I DESPERATELY hope they do not soften or sweeten parker ellis in s3. like. she dgaf. if a patient has a stupid injury she's laughing. she's probably the type that gossips with john and would be gossiping with princess and perlah. (trying to figure out what was going on between trinity and frank in s1)
she's a good person clearly, I'm not saying that she isn't, but empathetic patient care doesn't seem to be her strongest suit. (passing the suicide attempt patient to trinity in s1, not really caring) and I hope it isn't. I hope she's great in a trauma room, quick thinking, intelligent and perceptive. she does have emotional intelligence as well, but like... she's not so super sweet.
her talk with trinity in s1, "you tired? the patient doesn't give a shit." like she's not the type to sugarcoat. even her pep talk to Mel in s2 was firm, not soft. "this isnt a discussion. it's a monologue, so shut up and listen." idk I'm just hoping they stay true to her character and don't coat her in niceties. I'm soooo excited to see more of her and yes I DO need princess perlah parker interactions so bad
all her bubbling emotions that she has to keep in check at work, even moreso at home, muffling all of her tears in a pillow if she does cry, careful not to be too loud. it balls up in her chest, constricts her lungs, tensing every nerve. robby lets her get it out.
beating at his chest with her fists, futile, screaming how she hates him, she hates him for doing this to her, for making her this, for ever fucking touching her. calling him a pervert, an asshole, a piece of shit. trying to hurt him any way she can. she's sure he lets her because he thinks he deserves it. he does deserve it. she shouldn't have to remind herself of that.
he takes it, her red-faced toddler tantrum, and he's so calm, and it makes it a fucking humiliation ritual. she's so impossibly young, next to him. childish, immature. she shouldn't fucking be here. you're the one that should be saying no to me, she whispers finally as she slumps, face first into his warmth, hiccuping. you're the one that should— should be saying no. you know I won't. you know it. I fu— mm, I fucking hate you, robinavitch. m'gonna tell everyone about you.
I know, bunny, I know, is his reply, crooned softly, arms coming up to wrap her in him. she hates that stupid pet name almost as much as she loves it. you can tell anyone you want to, victoria. you know that. this is all up to you, kiddo.
you know it's not! she would shove away from him if she could find the strength, but it's drained from her now, leaving her weak, twitchy, unwilling to pull away from his embrace. you know it's not, you know I'm not gonna do that. I shouldn't have to be the one that knows better. you should fucking know better. this is your fault.
his breath comes out in a woosh, a heavy sigh, a hand rubbing circles over her back. my smart girl. huh? smartest little girl in the world. he pulls away just enough to slide down to his aching knees with a grunt, big hands coming up to rest on her hips, his brown eyes ever-earnest. but you're dumb for me, aren't you? he whispers, and she should fucking hit him.
poor thing. he kisses at her stomach through her clothes, makes her shiver, and it's embarrassing how easily her body reacts to him. how much she always wants it. maybe if he's a pervert, she's one, too. you like it, though, don't you? being daddy's dumb bunny? getting to cmere to my arms, my bed, throw your little tantrum til you're all tuckered out, let me kiss it better?
his chuckle is low, condescending, and she's... she's trying to hate it, she's really trying. she's starting to fuzz over already, a heartbeat between her legs, beating for him. he's nuzzling against her clothed pussy and making her whimper, hands threading through his short brown hair, trying to find a place to tether.
if she's gonna be stupid enough to keep letting this happen to her, maybe she should just let it feel fucking good.
there you go, little one, ohh, it's okay, he murmurs, reaching up to ease her shorts and panties down, helping her kick them off. his big hands slide back up her bare legs and she gasps, goosebumps erupting on her skin, shuddering at his touch. he grins, places a soft kiss over her mound, teasing and light.
please, she whimpers, and usually she fights back for so much longer. stays a brat until he fucks it out of her, fights him on this every step of the way. but she's tired. it seeps into her bones, makes her eyes glaze with tears. please, daddy, I wa—wanna feel good. m'sorry. m'sorry.
his eyes soften, hands rubbing gently at her thighs, making her feel weak-kneed and wanting. okay, bunny, shh, sh. gonna make you feel so good, sweetheart. daddy's gonna make it all better.
