heard me moaning, i wouldn’t trust these walls’ hollis laughs, but then realises roman isn’t finding this nearly as amusing as he is. ‘but nate won’t know, he’s probably passed out since he’s used to his bedtime being half 10. don’t panic ro, do you want me to help you cum? and then you’ll feel better i swear.’
roman looks up at hollis who was already staring right at him, waiting for his eyes to come back up into sight. roman smashes his lips into hollis’ which makes hollis fall back, banging his head on the tile floor. roman gets on top of him, he’s chasing hollis’ lips. hollis is so confused because he thought roman didn’t want to do anything, but he’s enjoying himself so he brushes his thoughts off and holds romans neck to pull him closer. he shoves his tongue into romans mouth, he’s lets out a deep moan and it only makes roman kiss deeper.
roman starts gently thrusting his hips into hollis’. barley enough to feel anything, but it makes hollis even harder than he was before. hollis quickly rolls over so that he’s on top, he slowly stands up with roman, not letting their lips pull apart. once they both have stood up, they try to make their way to the bed, but their kisses just get deeper, rougher and messier. hollis then gives up on that idea and lifts up roman and places him on the counter, slotting himself in between romans legs.
roman pulls away to catch his breath, while he does that, hollis picks him up again quickly and makes his way to the bedroom, finally.
roman is on top again, continuing to grind against hollis, his jeans still unzipped. roman scrambles to his jeans without letting his lips leave hollis’. he unzips them and takes them off fully. he’s left in just a shirt and boxers. hollis sits up and quickly breaks the kiss off to take his shirt off. he throws it on the other bed since they won’t be using it. roman takes his shirt off too and tosses it on the floor. their lips are back in contact again, the kisses getting messier and sluttier.
roman palms himself through his boxers, hoping hollis notices so he can take care of it for him. hollis pulls away then flips over so he’s on top. he starts kissing romans neck.
‘mm like that holli..’ roman whimpers
hollis gives a little bite to romans neck which makes him gasp and arch his back. hollis is throbbing and pulsating so hard, which makes him go rougher.
he gives roman a hickey and continues to trace down romans body with kisses. he goes down to his collar bones, his chest, abs, until he reaches his boxers. he can see his dick begging to be taken out, but he doesn’t touch it yet. he just watches his dick bounce as roman whimpers with it.
‘how bad do you want it ro? show me.’ hollis says pressing his hand down hard on romans bulge.
roman whines & whimper so loudly to the point where hollis needs to shove his fingers down his throat until he gags.
‘i didn’t mean like that. fuck, nate definitely heard that time.’
hollis keeps his fingers in romans mouth and he starts to slide down his boxers. romans face quite literally lights up. he starts bucking his hips forward, trying to get into hollis’ grasp, but hollis is a tease.
‘please holli. touch me’ roman whines as his dick pulsates and throbs.
hollis kisses the tip gently, roman jolts up and arches his back.
‘god you’re sensitive, i won’t even be able to put my mouth on it without you fucking exploding.’ hollis teases with his hand around romans length.
roman thrusts into hollis’ hand, squirming each time hollis reaches the tip. holli eventually wraps his lips around his cock, roman can’t stay still so hollis pins his hips down with one hand so he can’t move. hollis slowly starts sucking the tip, swirling his tongue around the head, before going lower & lower until he reaches the base.
roman doesn’t moan, he whimpers. and it drives hollis crazy. roman throws his head back, opens his mouth wide and closes his eyes tight. hollis is staring up at him, watching the pretty sounds leave his mouth and watching his back arch slightly but he struggles since hollis still has him pinned down. roman doesn’t really talk, he’s just really loud, hollis actually dirty talks, but roman enjoys the moment for himself, he already made hollis cum.
all of a sudden roman grabs hollis’ head and makes him speed up. it startles hollis since he was going at a steady pace, and now he’s properly gagging on romans cock.
‘fuck take it holli. mmm yeahhh im gonna cummm’ roman starts moaning deeply, louder than before, and hollis can’t put his hand in his mouth since he’s gripping romans thighs as he continues thrusting right into hollis’ face, tightly holding his hair in pigtails.
