Fever
gojo satoru x fem!reader
content tags/warnings: iâve decided not to put any bc it would kinda ruin it i feel, read at your own risk
authorâs note: a drabble. smthn cute⌠sorta (based on a very real dream i had. if i have to feel these things then you do too)
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You remember the way the world celebrated when Gojo defeated Sukuna.
Cheers from fellow sorcerers, tears of joy from his students, and the warm embrace of sweet relief that sunk into you as you watched him stand proudly in the screen.
Gojo, the hero of today, basking in the glory of his win.
Huffing, covered in blood, dirt and sweat- smiling proudly. Right at you.
That was years ago now.
And you and the Strongest had built a wonder life together. He gave you everything you could ever want. A cozy home filled with life and everything you could ever need. A huge, sprawling back yard with an herb garden and big shady trees to picnic under in the spring. Visits to any place you could think of- sometimes the very next day.
âDonât bother packing- weâll go shopping for everything we need when we get there.â Heâd say, pulling you close and peppering your face with kisses.
But the best gift he could have ever given you were sleeping peacefully in their bunk beds. Their matching pajamas slung messily over themselves as they toss in their sheets. Hair, white clouds of it, sprawled messily around their pillows.
You canât help but grin with adoration while looking at them dream safe and sound, the sound of their soft snoring tugging at your heart.
You pull yourself away, trying not to trip over the brand new toy set that their father had bought on a whim earlier in the day, to join your husband.
Heâs already in bed, teeth brushed, over-lights off, book in hand with only the dim light of his bedside lamp to make the room glow.
Since becoming a father, he has started taking his sleep seriously. No more all nighers. No more 3 hour a day sleeping.
âOur children deserve the best of me. Fully rested.â
âThen Iâd suggest cutting out the bedtime soda.â
You chuckled, climbing in beside him.
The covers swallow you like clouds, and you wouldnât have it any other way.
Despite the vast amount of space in this huge bed, you always find yourself gravitating towards him. His body heat is like a magnet that you canât escape from. And, of course, it didnât help that he never slept with a shirt on.
He doesnât mind- matter of fact, he canât wait to cuddle you to sleep.
Thatâs his favorite part of the routine, after all.
Book casted aside and forget about on his nightstand, he uses both arms to engulf you. His sent, fresh from a shower yet the slightest hint of his natural musk, relaxes your muscles better than a massage.
Thereâs no place safer than right here.
But, tonight, youâre not here for sleep. Not yet.
A firm hand pushes at this chest, guiding him on to his back. A lazy leg slings over his torso as you straddle him.
âOh?â He peers up and you with hooded eyes, eyebrow lifting.
âYou need some attention, baby?â
His voice is velvet, pulling at your core in a way only he can.
You donât answer with words, simply flipping your hair to the side and out of the way as you lean down to kiss him.
It starts softly, something akin to innocent, even. Then youâre drifting your hands around his chest, feeling the sheer solidity of him. You can feel his heartbeat speeding up, thumping against your palms.
He deepens the kiss, growing more and more desperate for you. You rock your hips against him, teasing him just a little more before you lean back up to undress yourself.
Itâs tantalizing slow. On purpose, of course. You love how his eyes rake over you, drinking the sight of your body in like itâs the first time heâs see it.
âFuck, ______âŚâ
You smirk at him, resuming your rutting motion. You take his lips again, this time much more needy.
Itâs at this point you realize he hasnât even touched you yet.
You chuckle.
âBeing shy tonightâŚ?â You murmur again his lips.
âCome on, Satoru, touch me.â
ââŚI canât.â
The room suddenly drops in temperature. The dim light of the lamp flickers.
âWhat do you mean..? Donât b-â
âI canât, ______.â
His voice is distorted, gargled. It also holds a harshness that you werenât used to receiving from your husband.
âO-oh⌠youâre not in the mood, thatâs ok-â
Thatâs when you feel something warm and slick touches your thighs. Normally, youâd think itâs your own arousal. But this was different.. it made your stomach churn.
You sit up when you feel the same warm wet sensation on your mouth.
Then your lungs turn to cement.
Beneath you is a sight that chills you to the bone.
Your beloved husband, leaking blood from his mouth and nose. Eyes glazed over, no longer that brilliant blue.
The reason he couldnât touch you was because he had no arms below the elbow.
You force your eyes even further down, tears of absolute horror streaming down your face, mixing with his blood.
Youâre straddling your sweet, beautiful husbandâs severed torso.
No legs, just sheer gore.
His blood soaks your shared bed, staining your knees. Your quivering hands are covered in the oozing liquid.
Your breathing quickens, feeling the hyperventilation begin.
ââT-ToruâŚ.?â
The last string of your sanity snaps when Satoruâs skull cap cracks open from the top, revealing a soul-crushingly empty shell.
The sound of distant, blood-curdling screams wake you from a deep sleep. You only realize that itâs your own voice when your throat starts to throb in pain.
Youâre already sobbing, shooting up from the grotesquely empty bed you lie in.
You feel something soft balled up in your fist, clutching it closely to your chest.
Itâs your deceased, beloved husbandâs favorite shirt.
There was no cozy cottage home, there was no sprawling backyard.
And there were no slumbering children down the hall.
Itâs only you, the shirt, and Satoruâs urn on the mantle.
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