he nuzzles back into the space between her legs, and the sear of a hot, wet tongue parting her folds is bliss. she's never this sensitive when she touches herself, never feels anywhere close to the way he makes her feel. every inch of her alight, warm, buzzing with pleasure and need.
he works her over, lapping and suckling at her puffy clit til she's hiccuping cries, fucking his tongue inside her fluttering, dripping hole. he buries himself in her, groaning against her slick, nose grinding against her clit. nnnghh, daddy, please, she sobs, bucks her hips against his face, knowing he loves it. loves when she takes, fucking herself on his face, panting at the perfect, wet heat of his eager mouth.
it embarrassingly doesn't take her long to cum at all, soaking his beard, feeling the scratch of it on her inner thighs as he plunges his tongue back inside of her, licking at her walls for his own pleasure, drinking down her release. she's dizzy when he pulls away, loosens his grip on her enough that she slides to the floor. he's quick to tug her into his familiar lap, sliding a hand under her shirt, petting softly at her stomach. feeling her skin.
yeah, aww, there y'are. daddy kissed it all better, huh? s'that so nice? shh, shh, don't gotta think anymore, bunny. none of that. daddy's dumb little girl.
you don’t think it’s harmful to call yourself a lesbian and actively fantasize about men? it feeds into the narrative that lesbians can have sexual attraction to men and just need to “find the right one”. a lot of “lesbians” here on pitt tumblr actively thirst over men and it’s so strange. being bisexual is not a crime, accept yourselves!
short answer:
long answer: literally no one bats an eye when a gay men call a woman hot. ive seen many gay men thirst over women, telling them to step on them, spit on them, etc, and no one is doubting THEIR sexuality
i see straight women on tiktok complimenting other straight women everyday by saying shit like ‘me and my husband aren’t that serious’ ‘chill my boyfriend’s girlfriend is on the app’ and even more raunchiest stuff. no one is doubting THEIR sexuality
many gay men kiss their girl friends as a joke, straight girls will kiss when drunk, yet no one doubt THEIR sexuality
i’ve seen so many straight guy say they’d fuck ryan reynolds. no one is doubting THEIR sexuality
but a lesbian can’t even call a man hot without people trying to pick apart their sexuality… i’m sorry, if someone’s hot, they’re hot. everyone thirsts over fictional characters, dude. it’s not new. also im not even thirsting over men on here, my blog literally has f/f, m/m, and f/m, yes, because i like exploring the dynamics between different characters if they were in a relationship and im horny. nothing less, nothing more. NOWHERE have i said i have a sexual attraction towards ANY of these men - i don’t
about accepting myself… i have, thank you. and it was one of the hardest thing ever. a lot of people seem to think being queer is a ‘trend’ or something that people only do it to be ‘cool’. im happy for you that you seem to be privileged enough that you think people pretend to be queer for fun
my father was born in africa, raised in a very christian and conservative household. he grew up with a violent hatred for queer people, and even if he would never kick me out, i can tell he wishes i liked boys. and i wish i could make him proud, but i can’t. on his side of the family, everyone is extremely religious too, i don’t even know if my family would come to my fucking wedding because of my sexuality. my grandmother would probably not want to see me again, if she knew
right now im on holiday with my friend and we actively have to hide our sexuality to her family by fear of repercussions
it would be so much easier if i liked boys
accepting i liked girls was easy enough for me. accepting i didn’t like boys was so hard. i went so far to try and make myself like men, ended up crying, hating my body, and nearly throwing up. i tried to turn to god, i tried fucking hypnosis, nothing worked
just leave lesbians alone. we will never act the way society wants us to, there’s no point trying to pick apart our sexuality
that is PRECISELY why I included him ☺️ because he is a victim of the american healthcare system just as much as the rest of these people I gifed. workhorsed himself through covid and the grief of losing his mentor, burnt out and suicidal, completely at the end of his rope after giving everything he has for decades.
it's literally a show about how these people are working in a system designed to burn them out and fuck them over. robby is very much included in that.
i know you (unnamed) will see this because all ur screenshots of my posts are within hours (or minutes lmfao) even though you have me blocked.