‘oh fuck oh fuck.. i’m gonna.. uhhh..’ roman whimpers and holds hollis’ head in place, he cums all down his throat, painting his insides white. roman bucks his hips back and forth since he’s so sensitive.
hollis spits romans hot cum onto his abs and licks it clean off. it made roman jerk himself off a little bit since it turned him on even more, but he quickly stopped as he began to feel sore.
hollis climbs his way up to meet romans lips with his. they make out, slowly and passionately this time. not sloppy, not rough, just, passionate. roman holds onto hollis’ face, stroking his cheek with his thumb & hollis is holding romans neck.
hollis pulls away, a string of spit connecting them still. they stare at eachother for a second before roman closes his eyes tightly and mouths the word ‘fuck’, before spurting another load out onto hollis’ thigh.
‘fuck ro, how much more have you got in there?’ hollis laughs, wiping himself clean with two fingers before shoving them into romans mouth until he gags.
‘taste yourself roman, good huh? i might need a load every time we’re sharing a room.’
roman swallows, pulls his boxers up and basically passes out. hollis lays on top of him. roman strokes hollis’ head & scratches his back, hollis is completly knocked out at this point. roman slowly starts feeling a warm, wet sensation on his thigh. it was hollis. he came. again. and he didn’t tell roman. it seeped through his jeans and it made a mess. roman would love to lick him clean, but they’re both too weak, and hollis is practically snoring at this point.
roman continues scratching hollis’ back and thinks about when hollis called him baby, and a good boy. he didn’t want to bring this night up to hollis again, since he believes it’ll make both of them uncomfortable, but he’d love to do this again. they were both sober, so imagine what they would do drunk. just thinking about it turns roman on even more, and he doesn’t wanna cum 3 times in one night, especially if he doesn’t have anyone to lick it straight off him.
hollis starts squirming in his sleep and making faint noises, like whimpers & whines. roman closes his eyes and finally falls asleep, not taking his hands off hollis.
hollis is first to wake up, and he’s greeted with morning wood which wasn’t unusual for him, but he finds the mess in his pants. he thinks he just had a wet dream so he goes to the bathroom to clean it, unaware that he came twice last night to his best friend, then passed out like a pathetic slut.
he rubs his eyes and stumbles his way into the bathroom. he takes his jeans off and just stares at the huge cum stain in them.
‘fuck.’ hollis says, embarrassed. he’d never came so much ever. roman should be proud of himself, although it was mostly his pretty face that made holli cum.
roman is still in the bedroom, fast asleep. he also has a boner. but the horny boys had plans with their other friend, nate, who was only in the room next to them. with romans noises, the whole hotel probably heard what was happening in their room.
hollis changes into a new pair of underwear & jeans, then makes his way back into the bedroom, where he’s greeted with roman just barley opening his eyes.
‘morning ro. you look pretty’ hollis says.
roman just whimpers and stretches, not aware that his dick print is on show.
shit. ‘2 seconds bro.’ hollis yells, signalling for roman to go to the bathroom, he doesn’t want nate seeing his boner. roman stumbles, but makes his way into the bathroom and shuts the door.
nate opens the door, ‘good morning brother’
‘good morning nate’ hollis replies. he hears roman turn the shower on, only giving him more thoughts for his horny mind but he decides that he released enough cum for the whole month.
‘so how did you sleep nate?’ hollis asks, what he really cares about is if he heard romans slutty moans or not.
‘like a baby bro. the bed was so fucking comfy. and you?’
‘yeah we slept good.’ hollis says, realising that one bed is very obviously untouched. he’s praying nate doesn’t notice.
‘yeah dope. well i only came in to say hi, im getting dressed then im going downstairs for breakfast. you meeting me?’ nate asks before walking backwards to the door.
as soon as nate closes the door and walks a few steps, hollis starts cleaning up the mess that him and roman left. picking up their shirts that they tossed, romans jacket, and their shoes. he keeps reliving the moment over and over again, he’s throbbing again. he starts breathing deep & slow to get rid of his erection, until roman comes out of the bathroom. steam flooding out, making it nearly impossible to see roman.
once he steps out of the bathroom, hollis is met with a sight that just makes his situation worse. roman. with a towel wrapped around his waist, low enough to see his v-line, his hair dripping wet, curls defined beautifully.
he stretches his arms up and lets out a faint groan. his towel nearly falls down, but he catches it quickly enough.
hollis is drooling. he’s yearning for roman, and roman is gonna keep teasing him all day. they’re going around the city with nate and they only get back to their hotels when it’s time to sleep.
with what happened last night, they’re gonna be exchanging secret touches all day until they make it back to their room, knowing they’ll be wasted after tonight.
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