a few things: i am trans-inclusive. you cannot say "she says she's trans inclusive, but a lot of radfems aren't" because like lmao !! i'm not one of them. even if that's true, that's why i take pains to never call myself a radfem without specifying that i am trans-inclusive. i never want terfs to feel like i am a safe space. you will NEVER find a transphobic word i've uttered, and you WILL find a digital footprint and real life activism of me protecting and defending trans people. so don't EVER accuse me of transphobia-by-proxy when there is literally nothing about the dismantling of patriarchy (which is what i'm advocating for) that doesn't also benefit trans people. bio-essentialism is one of the legs that props up patriarchy, and i believe in its abolition.
two: you accuse me of being anti-man. at my core, i'm not. i am a feminist. i don't think "matriarchy" or the "sisterhood" does shit because hierarchy is the problem and sisterhood is never truly intersectional. i believe in the equality of all regardless of sex and regardless of gender, in whatever ways both are conceptualized. but i do think that we all need to recognize that feminism has no responsibility to be palatable to men. i will not soften my words to appeal to men. men are not the epicenter of feminism. i hold no hatred for men-at-large, but i also have very thoroughly de-centered men from my life and my activism except insofar as i will advocate for every oppressed person, including men.
three: my initial opinion, which was on my negative feelings about porn, was entirely based on MY OWN experiences with the porn industry, both as someone who has been firsthand exploited by the industry and as a passive person in society who has been affected by porn. not to get all tmi, but i have seen firsthand how the consumption of pornography can exacerbate abuse. porn was a tool used to groom and coerce me into non-consensual sexual encounters, and i am far, far from the only person with that story. and i have seen firsthand how the creation of porn destroys lives. the fact of the matter is that there is ethically made porn. i believe in a world where porn can be made ethically. i do not inherently think that videotaped sex is evil, porn in name is not the problem. what i do know for a fact is that the porn industry is and has always been horrendously exploitative, whether or not some sex workers have positive experiences with it. porn sites again and again have been found to have csam and ncii and yet are allowed to continue to exist without sufficient safeguards! the below post is my original post for the reference of anybody who reads this and doesn't have context, and i still stand by every word of it. the WHOLE impetus of your beef with me was this singular post where i didn't even mention being a radfem (which i am) or a swerf (which i am not) or whatever you're pretending i am. i have advocated IN REAL LIFE, BECAUSE I AM A POLITICAL ACTIVIST IN REAL LIFE WITH A DEGREE IN POLITICS, for the protection of sex workers. if you can take the below post as my attempt to exclude sex workers from feminism, then i can't do anything about that. i'm confident in my words and i stand for everything i said.
i am very open on my page about being the victim of domestic abuse. i am not as open on the ways that my body has been commodified without my consent, and the absolutely atrocious lack of safeguards which will leave me in fear for the rest of my life. every word i have ever said was born of my lived experiences. you can talk about theory all you want, but here is my stance: the porn industry is, as it exists today, exploitative. not only does it damage the lives of many of the people featured in the pornography itself, it also perpetuates harmful ideas about consent, safe sex, and sexual relationships which have directly harmed people, including myself. INCLUDING trans people, and INCLUDING men, and INCLUDING every person whose life is touched in any way by pornography, which is all of us. you can twist my words and try to lump me in with groups of people i have no affiliation with, but that is my stance, and it will remain my stance.
i'm sure i could say more. i could get very descriptive. i am glad that, seemingly, you have never had to take the brunt of the violence that pornography causes in our society, but i wish you could open your mind for one minute and listen to survivors instead of needing to blindly adhere to political labels. i cannot honestly believe that someone who seems as smart and educated as you could be so blind to the ways the pornography can negatively affect people, particularly marginalized people. this is far too nuanced a conversation for that kind of mentality.
all that i still have to say is please, keep my name and keep my GIRLFRIEND'S NAME, more importantly, out of your mouth.
once trinity gets really mad at dennis so she feeds him an unripe persimmon and he’s literally never seen a persimmon before so he has no clue how VILE an unripe persimmon is but he’s such a people pleaser that he eats the whole thing without reacting and then they just sort of stare at each other like 🫤
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